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I just think I need a little space right now
cause every now and then I think of them somehow 
don't stay awake
just go to sleep
promise I'll be safe n sound

ur getting lost in the finer things
he risked it all on a wedding ring 
stop and wait
stop and think if it's the smartest thing
but fuck it I'm drunk rn and honestly I can't pretend
I wouldn't lay down my life just to save urs
and when I'm drunk I just say what I'm thinking more 
haunt the walls paint the floors with my brain of course
hear the call put it down I don't wanna talk

1 o'clock by the water front 
just let me know if u had enough
just let me know if I get too much
cause goodness knows that I can be a lot
lips locked up and she say she'd buy my flavour 
baby hope u know that I cannot be ur savior 
heart crossed up and I wouldn't wanna waste her
cause she seen some of my problems and she say it doesn't phaze her 

throw back to the first night
she kiss on on my lips and I get frostbite
its alright 
it's alright
drinking smirnoff straight n ur smiles so nice
I said I'm headed home
she said the fuck u are
ita 4am and a couple hundred miles from ur House
just say if there's something wrong
sit down u can sing ur sing
I said that we don't talk about the shit that we been thing bout 

I think I need a little space rn
cus every now and then I think of them somehow
don't stay awake
just go to sleep
I promise I'll be safe n sound

it's getting late in the night and it's kinda snowing 
so let me know if u figure out where u think ur going 
it's getting late in the night and it's kinda snowing
let me know where u think ur going


kinda snowing. (back2thapast x irby)

ur flowers are dying w/ sideview drive [wisssery/jolst]

if this is how it ends
then we don't need to talk
and i don't need to hear
it's never what it was 
when all of this is over
and all of this is gone
you will still remain
inside the afterthought

whatever you say i do
know that you've been changing i'm changing too
but i can feel it against my throat
but i've been ok alone
first time was the best time, was the last time 
did you know that?
held open like it's so bad
try to slow down just can't

and she gets mad again
and i just call it in
like what's the problem?
i'm just like all of it
and i get mad again
but i don't deal with it
blowing smoke on the ceiling

better yet i couldn't lie to you
there's not something else that i gotta do
i'm uncomfortable and i couldn't move
but i feel this bed isn't cold enough when it's just me
i found a way out the dark but it's harder to start
when i just couldn't trust me

if this is how it ends
then we don't need to talk
and i don't need to hear
it's never what it was 
when all of this is over
and all of this is gone
you will still remain
inside the afterthought

feels a little late to be checking in
i've been checking out and i'm sick of it
and i've been sick of me and i've been sick of you
and every single thing that i couldn't do
straight out the darkness it reminds of 
of the footsteps, they're two sizes 
and you noticed and i broke down
left as soon as it's cold out

something else that we could counteract
disappear but i've been cool with that 
disappear yeah i've been cool with that

stuff to say you could have said before
i don't see a thing worth staying for 
i don't see a thing worth staying for 

and she gets mad again
and i just call it in
like what's the problem?
i'm just like all of it
and i get mad again
but i don't deal with it
blowing smoke on the ceiling

Remnants

You can catch me in our messages
Where she don't reply
I shoulda seen this coming I'm a pessimist
And I don't know why
So baby hold on
Don't let me go too soon
She wont believe anything that I got to say
So I got more to prove
All the silence kills me slowly
Can you be honest for once do you still want me
Cause you don't seem to care at all
Would you pick up if I called
Cause its not easy giving up on you the way that you give up on me

Oh oh
I'm not sorry for the way that I am
I'm fine being an idiot for you
I had you in my hands but you slipped right through
It wasn't part of the plan but what else can I do
Except wait and wait and wait and wait and wait oh yeah
Except wait and wait hate waiting on you

You can catch me in our messages
Where she don't reply
I shoulda seen this coming I'm a pessimist
And I don't know why
So baby hold on
Don't let me go too soon
She wont believe anything that I got to say
So I got more to prove
All the silence kills me slowly
Can you be honest for once do you still want me
Cause you don't seem to care at all
Would you pick up if I called
Cause its not easy giving up on you the way that you give up on me

