I don't listen to rock, but your songs is beautiful

i like this, it's so calming, i wished the song was more extended i really love this

no more lies of tranquility.
bring out the true hostility.
i am not scared of humility.
fight or forsake your stability.
nothing has meaning anymore.
something bring meaning then bring more.
nothing is worth trying to endure.
something is going to be a whore.

fight or forsake

lots of clouds, the rain was loud;
thunder clapping like a crowd.
drown me in the ecstasy;
frisson's the only thing that gets to me.

frisson

oblivious or unloved.
me and i and my mind but degloved.
jealousy and detrimental lust.
am i ugly, that’s a truth that i trust.

oblivious or unloved

it was only yesterday,
but already im dismayed,
i wish you were here again,
but for now we’re each away.
you’re my only real friend,
i would hate for this to end.
i never thought i was poor,
but i want you evermore.
you’re so lovely, and you love me,
you’re so pretty, in fact doubly.
stand together in the rain,
dopamine inside my brain.

Kaya, if you read this, please speak to me again, I'll do anything.

dopamine64

i could really kill myself,
i should really kill myself.
i could really end my life,
i should really end my life.
nevermore i see a light,
i dont flinch for nothing frights,
everything’s a newer blight,
detrimental, fuck my life.
walking while it’s getting dim,
thinking, but it is all grim,
what the fuck i am to do,
all i want is never to
breathe, ‘cause living is too much,
something have me and then clutch,
ill get lost and then lose touch
to what’s true and then so such.

its all grim

im struggling to find time for making music, but i dont want to stop

im an anchor in their lives -
not that i would care what they think anyway.
in fact, suffer to the fullest
extent fathomable and far beyond that.
when they think i can not get worse,
i will only just get worse.

anchor

i am so ugly and yet you like me,
how could this be?
you are so perfect and pretty,
too good for me.
i know you overvalue me,
i am nothing -
but, at least when i am with you,
i feel something.

too good for me

at the centre of
corporeality.
the pressure’s strong,
and it is admist me.
crushing itself;
still powerless.
crystallising too
soon shattering.

crystallising;shattering

scream with me

for hope i pine,
reaching likes vines.
within confined,
but ive lost my mind.
with every year,
the last one was fine.
the longer i look,
what i see becomes malign.

what i see

i can not be enough.
when will I follow through?

when

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