washed away - sighsare

Im washed away, I cant stay, so many pages
I write to you, you dont understand the truth
[1963]
And I ain't far, pull the pieces out the dark, washed away, still in my heart
I know Im scarred, I know I try too hard
people I try to guard, leave my life they are a shard
wash away in a graveyard, take my hand I need your charge
I accept, I accept, I accept, I accept, I accept
but I wont do much. I know you miss my touch
you used me as your crutch
there is no one to judge, hold my hand I'll let you smudge
I hope that I wasnt that rough, I let you go with a rush <3

you're a stranger! [stranger danger] I dont know your name and you dont know yours
detach myself from the wires, take the stairs and fucking try
YOU hide as I subside, as I see myself in your fucking eyes
all this madness I confide, trolling through ur about to die
why do you look surprised? rat me out you'Re compromised :)
Im a wasteland in disguise! german roots I fossilize 
I wash away my sorrow, I feel so fucking hollow
I'll leap in faith, I follow, digest my way you swallow

-----------------im washed up-------------------

Just breathe with me, I know you're here with me
Just breathe with me, I know you're here 

washed up in an ocean and I think Im swimming
deep down to the depths, shhh im fuckin winning
and you'll catch me with this money that im fuckin printing
you won't see me again, thats why im fucking grinning
look at the steps I make, I get it im just a flake
a crystal stuck in a crate, look at my limiting state
id rather walk alone, till im skin and bone
than see your face, on your fuckin dome
I'll never be happy, my visions get fuzzy

fuck forgiveness, its a show of fucking weakness
and my brain is close to nothing, and my systems full of sickness
im still here..

follow

washed away

addy bender w/ d1v (michaelwarren x taher)

cover by (https://www.instagram.com/kkkbbbrrryyy/  @buffalobang) (prod by @danlrk)
in too deep someway i gotta get out
and the secret that i keep u want me to shut my mouth
and the story that i tell i know its been awhile
if u ask me shit again i will always cut u out

gonna make it all burn
gotta wait for ur turn
u will get what u deserve
took a pill now its a blur

thought u were the one
everytime that we be speaking we not having fun
i can tell u that i love you but u always run
tell me how it feels to always be there
and u tell me how u feel and u know that i care
tell me things that u have done n i wish u were here
and u know that i miss you
i dont wanna fight


went too far, but ill go there again
ill be so close but i wont be your friend
fell too hard
i lost it all and ill lose til i win
went too far, but ill go there again
ill give you everything, ill give you bone and skin
fell too hard
i lost it all and ill lose til i win



thought u were the one
everytime that we be speaking we not having fun
i can tell u that i love you but u always run
tell me how it feels to always be there
and u tell me how u feel and u know that i care
tell me things that u have done n i wish u were here
and u know that i miss you
i dont wanna fight

bone and skin + buffalobang (dan larkin)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wzHDx1zWeew&ab_channel=boysnightsout
12/27

im so done with this summer
I go mia
were so sure about eachother
but were not the same
but be mindful
it could change ina day
it all goes away
think we both need a break

nothin good comes from waiting
I have learned the hard way
pull us up we go under
I cant carry all this weight
finally free I feel real for the first time
how you feel u know it gets worse right?

in the night get to running
I can see it faraway
takes a minute to recover
my body don't feel the same
ur the best I have
let me wait til u get home
I 
praise what we have
tell me where I should go
tell me things I should know

take it in so fast
maybe im in the wrong
maybe i should have waited for you
yea
and i know i threw everything we had
but you know i still adore you
yea

black on black
truck
blunt in my hand
cup in the other
say what u can girl
we are bound to eachother
this jacket cost a check
off a pill feel like sex
i got impressed match my clothes
with her dress
yes
in my head i get left
 u make me obsessed


in the night get to running
I can see it faraway
takes a minute to recover
my body don't feel the same

ur the best I have
let me wait til u get home
praise what we have
tell me where I should go

tell me where ur heads at
do you wanna start over?
throw the bags in the maybach
bno take over 
i wanna throw cash
girl get closer
theres no way back
got a lot on my shoulders

in the night get to running
I can see it faraway
takes a minute to recover
my body don't feel the same
ur the best I have
let me wait til u get home
praise what we have
tell me where I should go

in the night get to running
I can see it faraway
takes a minute to recover
my body don't feel the same
ur the best I have
let me wait til u get home
praise what we have
tell me where I should go

finally free [silver+with3r] [mv in desc]

haven't heard a lie from u before
I will take care of u I swore
I send u chills down to ur core
ur like a soldier deserting from war