THE AWKWARD SILENCE IS SO LOUD

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THE AWKWARD SILENCE IS SO LOUD [p. backyard]

w1th0ut 4 tr4c3
v13wf1nd3r
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@jolst & @toobears
ft. @fantasycamp
art: @ejcarrmusic
ep soon...
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lyrics:

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i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

trail of tears where i lay
set to rinse and decay
i confess what i say isn't real
my image is homemade
but baby, we’re falling out
i can’t say how
lets live for now
i'm trying to see this out
i won’t look now
we’re upside down

i don't know how i got here
one step too far ur gone
i wish i had an answer

i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

(fantasy camp)
i'm looking out
but i can't seem to find you wherever i go
where are you now?
been a wreck since the night that you left me alone
so where you at? come and stay by my side
i won't forget all the nights that you cried
but you're the one that i need and can't find
now i'm falling behind
so can you save me? be my baby
goin crazy without you lately
maybe i'll just hit your phone and try to remind you
wherever i go, I can't find you

without a trace

viewfinder (ft. fantasy camp) [jolst x toobears]

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i'll make this my own if it kills me

credits:
@jolst
@toobears
@punkworldthreat
@x1fern
@fantasycamp
@ejcarrmusic

lyrics:
autumn skies, sober lies, where the time gone
i want u in my life while i can love
i still try all the time to get off of
all the shit that i had ‘fore i lost ya
i know im in despair, subtle from over there
i’ll get outta ur hair, know i leave u impaired
all the time, u and i, know its all love
i still repair what i can cuz i gotta

i forget to eat but know im doin fine on my own
terms are settled and im spending all this time all alone
i been free, in the trees, hope ur proud of me
know it aint perfect but this life is moving hourly
send me condolences, its just sobering
i cant move forward with all this pulling
my life isnt backwards but im losing track of
the days in the month, i can’t handle a rut like this

entirely
up to what i can see
i’ll make this my own
if it kills me

autumn skies, sober lies, where the time gone
i want u in my life while i can love
i still try all the time to get off of
all the shit that i had ‘fore i lost ya
i know im in despair, subtle from over there
i’ll get outta ur hair, know i leave u impaired
all the time, u and i, know its all love
i still repair what i can cuz i gotta

last week took the shit outta me
i gotta go 2 times just to cover the fee
i cannot handle 2 lives, yet thats what i lead
i need to calm down what the fuck has got into me

i need to slow down, slow down
le-le-lemonade gonna make me slow down
i cannot pretend i aint on my own now
know that its okay i can do alone now

spotify & apple

entirely [jolst x punk]

SKIRT w/ swaine (prod. Nobuddy)

prod. @love_matt <33

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

nun to say
obv its better i go ghost 
danny phantom
mental ransom stuck in my home
got a bad one, fell in love n met from up above
u aint lil wayne, bitch stop tryna tell me how 2 love
come out gq and came up
its heat like 2g in tha blunt
its green like super saiyan legendary broly in tha cut
when me n brodies pullin up
on my bro you want no smoke
bullet blow inside a dome
like on god you do enuff
(pillies fuck me up, its a setback
but where the fuck is my ket at
1 thing you could never say is i switched up
but you a fake, gotta dead that)

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that
pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

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maybach (love, matt)

1st - @soulfadexo
2nd - @strivemusicau
3rd - @killbreanna
4th - @wontevergetbetter
5th - @caspywaspy
6th - @safeatlast
7th - @lxstboymusic
8th - @northshoremusic 
9th - @hoeplessboy
10th - @navyxower

Mulch [+ sogimura]

Provided by Biteki

Lineup
@erisu-san
@yvngaxstn
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@ripkais
@sushisai
@deadfishpoland
@ddeadroses
@raeraexo
@silverreapersnroses
@seejayxo
@brushogun
@zxlone
@lilblueq
@gothurted
@deadspyro
@diamoonofnhg
@remghost
@irby314
@prod_loopy
@lilduckk
@nate2timezz
@prodtsurreal

Erisu - Kill Skele (ft. Lil Skele & RAVEN XO)

i saw heaven & it looked like u (prod. misery)

with the life i’m given, i’m healing.

@lovelessgroup
@butaneband

entirely [jolst x punk]

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