keep coming back, one of my favs from you for sure

Who knew pink sample or vibe was sickkkkk bro

took way too long to release but here it is <3

prod 31sentinel(ofc) ^^

(in order of appearance)
rouri404 @rouri404
jay kim @jaykim1
sxth @sxthsns
jedwill @jedwill1999
4cf @dead4cf

tied up + rouri404, jay kim, sxth sns, jedwill, & 4cf

stream: https://ffm.to/fangs-stream
produced by Cole Calico & Dez Forman

Lyrics:
(Oooo)
I don't know who told you I would be so brave
when I saw you all the blood rushed straight to my face
(1,2,3)
and I couldn't lie to you
I tried, but there's something else inside
then you said "look me in the eyes"

But I don't know what to say to this
every time the conversation ends
it feels like the walls are caving in
and I might die
and until we stop playing favorites
I'll figure out how to take a risk
show me your fangs and I'll face you now

It's always something I never expected
keep me in close 'till you wanna get your message out
and I doubt the words coming out my mouth
could keep me alive
think twice and I'll try like everything's fine enough for me to,
run and hide, pick my fights, and I'm none the wiser
I still can't shake this feeling that you're waiting outside
and I can still feel your eyes
(wait can we hear this?)

But I don't know what to say to this
every time the conversation ends
it feels like the walls are caving in
and I might die
and until we stop playing favorites
I'll figure out how to take a risk
show me your fangs and I'll stand my ground
show me your fangs and I'll face you now

Fangs

part 8 of 11

produced by wishlane
mixed + mastered by @st1cksyea
art by me + @myridmusic

lyrics https://genius.com/Wishlane-nosebleed-lyrics

nosebleed

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I ran home cuz I thought I was fired
And man all these joints are tired
And I said “wait” I was waiting for a serenade
Tell me everything about your damn day
Lay me out front if you threw a grenade
So why?
Do I seem distracted to you?
It’s beautiful to lay awake in my eyes

So watch it all be enough for you to take in
Watch it all be enough for you to let in
I tried to face the great divide
It only tired me out

11.6.23

The Great Divide

i do not want the fame for this shit 

prod. me + @soupandreas
mix/master: soupandreas
cover art: me + soup

therapy performance video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEbc1wKL0X0 shot by 4x4shotthat x shesodan


lyrics: 

fuck

I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain 
And i gave you my all gave my heart you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But if it’s bout the shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
And I’m out here all alone and it's difficult

the shit I'd do for you
god knows I'd move a mountain
if we flipped the point of view
god knows you'd live without it

if you told me that you didn't care I'd believe it
if you asked how I'm doing I'm fine I'm just grieving, yeah

woke up, dreading, maybe I'm losing my head
cold and begging 
fuck your words I'll leave them read

yeah, fuck your words I'll leave them read

these days I been figuring it out on my own
minding my business
don't matter what they think cause when I speak they're listening
I think I just need to pivot to different shit
neither dying or living it could've changed my mind
I held my silence and after it 
you act like you weren't the antagonist
just one talk is enough 
hope my chest don't erupt
cause you realize that I was always someone that you can't love

fuck
I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain 
And i gave you my all gave my heart you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But if it’s bout the shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
but I’m out here all alone 

and I knew that we wouldn't last but I'm trying not to chalk it up to wasted time
it's not you, it wasn't me, it was our state of minds
who's to say I'm fine?
the lines were crossed, diving us, but intertwine

the shit i'd do for you
god knows i'd move a mountain
if we flipped the point of view
god knows you'd live without it

fuck
I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain 
And i gave you my all gave my heart you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But when it comes to shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
And I’m out here all alone and it's difficult

if you told me that you didn't care I'd believe it
if you asked how I'm doing I'm fine I'm just grieving, yeah

woke up, dreading, maybe I'm losing my head
cold and begging 
fuck your words I'll leave them read

performance video

spilt milk

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

#freakyvibes

#lyrics:

you think you're tied up now
why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit but I'm a thief

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

melatonin don't work
had to fiend until my soul hurt
I could run across the whole earth
I been bleeding till my nose burst
I feel a little low-worse 
I feel a little more
oh I feel a little more

breakdowns made me someone I'm not
break a hole through the wall looking through what I sought for
late-town made me something I hate
and I'm always in the corner yelling

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit, but I'm a seed to believe in
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around talkin shit but baby I'm a FREAK

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close
you could tell me that I got to see

everybody wanna be a freak
baby I don't wanna be deceived
come into come into come into fact
come into come into come into please (freak)

FREAK

I spent too long inside my mind 
I took to much I’m paralyzed 
The life I want was all a lie 
Ik exactly what I want 
I didn’t  mean to cut you off.
I couldn’t keep a promise you hear it in my tone 
my heart is in my poem but baby girl you know
just how I felt 
My minds loose  
Confused 
What’s wrong with me ?
So I’ll throw my head against the wall 
don’t wanna have to run from you
you know I do 
but you would tell me breathe 
you taught me how to breathe  
I don’t know what it means 
the past is obsolete 
and I won’t let it , hold me closer
let it  pull me under 
All the things I wish I could undo
I fold another time , Ik it’s do or die  
you see it in my eyes
 you know I’m paralyzed.
You know I hurt you , I didn’t mean to haunt you
you said it wasn’t all my fault , 
but why always say my problems aren’t the cause of drama , 
when my time is all I misuse
And so I’ll breath , 
as long as I just breath
Ik this isn’t me 
I felt it I’m too weak 
too weak
I start to realize 
it’s all a suicide 
spent 3 months in the back of my mind 
just tryna make it feel right 
I start to haunt  you 
you know I didn’t want too 
the past will always cut through 
the pain will always relapse  
but I don’t think you see it
no I don’t think you know my life
A lie
and I don’t know 
if this is what I want
or who I have to be
this isn’t what I see 
but baby don’t you lie
don’t lie 
don’t lie 
don’t lie

https://open.spotify.com/track/1jso3yWBgbZbCTpA5x65ln?si=0f2810c4021e4943

Orpheus

LYRICS

stumbling backwards till i fall
bitter through the storm
terrified of whats to come
i cant see my own

[X2] oooooo dont you know
it’ll all work out 
oooooo dont you know 
it’ll all work out 

carry me down the river 
never going under thats what ill say
knowing that im lying
never care to try
tell me that im drowing 
i wont look at why

oooooo dont you know
it’ll all work out 
oooooo dont you know 
it’ll all work out

spilt milk

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