this town

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by keyblayde808 and remghost
recorded @ goblin haven 3/2/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

a nest in my room (+ keyblayde808 x remghost)

(@prodnomu)

Got me thinkin i could fall for u
Ur jus a devil in a dress
That i keep talking too
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

Now i dont want nobody next to me
U only want me for attention wheres the rest of me
ye
ur feelin better off da ecstasy
And i can tell that u dont care its like ur testing me 

I’m getting tired of the same shit
Ive tried it different but its always hard to change it
And u dont even kno my name yet
 gime a chance and ima waste it all

chorus

waste

other platforms <3

beginning of the end as we knew it


Take your time with it
Ill say im fine with it
You say you hate to see me cry 
so I stay silent
I said I hate it when you lie
and you get violent
Here for the ride
and you get played just like a violin 
I know they talk behind my back 
I pay no mind to it
How many times can we go back 
before youre tired of it
Its the same thing again 
we just rewinded it
I feel insane in the head
there ain no hiding it
Cant even tell you how I feel 
coz you gon spit it in my face
I cant give you anything 
coz you gon let it go to waste 
no said you need your space
you keep begging me to chase you
tryna make me hate you


I told her 
Take your time
Ill make it 
worth your while 
how can I
Make you mine
Im tryna 
Make you smile
(x2)


I carry heavyweights through busy streets
nobody even see me
Said you love me to infinity 
but you didnt even mean it
Shawty pure evil
I fell in love with a demon
Tell me how you feeling 
Father son and holy spirit
Aim high if you really tryna kill me
Wont hide tryna show them all the real me
cant lie you turned me into the villain
head high almost hanging from the ceiling
I did everything tryna let you know 
baby my hands are shaking cold
told me move along yea its time to go
told her take as long as you need too


[HOOK]

take_your_time_[yurms_gateway]

I carry this pain
Underneath my eyelids
Spitting out my teeth

Searching for somewhere to place the blame

A river tainted
With the blood that i have lost

Cant see the sunshine when im feeling the rain pouring
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Looking in the mirror
I dont know what i see
Disconnected 

Stressing over things i cant control

This cant be the end
I have to find a better way

Cant see the sunshine when im feeling the rain pouring
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Here i lay broken
The crows pick at my bones
As im rotting away
Theres nothing left here to say
Thats how the story goes (x2)

The rain is pouring 
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Im sick of hiding
And crawling in my skin

This is no way to live
I feel it in my chest

downpour

Round n' around
And around we go
Round n' around
And around we go
Death is creeping
It's always close
Gotta sleep with one eye closed
I'm paranoid
I can't trust a soul
Yeah I already know how it goes
That's the reason I stay cold
October
My heart stay froze
Cold shoulder
Don't get too close

@d1vwv
You and me both
Live like it's the last night
Smoking weed
Counting cash
How I pass time
If I could baby
You know I would rewind
Margiela's wet
What I spilled
Is more expensive
Than that though
19 when I played my first show
When we speak baby
Feel like imma choke
Bad taste
Coke coming down my nose
It's been better
But I'm never gonna fold

Round n' around
And around we go
Death is creeping
It's always close
Gotta sleep with one eye closed
I'm paranoid
I can't trust a soul
Yeah I already know how it goes
That's the reason I stay cold
October
My heart stay froze
Cold shoulder
Don't get too close
Stacking money up
No days off
I been working round the clock
But I got no job
He was talking out his neck
Now he got no jaw
On the freeway cutting up
Just like a chainsaw
Tell em good luck
If you wanna chase me
Say you wanna see me dead
It don't phase me
Got a bad bitch sitting in the front seat
Smoking good weed
Yeah, it put her right to sleep

spotify

one eye closed ft. d1v (prod. silver + grxgvr)

ONE LAST DANCE

Castles On A Screen

i'm stuck in this aporia 
don’t know where i am but it’s euphoria 
see u in my dreams 
you’re my queen 
you’re victoria 
i’m just sitting in my sheets when the morning comes 
u don’t hear what im sayin 
you’re ignoring us 

oh my mind left this plane long ago 
if u know 
cover me in ashes of our throes 
i don’t wanna see the past anymore 
fading glow 
stuck behind gates as they close

just don’t let them phase u 
nothing that they say will ever change u 
boy don’t even smoke he a lame too 
i know shawty say she want me passing base 2 
we stay rolling up some js and i face 2 

late night eyes 
think i saw u in a magazine 
deadly night shade in my J's
that’s some gasoline 
never know what’s real in this place that’s a tragedy 
i feel my ego fall away its just what’s happening 

i'm stuck in this aporia 
don’t know where i am but it’s euphoria 
see u in my dreams 
you’re my queen 
you’re victoria 
i’m just sitting in my sheets when the morning comes 
u don’t hear what im sayin 
you’re ignoring us

music video <3

victoria

closely i can feel your heart 
it’s a blessing 
i’m lonely 
issey miyake what i’m dressed in
hold me 
i see past the curtain for a second 
holy ground at my feet 
i’m connected 
tiptoe to another world think i got it 
light shields me
i’ll be safe if i’m honest 
new eyes look around the globe there’s a goddess 
baby i got bad news i been spotted 

i live in this moment 
hear the truth spoken 
play the cards right 
put it all in motion 
love is interwoven 
see it when awoken 
diamonds on my chest unbroken 

smoking tree late night
i kinda feel nice 
bad memories 
take it out my timeline 
i like u but i don’t care about ur star sign 
light blue sky 
i can’t see the stars shine

when i last saw the light
paid a fair price 
greet me at the gate with the chrome knights 
edens fruit in my hands 
i said a prayer twice 
i can’t listen cuz the people in this world lie 

i live in this moment 
hear the truth spoken 
play the cards right 
put it all in motion 
love is interwoven 
see it when awoken 
diamonds on my chest unbroken 

i live in this moment 
hear the truth spoken 
play the cards right 
put it all in motion 
love is interwoven 
see it when awoken 
diamonds on my chest unbroken

holy ground

prod. Beverly Valley (pierce the vegan on youtube)

im low on gas and u need a jacket (pierce the vegan)

poorbryan