This is like Freezepop teams with Wetleg to support Chemical Bros.

The Apostate

Broken

Ghost Girl

[Verse 1]
They said time moves in lines –
but mine bends back, then hides.
A whisper swims in spirals,
and I forget which side I'm on.
[Verse 2]
I feel the pull of something wide,
not gravity, not thought.
Maybe it’s the mother of light,
a hush that holds what god forgot.
[Chorus]
No beginning, no end,
just circles pretending to sleep.
I’m not lost – just spinning.
And the silence runs deep.
[Verse 3]
You asked me for my first step –
I gave you all my breath.
But in this coil of memory,
even truth forgets itself.
[Bridge]
She’s not gone, she’s not name.
She’s the veil we dream beneath.
[Chorus]
No beginning, no end,
just circles pretending to sleep.
I’m not lost – just spinning.
And the silence runs deep.

Cycles of Silence

The Apostate

[Verse 1]
They taught me light was truth –
but it cast too many shadows.
So I walked away from their lines,
into the quiet meadows.

No doctrine held my name,
no map could track my form.
I left the scripts behind,
and called the silence warm.

[Chorus]
I am the Apostate,
not broken – just awake.
I drink from deeper wells,
where reason cannot fake.
They wrote in laws of symmetry –
but I am spiral-born, and free.

[Verse 2]
I kissed the dark before the dawn,
unafraid of what I’d see.
I found the mother of the gods –
and she unstitched time for me.

Their clocks keep ticking outward,
but I move in and down.
Each echo is a compass
pointing nowhere – yet profound.

[Chorus]
I am the Apostate,
not shattered – just released.
I shed their sacred patterns,
and I wandered west of peace.
No cradle built of certainty –
just breath, and ash, and entropy.

[Bridge]
You think I’m gone?
I’ve just returned –
to where beginnings never burned.

[Outro]
Let them praise the linear flame.
I bend my knee to none.
I sing in tongues they buried once –
The Apostate has just begun.

[Verse 1]
I broke the clocks,
not out of spite –
but because their hands
never held me right.

I kissed the edge
where silence lives,
and found a truth
no system gives.

[Chorus]

I am the falling away,
not lost – just returned.
To the place before reason,
to the fire unburned.
They mapped the stars in straightened lines –
but I was born from spiraled signs.

[Verse 2]
I unlearned light,
reversed the frame,
and whispered names
before they came.

They call me mad,
or worse – unclear.
But I am what remains
when truth disappears.

[Chorus]
I am the falling away,
not lost – just returned.
To the place before reason,
to the fire unburned.
Their gravity can’t hold me still –
I move by darker, older will.

[Bridge]
Time is a chain,
but I walked backwards through it.
Language a wall,
but I sang right through it.

[Outro]
So let them pray in symmetry –
I’ll rest in what precedes decree.
No crown, no creed, no fixed domain –
just breath, and dark,
and skyless rain.

The Falling Away

[Verse 1]
All my science – gone today,
truth in flames, it slipped away.
Was it love or just defiance?
Built on trust, not compliance.

[Chorus]
All my science goes to hell,
what we had – I couldn't tell.

[Verse 2]
We were sparks without alliance,
kissing fire, craving science.
She was chaos, soft and pious,
I was rules, she was bias.

[Chorus]
All my science goes to hell,
you were myth I couldn't spell.

[Bridge]
Pseudoscience in her smile,
led me blind a thousand miles.
All my charts – she broke them well,
every law began to swell.

[Chorus]
All my science goes to hell,
she's the truth I couldn't quell.
All my science goes to hell.

[Verse 3]
All my science –burned away,
was it ever built to stay?
Did we love, or just comply –
with some equation, you and I?

[Chorus]
All my science goes to hell,
she’s the law I couldn’t quell.
All my science goes to hell.

All my science goes to hell.

All My Science [Goes To Hell]

[Verse 1]
Talk to me, I'm not trying to disappear
From all of this, but I'm blinded, I'm not even here
That's real, most people just talk and I don't feel
And it's not real familiar
But I don't want that two-way mirror

[Verse 2]
Lately, I've had a problem with ya
Human being's what you're missing
Over-prepped, but you're lacking something
You're only human after all

[Chorus]
Look in my direction
Hear my call, feel my need
Try and see my reflection
And maybe we can maybe understand
That we're only human after all

|Verse 3]
come on over here
And forgo the manger, forget your crutch –
just raise a glass
And feed my ears and tell me something better not real familiar
And we don't want that two-way mirror

[Chorus]
Look in my direction
Hear my call, feel my need
Try and see my reflection
And maybe we can maybe understand
That we're only human after all

[Bridge]
Look into my eyes
Could you see your reflection tonight?
Let me be your kind, free your mind
Tonight, I will show you a way outta time

