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(for the first time, in a long time, i started to feel things again, i started to feel happy..) 

and i swear to god i will be there for you 
whether or not it is cold outside
i can’t even front
heart stopped when i saw you
for a minute i was sure i had died 
now you don’t pick up anytime that i call you 
and i’m not used to swallowing my pride 
and you dropped your guard 
caught a hit that had floored you 
i’m out on the ropes but will turn the tide 

so i reject the light, 
sit up and cry 
i can finally see 
now ive opened my eyes
and that girl changed my life
but i guess it’s goodbye
and the day that you left
was the worst day of my life 
the worst day of my life 

and it never was the same, was it? 
oh was it?
i’m sick of calling your phone !!!!
when everytime i see you on it
youre on it 
you hide your screen and say no 
i’m fucking losing my shit girl 
honest
just stop it
at this rate i’ll never come home 
and she just screams in my face 
“i promise, i promise!”
she said she does but she don’t 

she said she loves me, she don’t :( 
i know she cheats tho
and i’m as sure of it 
as i’m sure in the spring the leaves grow
she left me 0 speech 
so i left that bitch at heathrow
now i’m at level 3 
put 20xp in free throw 
i’m fucked up
drunk love
real kiss 
fake hugs 
pour up
care plus
guess i should’ve learned
last time felt the witches burn, fuck
left me with a cold touch 
so i jus smoke n turn up 
get money in surplus

(and i know,
mmmmm, 
but she don’t,
mmmmm,
but she don’t) 


now you don’t pick up anytime that i call you 
and i’m not used to swallowing my pride 
and you dropped your guard 
caught a hit that had floored you 🥊
i’m out on the ropes but will turn the tide 

so i reject the light, 
sit up and cry 
i can finally see 
now ive opened my eyes
and that girl changed my life
but i guess it’s goodbye
and the day that you left
was the worst day of my life 
the worst day of my life 


(i guess i've been feeling... distant from you.)

colourblind (wisssery x noahmadethiss)

i found a strand of your hair right in my pillowcase
i can't describe the feeling how my heart aches
there's so many things that i wish i could say
i guess i only wonder if you're playing it safe
everything was meant only to be, just not as long as it seemed

but i could never cheat on you, or even anyone
unless they did it to me first because i might be that petty
my insecurities, there might be too many
i wanted nothing more than us going steady

it's such a shame how the times have changed
i renounce it all and let the feeling remain
another day, dead and gone to waste

i tried to go back and find it, that's when i knew i was wrong
ran out of words to describe it, that's when i ruined the song

all the water in the ocean couldn't wash that stain
wish i was feeling something other than pain
and i've been going through the motions with no chance to complain
worried i'm working without something to gain

aching from the weight of my grief, show me mercy

show me mercy

but i could never cheat on you, or even anyone
unless they did it to me first because i might be that petty
my insecurities, there might be too many
i wanted nothing more than

i spent my days trying to be multifaceted
in some years i'd try to tally up the damages
i can't hope you'd take me back, i guess i'm past it
and like the other song goes, "i like to do magic"

fear is only a feeling that only feelings can change
i still try to maintain, but despite everything strange
our different phases of life, i'll never blame
i light the spliff and hope the emotions fade

i tried to go back and find it, that's when i knew i was wrong
ran out of words to describe it, that's when i ruined the song
all the water in the ocean couldn't wash that stain
wish i was feeling something other than pain
i've been going through the motions with no chance to complain
worried i'm working without something to gain

how can ever keep myself from harm?
running away to scream inside my car

MERCY

it's nothing new when i tell you that i've been stuck in my mind
where am i
i couldn't turn away the pain when i got stuck on a rhyme
i can't hide

and the bills are stacking as of late but everything is still fine
at least i won't die
who's gonna be there till the end when everything is alright
something i can't find

and there's been countless times i've been cast aside and replaced
i never noticed how my brain took those and tapped erase
and i can't see my growth i think i'm stuck inside my ways
feels like i'm never good enough but that won't ever change

i guess the truth was right in front of me
then it came packaged in my fate
and my whole life i tried to run away
and my whole life i tried to run away
and my whole life i tried to run away

it's nothing new when i tell you that i've been stuck in my mind
where am i
i couldn't turn away the pain when i got stuck on a rhyme
i can't hide

and the bills are stacking as of late but everything is still fine
at least i won't die
who's gonna be there till the end when everything is alright
something i can't find

HIDE

guitar by 93feetofsmoke

but i don’t wanna fight the truth
it’s everything that i go through
my mistake was only learning something new
but every time i still think “what’s the use?”

and there’s no feeling inside anything i do 
no meaning inside everything that i’ve been through
my transformation’s for the betterment of you
so is it wrong to say you’re bringing down the room?

and if she calls me back
the second i put down the phone i’ll wonder where we at
cause she could leave tomorrow
“i’m never coming back”
maybe she’s worth the wait
relieve me of the weight

but if she calls me bae
then i might run away
if she goes through my phone
break it off every way
but i’ll still lie awake
i might not right away
and you could say i’m wrong
but not in every way

i’ll cut my losses but refuse to move inside your line
maybe recover through the passage of my precious time
another day another tangent of my manic plight 
maybe 
maybe it’s worth bringing the truth to the light

that you made plans with a man
surprised i didn’t ask?
cause everything he has
is nothing i don’t have

and then i had a dream
it wasn’t you and me
i didn’t have a face
fulfilled me anyway

but i don’t wanna fight the truth
it’s everything that i go through
my mistake was only learning something new
but every time i still think “what’s the use?”

PLIGHT

promise i'm not mad at you
but when you ask me if i'm happy my new path is skewed
intuition turns to forced reaction, so how could that be true?
and if you really wanna break it down i'm only

but i thought i wanted in
it gets me angry when i can't enjoy my time with this
but the panic closes in
i'm staring at my phone at the table, why can't i hold it in?
i'm so much more than this
i'm so much

i've been stuck in this cycle
everyday i feel trapped
i've been stuck in this cycle
everyday i feel trapped
the world had took it all away from me and won't give it back
i went and sharpened every tool i had, but wonder what lacks

sometimes i wish this shit was do or die cause i can't relax
but it's not like that
i wanna do this shit forever, but i can't hope for that
i wanna do this shit forever, i'm tryna cope with that

i put this off another day til' it became a week
i choose to scoff, inside i'm pained, inside i still feel weak
it's nine o clock, my speech is off, my bedroom walls still creak
my aim is off, my anger caused by such a minor tweak

i got so fucking frustrated i had to go to sleep
some days i wish i could spare myself from this hopeless feeling
like fuck my jaded heart
maybe there's no hope in healing
then i feel it in my gut
the tension between us

i think i'm smoking too much
or maybe just not enough
either way i'm tired as fuck
cause i can't lay down in your arms

cause i'm so overstimulated
i keep on pushing, i'm stuck
maybe it's just not enough
maybe it's only because

i've been stuck in this cycle
everyday i feel trapped
i've been stuck in this cycle
everyday i feel trapped
the world had took it all away from me and won't give it back
i went and sharpened every tool i had, but wonder what lacks

trapped

snow [prod. cutspace]

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