[Verse]
You held my hand just to tie me down
Told me to smile while I watched you drown
Every hug was a quiet demand
Every “love you” came with a brand

You fed me dreams that kept me tame
Made me the villain, then cried my name
Built me a cage in the shape of trust
Then told me breaking out was just a phase or lust

[Pre-Chorus]
But I’ve read the script, and I see the game
This isn’t love – it’s just guilt and shame

[Chorus]
I don’t need your comfort, I don’t need your lies
Your love’s just control in a thin disguise
Get outta my way – I’m done with the play
You fooled me once, now I’m walking away

[Verse]
Told me I’m broken, then offered the fix
Like you weren’t the one twisting all the tricks
Said I was nothing without your grace
But I see the monster behind your face

You wore concern like a fashion trend
Cried like a saint, but you loved to bend
The truth, my will, my every word
You made me believe I deserved the hurt

[Pre-Chorus]
But I’m not your mirror, I’m not your clone
I’m not your victim – I’m on my own

[Chorus]
I don’t need your comfort, I don’t need your lies
Your love’s just control in a thin disguise
Get outta my way – I’m done with the play
You fooled me once, now I’m walking away

[Bridge]
Burn your letters, drown your voice
I’ve made my peace, I’ve made my choice
No more guilt trips, no more games
I’m not the one who carries shame

[Chorus] x 2

Breaking the Illusion [Walk Away]

FLag system

FizzoFizzzzAndTriviul_PhoneRage

Spy-Fi with a metal edge? This one’s built for you.


Beware the Dancing Spy

“Closer to You” is a cinematic noir / alternative rock anthem with Bond-style drama and Tarantino cool. Sultry female vocals, hypnotic guitars, and retro-futuristic textures channel Shivaree (“Goodbye Moon”), Nancy Sinatra (“Bang Bang”), Lana Del Rey, Dusty Springfield, Morcheeba and Portishead. Mysterious, sexy, and stylish, it’s ideal for late-night playlists, moody mixes, and cinematic soundtracks — blending retro soul, trip-hop grooves, and modern indie allure. Moon and Aries deliver retro-futuristic music with a timeless flair!
"A journey through portals and time loops - to find the one your soul recognizes...".
(Thanks to: Peter Mitchell on the magical guitar, Chris Kung for the incredible mix and Francois Rocheleau for the genius mastering - we are very thankful for our global dream team).

Moon and Aries website

Closer to You

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First Incarnation - The Modern Soma of Humanity // Gold Light

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One might argue that Ritalin serves a similar societal role to Soma in Huxley’s "Brave New World," offering chemical management of mood, behavior, and productivity, though it is self-administered rather than mandated by the state. Ritalin is prescribed to enhance focus and calm, but its use (and misuse) can also produce euphoria, dependence, and withdrawal symptoms, echoing some psychological mechanisms attributed to Soma’s fictional role. However, Ritalin is a real stimulant with known physical and mental risks, while Soma is a literary creation imagined as uniformly pleasurable and socially pacifying—making their “purpose” comparable mainly in philosophical critique, not medical reality.

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lyrics written and narration provided by fictionalive

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music is the song 'gold light' written, produced and provided by, courtesy of mobygratis.com and its crew, licensed

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vocal production, arrangement, final mix and drop by fictionalive

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artwork illustration by and courtesy of peter uertz, düsseldorf / germany

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fusion of it all - 
fictionalive with with popoems series and the hyper media reports

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dropped
wednesday, october 8th, 2025
4 pm central european time
tea time, right

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First Incarnation - The Modern Soma of Humanity // Gold Light

Years ago, my brothers and I had spent several weeks getting my dad's house ready to sell after he had passed. I was in the realtor's office ready to sign the paper work when the prospective buyers asked why I wasn't buying the house I grew up in.  I said (not thinking) "Too many ghosts".  The realtor immediately jumped in and said, "he means memories" to which I smiled confirming the needed clarification:)  It does beg the question however, how many "ghosts" haunt our lives; bad decisions, fractured relationships, things we did or failed to do.  I have found hope and forgiveness in the Christian faith, others have found healing in the passing of time, others still carry a heavy burden of what could have been or should have been.  Peter explores the theme in poignant verse to Seagull's quixotic soundtrack.  I am honored to  contribute a few colors to the tapestry;)
Acoustic guitars left & right; David Dunham; @david-dunhamuser589535203
Superb Poetry/Lyrics, Narration; Peter the Poet; soundcloud.com/user-264930040/tracks
Master of the music, lead guitar solo, mix & production;  Seagull @farout-music-studio
Wonderful voice: Clara Sorace
Track art: Bing images
Ghost of a Sense:

Yes, I know you.
I can feel your presence.
I can touch you, smell you.
I see you not by sight of eye
And yet I ken that you are I
That vespered wraith that writhes within
To test my faith, try my sin
Push the bounds to cause offence
A moral, soul thing, ghost of a sense recalls myself, so well defined
Entrenched, walls behind, built so sound of dust that crowned the pity, falling soft amiss,
Deep inside the tears I cry as here I find my self-abyss.