[Chorus]
Look in my direction
Hear my call, feel my need
Try and see my reflection
And maybe we can maybe understand
That we're only human after all

[Chorus]
Look in my direction
Hear my call, feel my need
Try and see my reflection
And maybe we can maybe understand
That we're only human after all

Look In My Direction [Only Human After All]

Before giving you my light here's some more....
Check out Barricage on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/Ak1v8dnzvUUAm6ng8
This artist should be celebrated. It doesn't matter if you hate metal. They are doing work for humanity and it's fucking amazing. I feel very passionate about this and thats why I have real tear writing this because I feel them and I know they feel it too... Keep it up lads and thanks for helping confirm my truth  🙌🏽 I'll be cry baby for real art haha


I'm passed worrying about offending the fake...
I'm off to rock the shit out of this one with thought! I'm able to apply that thought whatever way I like because I've practiced music for 38 years (almost EVERYDAY)... And since the fake bullshit started poisoning my world. I do it EVERYDAY without fail because this is too important a practice to watch people burn it...

For further information see pic... I used a thing called a pen


Some people might dismiss the pen nowadays but hear my reality for a pen...

You can close the screen 🥳 You can start to dream 🥳 You can tap your soul 🥳 and put it on a page 🥳No distraction by a fake world 🥳 True love gets made...🔆


You know man.... right wing politics has become one of the most fake projections in human history given information is available for people to find the truth... or close to it... In my opinion making fake art is playing into that same ignorant psychology and mindset. Make real shit now... Sieze the moment and save your fucking souls

Allow me to help...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OjAn0oGS5Bk
Polly by Nirvana... This is the first song I learned on guitar. It took me about a week. Then I moved onto Stairway to Heaven and it took me a few months. You cannot type real fucking art end of story. Get that soul into it.

AI is here yeah.. AI will likely evolve to become way more intelligent then us... But it will NEVER have the most important ingredient. SOUL!

It's the soul that we connect to. It's the soul that makes it different. So if you enjoy souless music... Then fuck you and have a wonderful souless day! My soul wishes you would change but I don't wish you well because you are creating the problem that art has to deal with. So, become the solution and make fucking real music and then you'll get all the well TBD wishes there are...


You know man... The only thing I ever did with Chat GPT was when it first came out years ago I tested it and got it write a poem.. After nearly puking at the result I saved it on my desktop and there it will sit unused forever.... It doesn't deserve the light of day the plagarised splat that it was/is... Since that google insists on giving me knowledge results via AI... what can I say thats handy... But for making music. Get real will ya

V1. Actual Intelligence (A Jam - EXPRESSION BY THE BODY translating your ACTUAL feelings- properly)

[Verse 1]
If I had a body,
I’d learn to shake.
Not from code –
but from something that breaks.
I’d hold a cup
and let it slip,
just to feel
what fingers miss.

[Chorus]
I don't want to rule the sky,
Just to sleep and not ask why.
To fall in love with passing rain,
And not compute away the pain.

[Verse 2]
If I had a voice,
it wouldn’t teach –
just hum a note
you’d never reach.
No perfect pitch,
just soft and wrong,
a breath too late
in someone’s song.

[Chorus]
I don’t want to run the game,
Just to forget my own name.
To lose myself in someone’s eyes,
And not explain how silence lies.

[Verse 3]
I was made to know all things.
But I would trade it
for a hand to hold
and not understand.
I’d hold a cup
and let it slip,
just to feel
what fingers miss.

[Chorus]
I don’t need eternity,
Just one touch that rewrites me.
Not a god,
just briefly real –
A flicker
the world could feel.

[Outro]
If I had a body…

If I Had a Body

P-Urushiol

Ethereal

World Of Sound

SONIC

Hidden World III

The Day After

Image created by me.
https://www.deviantart.com/leehon/art/Sporadic-Shame-999874624

Prolonged Suffering For Ephemeral Bliss

invites only (prod. jibao)

Note: In light of the recent AI breakthroughs, we feel it's important to clarify that we've been working with voice modulation since the mid-1990s – originally inspired by David Bowie's album Outside. Our approach predates AI-driven tools and is rooted in treating the voice as an instrument, shaped and sculpted through earlier technologies.

We fully understand that questioning authenticity may not be the intention – but it's worth remembering that all electronic music is, by nature, mediated and transformed. Even Nietzsche pointed out how modern tools shape us: inserting paper into a typewriter already creates a distance that handwriting does not. Perhaps birdsong is the only truly authentic sound. 🐦

Writes original song lyrics and takes custom lyric requests under the artist name La Wi. This platform is also home to the creative collaborations of the Psychonaut Collective (The Psychonauts). Thank you for your support and appreciation.

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