i don’t know if i’m ready
but you’re acting so petty
she said what’s the problem i said there’s too fucking many
i don’t know if i regret it
i wish i could forget it
but if i said i love you then you know i fucking meant it

still beats another night alone in silence 
if i could change myself i’d tell myself to try and hide it
this type of feeling got me feeling like i cannot fight it
make our time together last as we both keep on lying

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

catch me if i fall when i’m out of rope
hear me when i talk but you fucking don’t
it’s hard to receive any of my attention
but you’re so god damn lovely i’m distracted

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

don’t know why i’ve been so bitter so long after the fact

your memory dug my emotions up they just keep flooding back
and every time im in bed alone i’m running back again

i'm running back again

not looking for guidance alone on the road i still put on the mileage
looking for peace but don't see it inside when i’m closing my eyelids
remember been searching forever so long and i still cannot find it
taking a break cannot make me feel better believe me i’ve tried it

always have issues with not being satisfied i am my father's son
i tried to keep it together but i guess she’s not the one

i am so sorry for the way that i reacted
it takes practice

regret

quirked up white boy, goated with the sauce

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