Last 4ever 🖤

me and my brothr Hayden made a cool sad song. and I actually do wanna die. enjoy.

is it to late to kms? ft. hayd333n

stay forever (brody + toofargone)

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~,~ malice lyrics ~,~

[intro star]
I heard what she said
Off wit his head
He’s better off dead
I heard what she said

[pre-chorus star]
When malice is in wonderland
Everything gets torn apart
I don’t understand
Why she want my head 
when she already got my heart 

[chorus star]
She be like off wit his, off wit his
off wit his head
I heard what she said
I Heard what she said
He’s better off, better off
Better off dead
Off wit my, off wit my
Off wit my head
She said off, off wit his head
This ain’t the way to get ahead 

[verse 1 kanashi]
shawty want my head
said im better off dead
ion give a shit, fuck her friend instead

like da da da i be getting bread
like da da da always 2 steps ahead
and i know that you 
will wanna get inside 
when u see me up and living life 
thats alright, thats alright...

cuz i never was enough for you 
and now its my turn
guess it wasnt in the cards 
so now ill watch you burn
ill watch you burn...

[pre-chorus star]
When malice is in wonderland
Everything gets torn apart
I don’t understand
Why she want my head 
when she already got my heart 

[chorus star]
She be like off wit his, off wit his
off wit his head
I heard what she said
I Heard what she said
He’s better off, better off
Better off dead
Off wit my, off wit my
Off wit my head
She said off, off wit his head
This ain’t the way to get ahead 

[verse 2 star]
Off off off something’s off in her head
why does she think I’m better off dead
Why? Why??
she can’t get to my neck I’m way too quick
grew up jumpin over more than candlesticks
I keep a handle gripped I handle my own 6:00 
yea..

I’m on one you can’t get me off it
I got one strapped down to a rocket
I got stacks in all of my pockets 
This hyperbop wants me to pop it
I can’t stop it drip out the faucet
Ur new man’s a bitch and ur still toxic
Im still nauseous I had to walk it out
focus on my profits now...
{{what is this hyper pop shi?)
[chorus star]
She be like off wit his, off wit his
off wit his head
I heard what she said
I Heard what she said
He’s better off, better off
Better off dead
Off wit my, off wit my
Off wit my head
She said off, off wit his head
This ain’t the way to get ahead

Malice in Wondaland

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Malice in Wondaland w/ Kanashi (p. klimlords)

stand right here all alone
we in private, she obsessed with violence
died right there, in my home
keep it quiet like a suicide it's silent

and you hate me here, so let me go
and you played me girl, just let me know

don't got a whole lot to say, I guess I'm one with the pain now
dont leave my house without a blade, I guess we're one in the same now
dead presidents live in my safe now
suffocating me i just need to breakout

breakout. they think im insane now
pull up ak with a mask get a payout
got big bands in the safe now
got big bands in the paypal
damn hey
like damn straight
my team be chill in the safehouse 
all my brothers took the same route 
all my brothers getting paid now

stand right here all alone
we in private, she obsessed with violence
died right there, in my home
keep it quiet like a suicide it's silent

and you hate me here, so let me go
and you played me girl, just let me know

lmk (+thislandis)

warzone *noahmadethiss*

lyrics:
watch my soul slowly start to fade
and when then happens a piece of me goes away
its not like im not the same person
its not like your not important
cant feel my heart
my social batteries not a thing, lets not start
i wasnt trying to fucking ignore you

now im just a ghost in your head again
passed out since i took all medicine
creeping wondering where has my head been
you dont want me inside your bed again

and i cant help that im dead
i just want you to know i loved you then
i didnt do this bc i was selfish
i just couldnt fucking take it
and if you ever see the signs just know im there
i dont want you to feel like your scared
im just a ghost who used to be person
if i died today id want you to feel important

now im just a ghost in your head again
passed out since i took all medicine
creeping wondering where has my head been
you dont want me inside your bed again

hi the ghost in your head again (Prod. Solo Otto)

acrophobia w/ dylan lotus

Produced by @pekarot_161 & @xlhc
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
It's a hat I wear these days
It's just one of many
I keep a picture of you in my pocket
I'll commit this to memory
You are the missing piece I never knew I needed
But you fit in so seamlessly
And after all this time I still can't believe it
I found my family

