i do not want the fame for this shit 

prod. me + @soupandreas
mix/master: soupandreas
cover art: me + soup

therapy performance video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEbc1wKL0X0 shot by 4x4shotthat x shesodan


lyrics: 

fuck

I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain 
And i gave you my all gave my heart you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But if it’s bout the shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
And I’m out here all alone and it's difficult

the shit I'd do for you
god knows I'd move a mountain
if we flipped the point of view
god knows you'd live without it

if you told me that you didn't care I'd believe it
if you asked how I'm doing I'm fine I'm just grieving, yeah

woke up, dreading, maybe I'm losing my head
cold and begging 
fuck your words I'll leave them read

yeah, fuck your words I'll leave them read

these days I been figuring it out on my own
minding my business
don't matter what they think cause when I speak they're listening
I think I just need to pivot to different shit
neither dying or living it could've changed my mind
I held my silence and after it 
you act like you weren't the antagonist
just one talk is enough 
hope my chest don't erupt
cause you realize that I was always someone that you can't love

fuck
I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain 
And i gave you my all gave my heart you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But if it’s bout the shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
but I’m out here all alone 

and I knew that we wouldn't last but I'm trying not to chalk it up to wasted time
it's not you, it wasn't me, it was our state of minds
who's to say I'm fine?
the lines were crossed, diving us, but intertwine

the shit i'd do for you
god knows i'd move a mountain
if we flipped the point of view
god knows you'd live without it

fuck
I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain 
And i gave you my all gave my heart you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But when it comes to shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
And I’m out here all alone and it's difficult

if you told me that you didn't care I'd believe it
if you asked how I'm doing I'm fine I'm just grieving, yeah

woke up, dreading, maybe I'm losing my head
cold and begging 
fuck your words I'll leave them read

performance video

spilt milk

https://spiritofariel.com

@gordonsnyder thank you for believing in me

6.6.21

You (w/ Gordon Snyder)

damn this bitch stuck as fuck /:

prod, mixed, & mastered by @colecalico
epic guitars by @dezforman + @soutjay
absolute angels for putting up with me :*

enjoy my 2nd ever song

lyrics:
when i see
a dead body
i think of you
don't usually
think of nobody
look what you've turned me to
(can you see what i see?)

obsessive little girl
get some sleep
take your meds today
it’s all in your head
don't you know
he don't reciprocate 

i'm stuck
so what
shut up
i can do what i want
i'm stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck 
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck 
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck 
(i'm sticking, i'm sticking, i'm stuck)

signs
watching the clock
2:22 time to fess up
(breathe me in)
i must admit
you were pretty permanent 
bouts of uncertainty
you can be certain that
tether got a hold on me
you can be sure of that

bind my hands
string me up
nail me to the cross
devil doing dance
i can't sleep no more
thanks a lot
turn me to a song
(what would you do, would you keep on sleeping?)
in between the lines
(7 missed calls in the night)
hostages
(i'm bleeding out)
the problem is
i thought you’d fade but you were pretty permanent

i'm stuck
so what
get fucked
and leave me alone
i'm stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck

never did i think that
you wouldn’t be right here
i'm waging a war, lets go back to before 
i'm sticking, i'm sticking, i'm stuck
you know i'm not the type to
get so hung up
you could glue me down if you want
i'm sticking, i'm sticking, i'm 

stuck

#!? #embarrassing

stuck!?

if a man falls

@ryeballa x @prodmusa 

lyrics:

[Rye Balla] 
Oo lala (x2)

Girl I go thru a lot, I got a story to tell
Just a youngin I was stuck in a cell, I had no money for bail
They left me lone
They say they love you then they wishing you well, all that money that we made off a scale

Wakeup early morning hit that route I need a check
Til I get that backend, baby aint no relaxing 
Im too fly to walk, baby no I don’t take no fractions 
Bitch can’t touch my phone, she wrote her number on a napkin 
And im like oo Lala, lalalalalala girl you get it from your ma-a-a-a-da
Ooh lala, lalalalalala girl you get it from your fa-dadadadada

