u arent a disgrace man, dont let shit put u down everything will be alright man just hold on for a bit more

i can not be enough
for you or for me
i can't be what i want to be
for you or for me

i can not be enough

i want to die but won't try,
i always feel like i will cry -
I don't feel. but i suffer still.

i want to cut out my eyes,
i'll hate what i see till demise;
i can't trust even if it's me.

sever my head from my neck,
i hate every thought they all wreck:
detrimentally subjected.

i am waiting for the end,
when termination comes condemns.
doomsday, put me in my place!

come mince my dead body,
it is a dead body already -
cut off my mouth 'cause what the fuck (what the fuck)

sever my head from my neck

i wish i would vanish
i hate myself
i hate the world
because everyone inside

i hate myself

i can't find a reason to live on.
why do you think I can smile when this is going on?
lies they hurt so much, ive been betrayed.
i can not trust anyone and im so afraid.

ive been betrayed

the perfect girl

im fine, feel divine.
sublime. sever my spine.

i could die,
i should try.

im fine, feel divine.
sublime. sever my spine.

i wish i was dead.
i could die.
i wish i was dead.
i should die.

im fine, feel divine.
sublime. sever my spine.
shoot me right in the face.
erase this fucking disgrace.

disgrace

i’ve tried twice. reason?
took my advice.
both last month. why though?
i don’t know

these lyrics are invalid now (it's more‼️‼️)

took my advice

nothing ever changes,
nothing alters, weather rages
life won't turn the pages
but i'll turn to the twelve-gauges.
the world turned askew,
nothing ever feels new,
i thought pain was never true,
but it is because of you.

nothing ever changes

orbitron - duster (cover)

the vocals are really out of tune, i can't fix it without deleting and re uploading the song, so you have to cope 

is this even me?
it’s not what i want to be.
six, repeated three,
cursed, so my mind’s atrophying.

voice (blackhearted)’s,
not departed -
in my mind;
- can’t be discarded.
“end your life”
the voice demanded;
since i’ve not,
i’m reprimanded.
voice (blackhearted)’s,
not departed -
in my mind;
- can’t be discarded.
“end your life”
the voice demanded;
since i’ve not,
i’m reprimanded.

bloodlust, overwhelmed;
i’m starting to feel compelled.
cruor to be beheld.
brume, conceal the felled.

voice (blackhearted)’s,
not departed -
in my mind;
- can’t be discarded.
“end your life”
the voice demanded;
since i’ve not,
i’m reprimanded.
voice (blackhearted)’s,
not departed -
in my mind;
- can’t be discarded.
“end your life”
the voice demanded;
since i’ve not,
i’m reprimanded.

blackheartedly

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