But do I actually deserve it
I feel like a serpent
That slithered in to take
What is not his away
Impostor
I fear I'm an impostor
I shed my skin
I'm a monster
You let me in
Now I'm not sure if I can measure up

I'm not sure If I can be the one
To bear this weight on my shoulders
There's so much expected of me now
And I'm still tryna figure out
How to care for myself
While being there for someone else
It's not so easy
But I know that you'll be there for me as well

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Dad Hat (Prod. Pekarot & Extra Large Holiday Card)

all alone in my room
i'm feeling down again
i don't know what to say
it's getting bad again
all i know is i need to try my best
to get out of this hole i put myself in
she's my everything
she's all i've ever wanted
when i am with her
i feel like i'm important
i feel alive when i'm in her arms
she makes me want to live
how did we get this far
without me ruining it all
i'm scared that i'll ruin it all
but i swear i try my best
but i'm always such a mess
yea
i wish that i could love myself as much i love you
you're my everything
you're everything i need
and you're everything i want
when i'm down i tend to hide
but i'm tryna change
i wish i didnt hate myself
somedays i feel like i should just kill myself
but then i think of you and it all feels worth it
but right now i feel worthless
i feel so worthless
you make it worth it
just hold me
tell me that i'll be okay

it's getting bad again

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it's getting bad again (prod. lil biscuit)

prod. @spacedtime

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be so clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

call your name in the flames
wanna hear you
reach out for my hand
I won't help you
I'll just drag you down
to my hell too
once you're like me
nobody can save you

once you're like me
nobody can save you
once you're like me
everyone will hate you
might wanna fucking take some drugs to numb the pain too
become an addict
with some habit's that will hurt you
in the night
memories will haunt you
their's no telling to the damage that they might do

ain't no telling to the damage that they might do
how you think I got these issues

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

why do I do this
torture my own brain

why do I do this
drive myself insane

pile up the stress
I can't take it I'm a mess
try my best
just to end up feeling
permanently depressed

ever since I lost my soul
nothing been the same
the weather's getting colder
and I hope it doesn't change
I hope that it rain's
the whole entire day
so I can stay inside
and never see another face

never see another face

I already know my fate
I'm not meant for living long
Imma burn through life
till I'm fucking gone
this shit is boring
feel like moving on

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love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

i put a ton of work into this ep and hope you enjoy and get a little glimpse of whats to come. <3

✨ polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ business inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎

✨ featured producers ✨
💎 @taurusmoon 💎
💎 @smilecrayola 💎
💎 @4evrgone 💎

the best is yet to come </3

lyrics:
the time I spent wasting for heavens
its all in my head can't escape this
the feeling
the death of my friends got me feeling so hazy 
the death of her love got me feeling so lazy
I sleep till I'm numb
and hope till its dumb
I don't need fucking friends
cause that shit is so dumb
all up in my head
ill scream till the end
im finding out that you don't care at all

so hide all your heartbreaks and feelings again
they teach that in hell so what's really a sin
if you come around by the night will you leave me tomorrow

why can't you feel the same
everyday my heart is aching
a thousand times I asked you to save me
nothing helps im stuck in a rut

but don't think that you owe me
you don't owe me anything at all
don't think that you fucking owe me
(you don't owe me anything)

im here if you need me im here if you don't
please hit me up take 10 shots of patron
im falling in deeper when she comes around
don't text me tonight if your gonna ghost me in an hour
I don't need the pain or feeling of heartbreak again
I don't need her heart or a thousand texts
I just want one thing to be on her mind
and these cigarettes she smokes all the time

im so sorry im not enough for you
or you don't see me on the sidelines rooting for you

so hide all your heartbreaks and feelings again
they teach that in hell so what's really a sin
if you come around by the night will you leave me tomorrow

why can't you feel the same
everyday my heart is aching
a thousand times I asked you to save me
nothing helps im stuck in a rut

but you don't owe me
don't think that you owe me anything
but you don't owe me
(you don't fucking owe me)
just please remember me

stream ❄️

why can't you feel the same

i put a ton of work into this ep and hope you enjoy and get a little glimpse of whats to come. <3

