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ATLAS - EP

Apologetics (Synapse Track I)

ethel cain – virginity (piano demo)

𝐄𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐂𝐚𝐢𝐧 ~ Key Studies/Punish (Demo) (feat. Goodnight & Goodmorning)

[Verse 1: Aelyx]
Heavy eyes, face stressin’ [?] in the speakerphone
I fell asleep, and I woke up to a dial tone
I miss the words that you said when we didn't speak
You told me when you left you'd always be with me

[Verse 2: Aelyx, Both]
I cut the sadness out in the evergreen
I thought I cut you now, and you can't ever leave
But you let me walk away, you didn't say a fuckin' word
Had to grab my own spine and pretend it didn't hurt

[Chorus: Ethel Cain]
It was a wake up call
The dead of night and I'm screaming in the hall
Can we just go back to before I knew?
It'd be my first new year
Without you
It was a wake up call
That night I put both of my fists through the wall
In hopes that I could pull you back through
It's gonna be a damn long year
Without you

[Vocalisation]

[Chorus: Ethel Cain]
It was a wake up call, and I miss you but
I never miss the butterflies that you left dead in my gut
I poured that cracked glass full 'till it overflowed
It's just a sign of the times, now that I'm letting you go
It's just a wake up call to put you to rest
Crying knowing this is my last time watching you get dressed
Holding that empty glass and the clock, he says
I'm going home screaming "Fuck it, I wish you the best!"

[Outro: Ethel Cain]
It’s just a wake up call
(It’s just a wake up call)
(It’s just a wake up call)
It’s just a wake up call
It’s just a wake up call
[Vocalisation]



Wake up Call (demo) Aelyx & Ethel Cain

Make Room In Hell

Adolescence

Played during one of Hayden past Instagram lives. Recorded by someone, gatekept by a hoarder, leaked by a freak. I tried my best to remove the annoying leaker tag but dear lord it was obnoxious, So pardon the awful sound quality.

-Lyrics-
[Verse 1]
Are you afraid of the dark?
Miscreant patriarch
I say I'm sorry, just to God
But we're no gods and my [?]

[Refrain]
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good inside

[Verse 2]
Think of me on my own
You lie with her, but she's alone
She's perfect but it's not enough
I'm all you've been dreaming of
You come to me, ready
You're safe with me, my love

[Refrain]
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good

[Verse 3]
These walls miss you
Just close the door
The world is empty
But I'm all yours

[Bridge]
Tied up, blood-stained
We kiss goodbye in the driveway
Night lights, angels, tell yourself what you need to feel safe
If not now, then when?
If not mе, then who, her?
Our kids keep her in thе dark
You might as well bury her
Downward spiral
Self-induced pill flavoured low
Wander aimless to the fields
Who has the time to take to heal?
The wind up here burns tonight
Egress to the shores
Take me where the ice breaks and let go

[Outro]
And it's cold in the war

Ethel Cain - Have You Told Your Wife? (Untagged - Low Quality)

Make Room in Hell (Demo)

Instrumental recorded by Vvya Melinkolya on December 27th, 2021 as an early version of Hard Times.

Hard Times (Demo)

Dark ambient soundscapes for you pleasure

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