x2
is it the sound of silence
that got u smiling?
crawl all up on me
just like a spider
u say its worth it
it was god that decided
bow down towards me
its not worth the trying

im so cold I still shiver
all the things I would give her
what u say yea its hard to consider
want my teeth in chrome and silver
callin out ur name
I do it still to this day
our minds yea they think the same
dont lie to me i know that face

im so cold I still shiver
all the things I would give her
what u say yea its hard to consider
want my teeth in chrome and silver
callin out ur name
I do it still to this day
our minds yea they think the same
dont lie to me i know that face

x2
is it the sound of silence
that got u smiling?
crawl all up on me
just like a spider
u say its worth it
it was god that decided
bow down towards me
its not worth the trying

sound of silence [souls1]

video: https://youtu.be/3kNdFAmxpQw

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
i must get back to the stage
disarm and disengage
reassess, go forward with change
but that just isn’t the case
blockades i should rearrange
live for your loving embrace
i know the feeling will stay
go to the menu and save
always look back on this day
i’m sick and tired of fake
it changed the game like a plague
the lyric’s getting too vague
cause they’ve got nothing to say
transparent, they’re so opaque
not afraid to display my hate
can’t fight the feeling, i shake
move to my desk to create
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
there’s nothing left to forsake
i’ll hold it down till it breaks
til the boat sinks in the lake
love you like every day

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

why must i deny confidence, i’m way too lost in the dark
why i must i deny consciousness of getting lost in the art?
external influences threaten to tear it apart
i might not be too inspired but that might change if i start 

i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson from pain

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
and i fucking hate it

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

shame

𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐭 (𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐝. 𝟎𝟎𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰)

It’s not the end. I can’t let it be. Nor can you

The Edge

prod. Beverly Valley (pierce the vegan on youtube)

im low on gas and u need a jacket (pierce the vegan)

Credits://
@heavn
@bodygaard

Notes://
Thank you so much for 1k...
<3<3<3...
jus a lil dumb song hope you like...

Lyrics://
pop up on your screen like an airdrop
keep your eyes on me they’re going criss crossed
way you talk bout me i don’t like that
but guess it’s deserved so that my bad

my glock doing porn it’ll bang your bros
running reds dodging fed like to cut it close
2 6 half a zip and a line of coke
in the back of the club cuz i’m moving slow

you ain’t worth my time you’re pathetic
this bitch all bark so dramatic
my dogs all bite you can fact check
pull up to his crib he’s shocked like we’re static

DK bongos hanging off the AR
shoot first 3 burst send him to the ER
so far so good i don’t wanna restart
sour cherry poison berry this shit really fucking up my heart

Pop Up (prod. heavn)

@hammy

art made in collaboration w IG: @lxxvx.9x

wstd:
i know she dont see me 4 who i am
expensive clothes from japan
with the faeries, peter pan
fuck it im spendin some bands
i feel like a material girl in a material land
if im dunkin its a slam 
YKK zip up my pants
shawty waiting 4 my text, reload reload reload
princes bubblegum gettin mad
shit i never called her back 
fuck ur tree that shit is tax
ive been buried in the ash
soon this moment will b gone
snap it with ur kodak

voices in my head talking down, i know that they don't mean shit
flawless, im the most legit
stomping round in nike kicks
couple roaches gettin flicked
this shit feel like its a flick
6am in the mist, counting mantras on my wrist
wtaps, its like pvp!!!
sippin bluephoria, im like fuck a cavity
SF shit i'm posted at the academy
i live in their heads that shits my municipality

hammy:
don’t feel awake or asleep 
im always stuck in a dream 
i’m always stuck in between 
i dream bout you imma fiend 
your eyes take me off my feet
but i got nothing u need 
i’m in the rain 
smoking weed 
sirens pass 
in the street 
im on the creep 
stay discrete 
to be like me it’s not cheap 
but the pains always free 
feels like the games playing me 
i’m sinking in way to deep 
it’s getting harder to breathe 
but imma keep my head down 
staying low to the ground 
i’m with my dogs in the pound
don’t want no drama around 

they hate i can’t hear a sound 
im who they wanna be now 
hope i get out of this town 
don’t think i can make it out

wstd:
i know she dont see me 4 who i am
expensive clothes from japan
with the fairies, peter pan
fuck it im spendin some bands
i feel like a material girl in a material land
if im dunkin its a slam 
YKK zip up my pants

im low on gas and u need a jacket (pierce the vegan)

poorbryan