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poleman

Slap certified

i don’t know if i’m ready
but you’re acting so petty
she said what’s the problem i said there’s too fucking many
i don’t know if i regret it
i wish i could forget it
but if i said i love you then you know i fucking meant it

still beats another night alone in silence 
if i could change myself i’d tell myself to try and hide it
this type of feeling got me feeling like i cannot fight it
make our time together last as we both keep on lying

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

catch me if i fall when i’m out of rope
hear me when i talk but you fucking don’t
it’s hard to receive any of my attention
but you’re so god damn lovely i’m distracted

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

don’t know why i’ve been so bitter so long after the fact

your memory dug my emotions up they just keep flooding back
and every time im in bed alone i’m running back again

i'm running back again

not looking for guidance alone on the road i still put on the mileage
looking for peace but don't see it inside when i’m closing my eyelids
remember been searching forever so long and i still cannot find it
taking a break cannot make me feel better believe me i’ve tried it

always have issues with not being satisfied i am my father's son
i tried to keep it together but i guess she’s not the one

i am so sorry for the way that i reacted
it takes practice

regret

selfish(v1)

feeling like i’m 6 feet under better ring the bell 

it’s just another thing you didn’t mention
i guess that was enough to feel out our connection
you can’t ever tell me what it’s like to be a loner
i just wish that i could say that it’s over 

far away from perfect
you know i’m no angel
i’ll be what you need just show me everything that’s painful
i don’t have a purpose
i just watch the days go
you can waste your time again but i can’t ever stay tho

i guess i just didn’t excite you
i guess you don’t want me beside you
all the worst ways that i see myself, they come true
and i can’t do this if it’s gonna be without you


just let me stay with you in portland
take me to the forest forget 'bout your boyfriend
ask me what is wrong i’ll always lie and say it’s nothing
i just can’t relax for you i know it’s always something
it's always something

i feel less hungry on my stomach
toss and turn there’s nothing left to burn 
i put out the match the shadows start to turn
forgot my fucking question when i got my answer

there’s nothing there for me
and i’ve been crying in the shower no ones hearing me
when you burn inside there’s nothing there to snuff it
take a grain of salt cause i can tell you’re bluffin'

portland

Lil Skies - Welcome To the Rodeo (prod. by Taz Taylor)

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Ron Suno x Howiee OO - Keys To The Streets

Die A Legend

Lost Files

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lyrics:
I don't wanna think that you notice it
I don't really think that you notice ya
It's a fucked up life with a fucked up girl
Give you what you want you could be my world

It's a fucked up world, when you coming home
Can you call me back when you're off the road
Are you out with him hoping I don't know
And when you get close just fight it yo
In the back of the whip hoping that I die quickly
Brush it off my back know I'll be back swiftly
Keep me in your grasp so you never feel lonely
Thinking I'll come back guess I'll see you in the morning

I've had enough
I lost my trust
You have my heart again

I don't wanna think that you notice it
I don't really think that you notice ya
It's a fucked up life with a fucked up girl
Give you what you want you could be my world

It's a fucked up world, when you coming home
Can you call me back when you're off the road
Are you out with him hoping I don't know
And when you get close just fight it yo
In the back of the whip hoping that I die quickly
Brush it off my back know I'll be back swiftly
Keep me in your grasp so you never feel lonely
Thinking I'll come back guess I'll see you in the morning

It's a fucked up world I'm so fucked up girl
Two fingers up bitch it's fuck the world
I thought it was just us girl I mean it
You can take all I have as long as your not leaving me

It's a fucked up world why you leaving 
In a fucked up Benz when you came in
Evil bitches scheming she ain't got a reason
Hold your heart in a cage she's a demon ya

Why you leaving me
I've been calling all morning
I know you've seen
You got me fucked up but you could care less
Girl i know that
I've been attached since i met you wish I could go back
Wish I could erase you girl
Wish I could change the world
I wish we never met
Then it wouldn't be like this

Ya we started out as friends
Now were fucked like this
Every single choice makes me feel like shit
Then the feeling hits and were off again
I think were better off as friends
Driving you home that night was it worth it
In your room all alone
Feel so cursed now this world I'm living in
But I won't suffer alone ya

stream ❄️

i don't think you notice w/ roan (prod. 4evr)

visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svhDnw7n1Tc

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~daydream!~

Go Stupid

Go Stupid (feat. NLE Choppa & Mike WiLL Made-It)

I hate that I don’t understand what I mean when Im saying that I’m so in love with you
i know that it’s hard for the both of us hope that you know I still fuck with you
I know that you’re feeling indifferent about it I wish you were proud of me 
lately I’m doubting myself it just hurts me that you ever doubted me 

Promised myself wouldn’t cry again
you killed me once, I can’t die again 
some days I feel like I’m sad and I suck
Feels like I’m down on my luck 
ever since u went away, I feel like i I can never feel right again 
tell u i miss you, you read it, i think I just fucked up my life again 

I am so sick of this shit
Why can’t I just go and forget
that time that we kissed 
There is an ache in my hip and 
Its all cause I carry these feelings 
I’m counting my blessings 
always said I am the villain  
I hope that one day I’m forgiven 
I’m feeling the tension 
I’m still making songs bout depression
and this just another confession
Smile on my face but I swear that it’s not what it seems 
never switch up for these hoes, it’s you that i need 
you just need to love yourself don’t worry bout me 
you just need to love yourself don’t worry bout me

instagram

acceptance (landfill)

waking up early taking naps
no i can’t feel it anymore
laying on my back in the grass
wonder why i feel sore
said she wanna take a step back
but i’ve heard it all before
but i’ve heard it all before
empty only wanting more

she’s a devil
she’s a two timer
she’s a snake
she’s a fucking liar
kiss your neck 
because i’m not a biter
when she left my place i couldn’t find my lighter

i’m still down for you i’m doing my part 
but i can’t fill this gap inside of my heart
and nothing in this world can satisfy me
and i feel so selfish i want your body

but i don’t wanna fuck just wanna kiss you
i just need somebody to continue
crushed up addys placed inside my bedroom
honestly i just don’t see the issue 
just a little blood inside the tissue
i don’t wanna think because i’ll miss you
so i still i got my vices i submit to

selfish

i just wanna be perfect
burn myself it’s not hurtin
why dont you tell me i’m worth it
what’d i do to deserve it

it’s all in my head it’s all in my head again
there's nothing to make a sound
it’s all in my head it’s all in my head again
can’t figure myself out

i see your face everywhere and i cannot unsee it (it fucking haunts me)
i turn the corner you’re over there whole body’s freezing (with someone not me)
i know my friends only want what is best for me (but i stayed at your apartment)
and you’re not my enemy i guess we’re two different energies (we should stay off it)
i miss the old me but i guess he’s dead to me (well i guess he called it)

i’m not saying i need it
but that’s just how i see it

i’m fucking sick of just being so angry (i don’t know what to say)
i hate to say it no one understands me (i know it sounds cliche)
i’m fucking sick of just being so hungry (it makes me sick to record this)
i cannot eat and this shit is unhealthy (i hoped you wouldn’t notice)

white swan

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