This is my first song and i wrote it in an hour at 3 am

conversations with a cloud

Godzilla - With Confidence

https://soundcloud.com/patmessy

Did you know that an apple has as much caffeine
As cup of coffee, now doesn't that just seem
Like if said with enough conviction it could be true
It's not things that are true require proof
Did you know there are no homeless people in Connecticut
That stat might be a bit unsettling 
 For the 2000 homeless people who make the 
Proof its not true I just made that shit up
No bother how dismissive manipulating facts can be
Parogative simplicity people react to anything
Take this and shove it 12 inches up your rectum
No results? That's odd, what did you expect duh?
That's fine at least the bunk treatment is free
O wait no it's not it costs a lot of fucking money
Did you know we are all being watched by a holy god then
Walk across fire and pray for tony Robbins. 

You got the Lowe you got the power say



The master of mouth poops the doctorate dr. Lipshitz 
Everything I learned from movies and good prescriptions
Seldom do I yurn for the truth just give me quick quips
Something I can digest and pass to the next victim
Who needs facts with headlines and sound bites
Trust be to googling anything if it sounds right
Or better yet if it offers some form of salvation
Or answers an unanswerable question with a statement
Of purpose like I know happens after you die
Or I can get the weight off so you dont have to try
Or all you have to is this and self improvement 
Is yours I'll take the money, and no you don't look stupid
You look empowered and well informed a head of the curve
I'm not in it for the money i do this so you can learn
Or not I don't really care as long as you bought in
Eat it eat it eat it mother fucking tony Robbins.

2+2 is 5 
see the truth keep you alive 
in frigid climates if you climb 
When givin inches taking miles
 it's a construct of a mind imagining what oh find 
if to could just be so inclined to make more than never mind the fact its just a lie a device of a flawed design 
or fear it could be true this time, 
but by and by what ever it takes to make you break the line from all thats takin I'm not the one to judge you I'm 
one to check to the facts and still take what I am givin but you can relax its just a sign of how we're living
Been a taxing sensation feeling I'm self helpless 
But all I want is truth i simply can not help it

Tony Robbins (beat by Pat Messy)

The Front Bottoms - Cough It Out (Cover ft. Liz)

Spoken Word from me as a part of the ongoing series on YouTube.

 https://youtu.be/1X1sLQtg1go?list=PL0PoV4g8lp02LtzICoROG4ipcyPya8suV

Aftermath Of Apathy EP1 - This Is Not A Poem

yeah i don't wanna wait
for you to come around
and i don't want to feel
like i'm the only one who's making sound lately
i try to fall asleep
but i can't
because you're inside my head

i don't want to have to think
about you anymore
i don't wanna have to worry 
about the consequences of getting bored
because i am free
and i am me
and you aren't going to stop me

this should have never happened
we were doing so well
i really thought that we could it 
back from hell
but i should've thought more
about the things you said
raising thoughts from the dead

and i think it's for the best
if we don't see each other
and the only way i'll rest
is if i leave you alone
because i don't feel right
i said things i don't mean in a fight
that should have never happened
this shouldn't fucking happen

what a year

halloween

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i used part of the words from "elevator music" and i'll probably change that before i get the final version. yaga.

i haven’t felt the same these days
been a while since i’ve felt this way
filled with procrastination, failing classes
lost my job
been exactly a year
three hundred sixty five days of 
getting to know myself
and i am confident that i haven’t 
even scratched the surface

i wish sleep was optional
i wish waking up was optional
i wish everything i don't want could be optional

cuz now you’re just a wet dream
your makeup looks like charlie sheen
every word just fucking hurts me
cuz now my nightmares are my best dreams

yeah i told you i loved you
but it went out of fashion
and when said that i hated you
i finally felt some real passion
it’s kind of funny to me that i
would bitch and cry
when things didn’t go my way
but that’s a pattern that i broke
opened my eyes and i awoke

i don’t wish we never happened
because if we never happened
then i wouldn’t be the person i am now

but now you’re just a wet dream
your makeup looks like charlie sheen
every word just fucking hurts me
cuz now my nightmares are my best dreams
now you’re part of past me
a time when i felt unclean
every day you fucking killed me
that’s the person who i used to be

charlie sheen

charlie sheen (demo)

hi. hello.
my name jimbo.
i wrote this song
to let you know.
i hope you like
the things i sing.
so please enjoy
this music thing.

are you gonna stick with that story?
talk big about your life
to make it seem less boring
are you gonna keep on going
to the gym?
so you can see him
because every single time that you're caught inside a lie
you'll fake another tear so i feel bad that you're crying
but inside i'm dying
and every other day when you come late
and you smell like sex i'll just say that you look great
cuz what else can i say

i don't understand
why you gotta hurt me
i'll hold my own hand
cuz you won't touch me
and i know that i talk too much
and i love too much
yeah i loved too much
sorry

it's been so long
since i've felt happy
i'm my own doctor
and i hate therapy
i'll never really get what i did to you
thought that i was yours and you were mine too
but i guess that's not true
i'm working out a way to build up strength
got my words all good and my head on straight
still not worth the wait

i don't understand
why you gotta hurt me
i'll hold my own hand
cuz you won't touch me
and i know that i talk too much
and i love too much
yeah i loved too much

Aftermath Of Apathy EP1 - This Is Not A Poem

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