Whispers bringing shadows, filled of secrets therein held,
Memories, morose, piece me still, to wear in time, my wasted face.
And now reside, cast aside, to forge and ever meld,
Of haunting, ringing echoes, that will alone their chime erased.

Ah! But you won't twist me, nor bind me fast, to the sandy doctrines of the misty past,
With its beards and staffs and crinkled testaments.
My future's sprinkled here present with your crass irrelevance and matters not that sat right there,
The blackest chasm in my simpling world so spare,
Where space and time have overspilled the leaking psyche of a crippled mind,
That barely copes, unfulfilled, a crooked, limpid moral health of broken shrines
That hopes to find ....
.......some worthwhile inner self.

Ghost of a Sence (Seagull, Peter, David)

6 pistes
Guitar acoustic
bass
midi minilab3
fdgp yamaha drum

Into the wild

Into the wild🎧

Imagine yourself on a beautiful beach in Ibiza, the party is in full swing, you're surrounded by your friends and dancing under the warm rays of the sun. So, let's go. Dance now. / Imaginez-vous sur une plage magnifique d'Ibiza, la fête bat son plein, vous êtes entourés de vos amis et dansez sous les rayons bienfaisants du soleil. Alors, c'est parti. Dansez maintenant.

Ibiza Groove Time

09/07/2025

Aint Broke

WELL I’M TALKING TO MYSELF AND TELLING MYSELF TO KEEP COOL
YES I’M TALKING TO MYSELF YOU STOP ACTING LIKE A FOOL                          
I’M A ROCKER I’M A ROLLER SOMEWHERE OUT THERE MY HEART IS LOCKED IN A LOCKER 
I NEED A SHELTER I NEED A SISTER BUT ALL I HAVE IS NO ONE AS A FLOATER

SO I’M I’M TALKING TO MYSELF AND TELLING MYSELF TO KEEP COOL YEAH
YES I’M TALKING TO MYSELF SITTING NEXT TO SITTING BULL
COS AND I’M A LOVER NOT A FIGHTER TO ME THIS WORLD IS MUCH TOO MUCH A ROLLER COASTER
I NEED NO BOTHER I NEED A BROTHER
OR ANYONE TO LEND A HAND IT DOESN’T MATTER

TALKING TO MYSELF

AND I’M A CHOOSER NOT A BEGGAR THIN ICE BROKEN GLASS I’M A DANCER
AND I’M A LOSER NOT A WINNER LOOKING UP HIGH FROM DOWN IN THE GUTTER

SO I’M I’M TALKING TO MYSELF AND TELLING ME JOHNNY BE GOOD
YES I AM TALKING TO MYSELF JUST LIKE YOU KNOW YOUR MOTHER SHOULD
BUT I’M A JOKER I’M A SUCKER I AM MY OWN SELF-MADE TROUBLE MAKER
I GO MEANDER UNDER THE WEATHER LOOKING FOR ONE SWEET SMOOTH OPERATOR 

SO I’M I’M TALKING TO MYSELF TELLING MYSELF TO LET GO
LET GO!



TALKING TO MYSELF (Lyrics)

Note: In light of the recent AI breakthroughs, we feel it's important to clarify that we've been working with voice modulation since the mid-1990s – originally inspired by David Bowie's album Outside. Our approach predates AI-driven tools and is rooted in treating the voice as an instrument, shaped and sculpted through earlier technologies.

We fully understand that questioning authenticity may not be the intention – but it's worth remembering that all electronic music is, by nature, mediated and transformed. Even Nietzsche pointed out how modern tools shape us: inserting paper into a typewriter already creates a distance that handwriting does not. Perhaps birdsong is the only truly authentic sound. 🐦

Writes original song lyrics and takes custom lyric requests under the artist name La Wi. This platform is also home to the creative collaborations of the Psychonaut Collective (The Psychonauts). Thank you for your support and appreciation.