when

i don’t want to wake up anymore.
i’m so fed up; life’s a whore,
plaguing me for evermore.
so sadistic: my life’s lore.
kill me for pleasure galore,
it’s for you and also me.
let everyone be free,
i’ll wait (less now) patiently.
fuck the world and fuck my life,
everything's fine but i'm alive.
i don't have to be,
i comply, but i should die.
i just want to sit back
for a second of relief.
moments of respite
make me want to keep my life.

relief

i can not be enough
for you or for me
i can't be what i want to be
for you or for me

i can not be enough

i want to die but won't try,
i always feel like i will cry -
I don't feel. but i suffer still.

i want to cut out my eyes,
i'll hate what i see till demise;
i can't trust even if it's me.

sever my head from my neck,
i hate every thought they all wreck:
detrimentally subjected.

i am waiting for the end,
when termination comes condemns.
doomsday, put me in my place!

come mince my dead body,
it is a dead body already -
cut off my mouth 'cause what the fuck (what the fuck)

sever my head from my neck

i wish i would vanish
i hate myself
i hate the world
because everyone inside

i hate myself

the perfect girl

im fine, feel divine.
sublime. sever my spine.

i could die,
i should try.

im fine, feel divine.
sublime. sever my spine.

i wish i was dead.
i could die.
i wish i was dead.
i should die.

im fine, feel divine.
sublime. sever my spine.
shoot me right in the face.
erase this fucking disgrace.

disgrace

i’ve tried twice. reason?
took my advice.
both last month. why though?
i don’t know

these lyrics are invalid now (it's more‼️‼️)

took my advice

nothing ever changes,
nothing alters, weather rages
life won't turn the pages
but i'll turn to the twelve-gauges.
the world turned askew,
nothing ever feels new,
i thought pain was never true,
but it is because of you.

nothing ever changes

belladonna,
at first you were my saviour.

well, i guess that i took too much,
and now i am going to die.

belladonna

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