★i don't wanna be another face in crowd..★

[featuring]
@ihateshinigami

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
me x @d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/going-down-w-shinigami-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
would you tell me?
would you tell me?
would you tell me?
would you tell me?

why have i been
working so hard all this time
after she
after hatsune gave me a reason to live

nothings changed
im still so powerless
not a damn things changed

hook: (scoobert)
remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

bridge:
would you tell me?
would you tell me?

verse: (scoobert + shini)
would you tell me
if its worth it
im feeling like a ghost now
i guess ill fade away..

or not

but if i tell you the truth now
i dont think it would solve it
but i could be wrong
yeah

im so sick of waking up
feeling fucking empty
like a broken memory
i feel like you'll forget me

i dont wanna think about that

no

my life is like a rollarcoaster
and its going down
down to the ground
i dont wanna be another

face in the crowd
down to the ground
im not going up
im going down

bridge: (scoobert + shini)
down! (im going down)
down! (with my face in the ground)
down! (were going down)
down! (with my dogs in the pound yahh yahh)

repeat hook:
remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

[extra thingy]
no lie making a song with shini has been like a dream since like 8th grade so im beyond fucking ecstatic to share this slapper with u guys. i hope u enjoy :) <3

★streaming★

★going down!★ w/ shinigami (prod. uglyzucc)

perfume (prod. gee)

I’m Okay

lyrics:

is that ur new man looking like a lineback (er)
i don’t really know how i feel n i don’t like that 
i just post in the crib blowing smoke fat
i just rather kick it w my cat 

baby imma get my racks up 
walk fast roll my rafs up 
give a fuck what u think 
n i laugh huh 
u know i don’t wanna link 
it’s a fact yuh
i just don’t care 
u don’t care what i’m saying

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit bussin
i feel like a heron russian 

i just want love i can’t have it
imma smoke till i drop
it’s a bad habit
pull up in my city w a bad bitch
now she pulling on the moncler jacket 

tell me why
u gon make me cry
i don’t wanna fight
imma lose myself in the night
need a new life
u don’t like
looking at my eyes 
yeah it’s fucking fine 
why’d i ever tell u ur divine
it’s a fucking lie 

all i ever got from u were lessons 
how to deal with my depression 
how to find someone who wants my love and not possessions 

ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
what the fuck is up with that 
always got ur name in a bad tat 
wow i’m dumb kid
imma chase a dumb bag 

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit 
bussin
i feel like a heron 
russian

bad habits

MUSIC VIDEO <3

CAST SPELLS w/ henny

OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://youtu.be/fU28WqbVibE

https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001/sets/private-playlist/s-HOot2SSDTyk

private playlist (p. drosh) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

i sense when u freeze up, tell me whats the rzn
i can b a diva and u cant keep a secret
and i think yr complacent so i dont wanna stay
tell me im complaining 2 much when nothing seems 2 change
and i rly hate the way that we r
but i luv u so i dont wanna cause any harm
is it my name that youve been scratching into yr arm?
it isnt ok but u kno how 2 stop the alarms
when they go off, and u just wanna blow off
everything i bring up so i just sit alone in the dark
and u show off cuz u dont want me going very far
and u show off im not going far
im a secret, u dont wanna keep it
seems im only yrs whenever its most convenient
can u say u luv me, only if u rly mean it
broken down so many times im still in pieces
ride me like a carousel, i could make u dizzy bby
i got all these study drugs, im going 2 use em and
i mite fry my brain 2 mush, she mad i put dope in it
i dont think ahead no more no i dont even hesitate
i miss her face, she m.i.a. like i dont kno her
ive made mistakes, u break me babe cuz im not sober
but i wish i was 4 u and me
but i cant change shawty, gotta chase this dream
i been wearing the same fit for like a week
i been doing the same shit and its all on me

u only get so far showing off u kno w/ lilbearshawty (p. remghost + sanctuary)

pls check out the actual track and follow luvlxckdown <333

https://soundcloud.com/luvlxckdown

luvlxckdown - cant believe im gone (remix) w/ poorbryan [northeast lights x odece]

prod. Beverly Valley (pierce the vegan on youtube)

im low on gas and u need a jacket (pierce the vegan)

inside my head and i’m just on my own
i haven’t slept and i can’t find my phone
another fuckup said i told you so
no need to worry that’s just how it goes
you knew me better when we made the deal
forget to tell me how you really feel 
its all in my mind !!
i should’ve known it that it wasn’t real
forget to tell me how you really feel

and you didn't tell me how you feel
you knew me better when we made the deal
tell me how you really feel
know i had to do it to myself one more time
i should've known it that it wasn't real
tell me how u rly feel

i cannot see straight i can see through your lies
you cannot see me im hard to find
posted with my bros and we just stay inside
if you say that you made it then so have i

did it myself again
fucked up my life again
lost track of the time again
wonder where i have been
no need to worry that’s just how it goes
tbt i was tweeting pain now i love my life just a little bit
im still sad as hell lollll

how u rly feel

music video: https://youtu.be/-LUpKJNiumY

i like the way the lights look in the rain
makes me think about the time u looked me in the face
told me everything was fine and we'd end up ok
it echoes in my mind
i hear yr voice in my brain
i wish u were here but i kno that yr safe
and thats all that it takes for me to survive the day
if u left i would cry but i would still feel the same
if i left i would die bcuz theres no other way

yr my nicotine
yr not my drug u got me clean
and yr all that i need
wut i say is wut i mean
dont look away
just keep both of yr eyes on me
u say its hard 2 be brave
4 me u make it hard 2 breathe