no more lies of tranquility.
bring out the true hostility.
i am not scared of humility.
fight or forsake your stability.
nothing has meaning anymore.
something bring meaning then bring more.
nothing is worth trying to endure.
something is going to be a whore.

fight or forsake

finding solace in the storm,
sky’s violence fills the silence,
let today stay grey.

the day was wondrous and
especially thunderous;
and the sun was slumbrous.

the end of the world,
in wind may the leaves swirl
and twirl the gales hurl.

frustration collapsed
with the buildings of the cities
and the other impurities.

the end of the world

lots of clouds, the rain was loud;
thunder clapping like a crowd.
drown me in the ecstasy;
frisson's the only thing that gets to me.

frisson

oblivious or unloved.
me and i and my mind but degloved.
jealousy and detrimental lust.
am i ugly, that’s a truth that i trust.

oblivious or unloved

it was only yesterday,
but already im dismayed,
i wish you were here again,
but for now we’re each away.
you’re my only real friend,
i would hate for this to end.
i never thought i was poor,
but i want you evermore.
you’re so lovely, and you love me,
you’re so pretty, in fact doubly.
stand together in the rain,
dopamine inside my brain.

Kaya, if you read this, please speak to me again, I'll do anything.

dopamine64

whyd i go to sleep?
i could think about you.
whyd i ever weep?
now i cease to swither.
i love you so much,
you are fine and such.
i have found the best,
and now im obsessed.

why would i go to sleep

hybrid moments (cover) 2

i could really kill myself,
i should really kill myself.
i could really end my life,
i should really end my life.
nevermore i see a light,
i dont flinch for nothing frights,
everything’s a newer blight,
detrimental, fuck my life.
walking while it’s getting dim,
thinking, but it is all grim,
what the fuck i am to do,
all i want is never to
breathe, ‘cause living is too much,
something have me and then clutch,
ill get lost and then lose touch
to what’s true and then so such.

its all grim

i wanna hug you forever,
so that you could never go.
i’ll want you evermore,
i adore you with ardour.
never before did i feel hope,
now i see from a new scope.
im reclaiming my worth,
but i’ll always have a dearth.
i am glad you like me,
and i wish that i could too.
why am i still sad?
im an emotion nomad.
the sickness eats at flesh,
and the flagellations lead.
my mind’s a rotting plane,
chronic woe is guaranteed.

with ardour

irl negative xp cover/ irl negative xp downgrade :(

 i guess i felt sorry for  you
you looked sad and blue, you looked torn and bruised
then i took a closer look at you
there were marks on you, with paint and tattoos
i thought you were misunderstood 
but then i knew you weren't any good
never met a worse person than you
i never met a worse person than you

we met up irl taking photographs to tell your tale
well, no one wants your autograph
except your autistic, special ed cabal
hell, you look really fucking dumb
anyone can play a guitar or drums
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l

you sat around all day long
listening to all those boring songs
you fucked around all day long
ripping off the bong and everyone
i thought you were misunderstood
but then i knew you weren't any good
never met a worse person than you
i never met a worse person than you

 we met up irl taking photographs to tell your tale
well, no one wants your autograph
except your autistic, special ed cabal
hell, you look really fucking dumb
anyone can play a guitar or drums
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l

instrumental 

i guess you need a bad guy to be in your life
i guess you can't say goodbye without suicide
i guess you got some problems, well I got mine
i guess I'm pretty fed up with all your lies

you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l

Lyrics: You say you're scared 
I lost my composure
Don't leave because I'm not the same person
The one you saw in your dreams it wasn't me
It wasn't you
And you will lose your mind over something you cant control
Don't lose your composure 
Cuz I'll be fine soon anyway

Dont Lose Your Composure

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