i don’t know if i’m ready
but you’re acting so petty
she said what’s the problem i said there’s too fucking many
i don’t know if i regret it
i wish i could forget it
but if i said i love you then you know i fucking meant it

still beats another night alone in silence 
if i could change myself i’d tell myself to try and hide it
this type of feeling got me feeling like i cannot fight it
make our time together last as we both keep on lying

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

catch me if i fall when i’m out of rope
hear me when i talk but you fucking don’t
it’s hard to receive any of my attention
but you’re so god damn lovely i’m distracted

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

don’t know why i’ve been so bitter so long after the fact

your memory dug my emotions up they just keep flooding back
and every time im in bed alone i’m running back again

i'm running back again

not looking for guidance alone on the road i still put on the mileage
looking for peace but don't see it inside when i’m closing my eyelids
remember been searching forever so long and i still cannot find it
taking a break cannot make me feel better believe me i’ve tried it

always have issues with not being satisfied i am my father's son
i tried to keep it together but i guess she’s not the one

i am so sorry for the way that i reacted
it takes practice

regret

theres more ft. sace6, kennedyxoxo, noahmadethiss, SINNERSDEDX, & killmesumday *recyclebin*

i guess there's no second chances (hibleach)

I knew it (johnny friend)

produced by xona

@heylog

-lyrics-
deep within my own skin
i stay low until my breath
runs out and i hold my neck
cause deep down i need to rest
the only thing i need is you
a little late, i ain’t got to lose
anything to get us through
but I’ll stay like back then too

well, it’s awful to think
you’re on my mind and can’t let it deplete
sit in my room then write the lyrics to sing
but I’m discarding this energy to bring back the old me
its a tragic that i let it go
i couldn’t tell if you need me close 
well it’s too late for that now
so i can’t keep you around 
don’t need to make another sound

baby i know you love it when you see me overthink
got me pushing buttons tryna get this thing to play
never thought a girl would challenge me to use my brain
think outside the box using my logic against her game

i know you love it when you see me overthink
baby please
tell me what it means
these other guys try to steal you from me
they're enemies
break em to their knees
cut the rope
let the river flow
one at a time
kill em, let em know
baby go
get inside the boat
it's business for me to kill all them very slow

hazel

spotify

hazel w/ heylog

disstrack i made on some girl, i was gonan scrap it but i wanted to drop it as one last post before i switch up on projects.

stay blessed n loved yall

ian never

stream ❄️

love story xo (prod. bixby)

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

:)

videoo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZ-vYeRh2Tg&feature=youtu.be

lyrics:

i feel lik im toxic 
everytime that i talk
but recently im thinkin
im probably not
u can find me bottom board
becuz im a bot
...i dont have a chours dont except one..
thers not....

i love feelin loved even tho im probably not
ur still in my head but i never give u a thought
i feel like im toxic everytime that i talk
i love feelin loved even tho im probably not

catch me up to speed 
i think that i am probably lost
u deny makin these calls
ur tongue is tied in knots

2am n ur knockin up on my door
i told u im fed up 
i cant take this anymore

everything is opening
but i still wont go out
plz still wear ur mask
im filled up with all of this doubt
u wont hit my phone no more
u think im goin south
i wont take dis shit no more
i think that im fine without

im way 2 fucked up bb
i woke up on da floor
i think that ive fallin in love
but i cant b 2 sure

i think id like love but 
i could b fine without
i dont have any stimulants 
i think that im out :(

i dont like adderall
i know i could benefit :(
i have no work ethic 
i think im jus really sick

i think i finally lost it..
i think that im obnoxious..
x2

probably not (p. hibleach)

prod by @ria_chuelo :)))
plz go follow n support dem !!!

lyrics:
i dont think i can get over this..
shes holding me down while theres guns to my head..
i jus wish she loved me like she loved him..

but truly we never get what we want
every time we talk its always breaking my heart
i know you say you love him but i treat you better
i wont tell you what to do
but i think thats the wrong move
i think that i lost it
my minds a moshpit
i think that im sick in the head
n i cant get past this
i got over stimulated aimin for the bathroom
i got lost along the way now im stuck in the backrooms
you say that ur just friends w him but ion know what that includes
im havin a panic attack
n ion know what to do
just point me in the right direction
we fell off like a disconnection
i guess that i dont get to say anything its case closed

i hope that ur happier
i hope that u start smilin
x3

ion understand why you always win the arguments
i have things to say and ion think u comprehend them
why is it jus such an issue jus to let me talk
ill jus shut up
ill just stop
please dont tell me that your coming back for me
i think that i told you that he didnt really love you
you want me back but i dont think i trust you
im sorry baby i think that were threw..

but truly we never get what we want
every time we talk its always breaking my heart
i know you say you love him but i treat you better
i wont tell you what to do
but i think thats the wrong move
i think that i lost it
my minds a moshpit
i think that im sick in the head
n i cant get past this
i got over stimulated aimin for the bathroom
i got lost along the way now im stuck in the backrooms
x2

stream

backrooms (ria)

here is a collection of songs that me and my friends made together :D hope you enjoy <3

WASTE AWAY

WASTE AWAY ft. dolly

http://therapy.rip

mgmt.polearm@gmail.com