isolated w/ yungfuckingaff (odece + cozin)

i'll make this my own if it kills me

credits:
@jolst
@toobears
@punkworldthreat
@x1fern
@fantasycamp
@ejcarrmusic

lyrics:
autumn skies, sober lies, where the time gone
i want u in my life while i can love
i still try all the time to get off of
all the shit that i had ‘fore i lost ya
i know im in despair, subtle from over there
i’ll get outta ur hair, know i leave u impaired
all the time, u and i, know its all love
i still repair what i can cuz i gotta

i forget to eat but know im doin fine on my own
terms are settled and im spending all this time all alone
i been free, in the trees, hope ur proud of me
know it aint perfect but this life is moving hourly
send me condolences, its just sobering
i cant move forward with all this pulling
my life isnt backwards but im losing track of
the days in the month, i can’t handle a rut like this

entirely
up to what i can see
i’ll make this my own
if it kills me

autumn skies, sober lies, where the time gone
i want u in my life while i can love
i still try all the time to get off of
all the shit that i had ‘fore i lost ya
i know im in despair, subtle from over there
i’ll get outta ur hair, know i leave u impaired
all the time, u and i, know its all love
i still repair what i can cuz i gotta

last week took the shit outta me
i gotta go 2 times just to cover the fee
i cannot handle 2 lives, yet thats what i lead
i need to calm down what the fuck has got into me

i need to slow down, slow down
le-le-lemonade gonna make me slow down
i cannot pretend i aint on my own now
know that its okay i can do alone now

spotify & apple

entirely [jolst x punk]

prod by moneo
@dyingforcertain for pic <3

i pull on my hair 
refil the shattered glass 
i hold in my air
i wonder will i last

dont think its fair 
clawing, it tears
at me this year

i stay you still hurt me? :/
came with open arms.
back to places ive been
fern aligns the paths 
honest, would you care for me? 
when i come apart
feels like im just circling
right back where i started

i pull on my hair 
refil the shattered glass 
i hold in my air
i wonder will i last

dont think its fair 
clawing, it tears
at me this year

oh 
oh 
oh 
im lost

this year (moneo)

6ft deep

what we doin (bessjxx wheresky)

lyrics:

[Zoe Beaufay]

What's it like to have everything you ever want to?
while some people really need to break their bones to move

Maybe they didn't try hard enough
maybe they should get more drunk

everything getting worse,worse,worse,worse

[heyzbee]

She said I was him 
But lied in the end 
And I can’t pretend
I’m hanging by a single thread 
How do you feel now that I’m gone?
I’m doing better and so on 
Drugs in my system, I’m so off
Can’t even make me a love song 
How do you feel? 
When I’m gone 
I’m so upset 
But the world goes on

[Zoe Beaufay]

What's it like to have everything you ever want to?
while some people really need to break their bones to move

Maybe they didn't try hard enough
maybe they should get more drunk

everything getting worse,worse,worse,worse

isolated w/ yungfuckingaff (odece + cozin)

poorbryan