if this song is happy why does it sound so sad

nothing ever changes,
nothing alters, weather rages
life won't turn the pages
but i'll turn to the twelve-gauges.
the world turned askew,
nothing ever feels new,
i thought pain was never true,
but it is because of you.

nothing ever changes

i dont know how to feel

belladonna,
at first you were my saviour.

well, i guess that i took too much,
and now i am going to die.

belladonna

a song about my amazing girlfriend - she broke up with me after 14 months and I want to kill myself

you're the best.
you're pretty in that dress,
it's like you must be blessed.
i love you,
i'm glad you love me too.
you are my favourite thing to view.

you must be blessed

orbitron - duster (cover)

the vocals are really out of tune, i can't fix it without deleting and re uploading the song, so you have to cope 

is this even me?
it’s not what i want to be.
six, repeated three,
cursed, so my mind’s atrophying.

voice (blackhearted)’s,
not departed -
in my mind;
- can’t be discarded.
“end your life”
the voice demanded;
since i’ve not,
i’m reprimanded.
voice (blackhearted)’s,
not departed -
in my mind;
- can’t be discarded.
“end your life”
the voice demanded;
since i’ve not,
i’m reprimanded.

bloodlust, overwhelmed;
i’m starting to feel compelled.
cruor to be beheld.
brume, conceal the felled.

voice (blackhearted)’s,
not departed -
in my mind;
- can’t be discarded.
“end your life”
the voice demanded;
since i’ve not,
i’m reprimanded.
voice (blackhearted)’s,
not departed -
in my mind;
- can’t be discarded.
“end your life”
the voice demanded;
since i’ve not,
i’m reprimanded.

blackheartedly

the world wants me dead.
my mouth bleeds air.
life is killing me -
thank god, i hate this.

the world wants me dead

i’m done trying,
shes a fucking whore.
ruining me evermore,
soon there will be gore.
she’s still lying,
leeching evermore.
my head feels sore,
soon there will be gore.
this stress is so undue,
i wish i could undo,
till to speak is new,
and to her so askew.
now it’s too late,
for suicide she’s bait.
evermore hate,
worst person to date.

shut up and stop existing

heartbroke,
crestfell,
rest well,
see you in hell

see you in hell

see you in hell (demo)

-6.5

iridescent, evanscent,
transitory, and candescent;
pride and glory, tells its story,
rubescent in its own vainglory.
whilst i lay here, all quiescent,
in the night sky’s quiet essence,
my eyes are the observatory,
damnatory, derogratory.
iridescent, evanscent,
transitory, and candescent;
pride and glory, tells its story,
rubescent in its own vainglory.
whilst i lay here, all quiescent,
in the night sky’s quiet essence,
my eyes are the observatory,
damnatory, derogratory.

iridescent, evanescent

Lights are bright

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