[Musa] 
Maybe we can skip all the conversation,
We let it all lose
I bite my tongue cause I know that it’ll break me when you don’t feel like I’m telling you the truth
But I can’t lie
Girl you playing with fire now
Man im so locked in these days,
I aint finna write a song if I don’t get paid
Yeah id rather write a song about the truth, babe I wouldve stopped but I’m here
Got me singing like
Ooh lala lalalalala girl you’re playing with fire (x2) 

I don’t get too sentimental,
But for you baby I’ll sing you a song
My horoscope says that I’m gone die alone
Tryna keep my head up 
Glock or the barretta 
Promise you baby that none these 
I can change the weather 
You just stuck on my mind like lalalalala 
Baby I know it aint easy,
Me & you
you& me

Wakeup early morning hit that route I need a check
Til I get that backend, baby aint no relaxing 
Im too fly to walk, baby no I don’t take no fractions 
Bitch can’t touch my phone, she wrote her number on a napkin 
And im like oo Lala, lalalalalala girl you get it from your ma-a-a-a-da
Ooh lala, lalalalalala girl you get it from your fa-dadadadada

Oo lala (x2)

(Outro)




[legends never die]

rye balla + musa = oo lala (prod. musa + ktunes)

stream Freak Out: https://ffm.to/streamfreakout
visualizer: https://youtu.be/0ZYSbsEqIkc
prod. Soutjay & Cole Calico 
artwork by Azucena

Lyrics:

intro:
(much love)

verse 1:
head is spinning round again
all my life I've been out of it
tried talking but it's counterfeit,
couldn't beleive it
but it's all in the way that I think that

pre-chorus:
I got everything I wanted
what am I gonna do now
you kept thinking of everything
you couldn't say out loud

chorus:
and I let you down a little
you watched me Freak Out
I can't help but hope that
you'll stick around (woah)

verse 2:
I can't describe this feeling
these words bounce round and around
till the find some meaning, yea
they always come out blue
tell me again why I just 
couldn't see it through
now I'm afraid to lose you
and I'm dodging the truth
it seems I've made you the reason
I need to think that

pre-chorus:
I got everything I wanted
what am I gonna do now
you kept thinking of everything
you couldn't say out loud

chorus:
and I let you down a little
you watched me Freak Out
I can't help but hope that
you'll stick around (woah)

(freakin out, you'll stick around x4)

Freak Out

og https://soundcloud.com/ramzoid/there-is-nothing-left-to-lose?si=3b96789c3a3c4524bc143df76cad21d7&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

nothing222lose

i can't be caught saying this with my boys in the room
but im never gonna let you go
a stupid thought's all it takes to devoid what you do
no im never gonna let you go
my love ain't the evil, i'd share my world between us
you're scared to lose that shit but i'm not
i'm yours don't you see that the space between us is killing me
i won't lose sight of my worth

full album may 21st

I won't lose sight of my worth

thank you @tevinmichaelr for support and help :>


you have got it figured out
what’s this transformation about 
i wish i knew what you knew
i wish i do what you do
maybe casual and in passing
but i reckon i’m just wasting too much time

and now, would i make you my boo thing
and you’re asking me why like you’re clueless
cuz i got feelings and the truth is
i want you to be mine
so stop playing around with me
my hearts breaking can’t you see
all the love you want, i’d give it to you
but when it’s my turn, you’re acting brand new 

what can i do, if i’m not the one
do you rather want me on the road, if i’m not the one

think i could be your boyfriend
the one who’s too afraid to sing
cuz i see you often 
trying to do the same thing, as me
waiting for you to ask me
the part that i could have played
that i could have played 

and now, would i make you my boo thing
and you’re asking me why like you’re clueless
cuz i got feelings and the truth is
i want you to be mine
so stop playing around with me
my hearts breaking can’t you see
all the love you want, i’d give it to you
but when it’s my turn, you’re acting brand new 

i can do better, be better

brand new

chasing cars

TikTok

time does not wait

linktr.ee/prodmusa

@prodmusa everywhere

rye balla + musa = oo lala (prod. musa + ktunes)

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