✨ polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ business inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎

✨ featured producers ✨
💎 @taurusmoon 💎
💎 @smilecrayola 💎
💎 @4evrgone 💎

the best is yet to come </3

lyrics:
dark times call for desperate measures
pills I crush just to make the time pass better
it's all in my head
I can get through this
it's all in my head 
ill make it through this alive

its time to get better
its time to get better 

love compels me to do things that I don't want to
you know well that I can't forget you and I will not leave
time that I spent alone
all the time that you don't know
I think of you inside my head
but ill get better in the end

its time to get better
its time to get better

time to get better (prod. smilecrayola)

why did this get botted :(

(prod. @deadspyro)
(feat. @polar333)

take my heart and toss it in the creekside
i don't want that shit no more that's my weak side

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Creekside (ft. polar) [prod. dead spyro]

prod. @prodjody

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

I can't breathe
sinking deeper 
things are different 
we're older
the world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

crush my dreams 
watch them shatter
none of this even matters
wanna die when I think about her
wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost 
yeah I feel like casper
when your near me 
my heart beats faster 
and when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working 
now life's changing

no sleep 
my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation 
need you like medication
cause every night I'm contemplating

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

zombie (prod. jody)

Hope you enjoy! Been wanting to drop this for a while now and figured now was the perfect time.

Lyrics:
[Foreign Forest]
Missed out on all the times
When I said no when they invite me out
Don't want to be denied
I would try but I'm too filled with doubt
Help me out
I'm trying to leave this world behind
Hurry before I destroy myself
Need to know if maybe one day I'll be fine
If I could get your help

[Jacob Sherwood]
No this won't last for ever
But you know that by now
It was just last November
And now the sun is out
But I don't see the light
Just the walls inside my mind
All we've ever had was time
Now the world we've stole is dying
No this won't last for ever
The same people killing the same ones that sayin the cash is better
But baby go stack your cheddar
The debt it will crash the setup
And stay on your toes cause they're all in control
Please don't ever let up

[Jacob Sherwood & Foreign Forest]
Ahh
I wish this would last forever
Ahh
But I know this won't last forever

[Foreign Forest]
Missed out on all the times
When I said no when they invite me out
Don't want to be denied
I would try but I'm too filled with doubt
Help me out
I'm trying to leave this world behind
Hurry before I destroy myself
Need to know if maybe one day I'll be fine
If I could get your help

Nothing Lasts Forever (feat. Jacob Sherwood)

nothing lasts forever ft. jacob sherwood

i know
you're stuck in your way
you won't ever replace
the thing im trying to change
you're stuck in all your old ways
i know 
it's better this way
my friends say you're a disgrace
i swear you're stuck in my brain
i hate the way that you taste	

you can come at me but i’m bulletproof
think that i haven’t seen through
enough of your lies i’m starting to think that ur mean to people cause you like to
i don’t want that
just want all these memories out my head
it’s not that ur hard to forget 
i just tend to hold on too long i’m upset
don’t come to me and think it’s alright
don’t hit my line and say that it’s fine
i’ve been out of touch i’ve been out of line
the way you manipulate was never right

i don't wanna leave my house at all
i wanna stay inside
i wanna stay inside
baby you just ate my heart alive
i don't know how i'll ever come back from this
if none of this real why did you seem so sure
and if love is dead then why were u a flirt
im begging you baby just get out my life
you're stuck in your old ways
you won't ever change
i know your type
this just ain't right
all my friends yeah they warned me about you 
you're the same as my last bitch
i don't wanna remember
all the shit that we did
but its stuck in my head

like the time that we first met
i was tryna get closer
you just wanted my clothes off
i just wanted some closure
then we went to that party
wish i had stayed sober
cuz i'd hold you closer
i would hold you closer

i know
you're stuck in your way
you won't ever replace
the thing im trying to change
you're stuck in all your old ways
i know 
it's better this way
my friends say you're a disgrace
i swear you're stuck in my brain
i hate the way that you taste

why can't you feel the same

polar

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