seems like its that time again. old song. heres to hoping everything will turn out okay.

blue light./_hypnosis [qrixtol]

idkf this is some shitpost its not srs 

p.s.a your apologies will never be enough and have never been

AJR GLAIVE MOMENT forgot the prod

i produced this, drums r thanks to @prod-lustri

this body cannot be mine
this body cannot be mine 

my hands, my chest and my face
my arms my legs and my waist
everythibng just feel misplaced
i dont belong in this place

i dont belong in this space
the space between u and i
i think that id rather cry
this body cannot be mine.

this body cannot be mine. (pupsies + lustri)

@ju99iscool:
bleeding on the floor bitch u should be
hope it makes u wanna die that yu broke me
styro foam mixed w redbull n some codine
cut urself, i'll mix ur blood all in my pudding
i just want ur love back
u won't earn my trust back
too late 2 make a comeback
dead 2 me, i'm smoking your pack (x2)
yeah yeah i saw yur tumblr post
yea u said u had to go
i'm just talking to ur ghooooost

idt:
i'm jus talking to ur ghost
spent my money on designer clothes
everywhere i go is like a show rn
i don't wanna tb it might not make it out
i got denim on me u can put it in ur mouth
don't cry cuz ik its in my head
if i had the choice, i'd rather be condemned
aaah
i knew u were different from the start
should've never trusted u i wouldn't have fell apart

afterlife ft. ju99 (prod. ilybeam)

prod - me
mix - me , shayy
master - me

LYRICS :

@xsh4yy
I’ll show you what you’re missing, diamonds on you glisten
Why don’t you just listen, stop trying to fit in
I don’t want to fit in, me and Sleepy, that’s my twin
Fuck with us and we gon’ win, don’t play with my heart

Knew you were the one from the start
Yeah, baby come on over and kickstart my heart
Yeah, feelin’ like a rockstar, know I gotta go hard
Tweakin’ off the adderall, 50 mills and I’m gon fall
Told you like a rockstar, poppin’ out inside the mall
Give it to me girl, huh, huh, huh-huh

Yeah, don’t know what to do, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah
Shit, you always got me in a mood, yeah, huh-uh
Let’s go, let’s go, let’s go!
(Yeah, feelin' like a rockstar, feelin' like a rockstar)
(Geekin' off the adderall, geekin' off the adderall)

me
(yeah im tweaking off the adderall)
(like a rockstar)

yeah were fucked up all night long (yeah were fucked up , fucked uppp)
huh , huh yeah im feeling famous when im with you
it fucked me up when you said you didnt wanna be rude
its okay cause im in the club fucked up :p

drink after drink until i black out
felt kinda weird when i found out that you didnt love me (just love me)
pull up to the club with my shutter shades on :3

woah 

just cut off my head
i just wanna feel somthing when im dead..

RCKSTAR FT SH4YY

this body cannot be mine (REMIX v2)

idk but yea im sorry i still dont know how to not clip the mic or how to mix for indie

annoying ass prod tag icl

youuuu dontttt seeee meee the sameeeee
as her
and
i dont careeeeeee but id sayyy
maybe this wont work
but i needd youuuu here everydayyyyy
i dont wanna be alone
and i neeeddd you hereee what can i say
i dont wanna be alone

her.

prod. wisssery, splashgvng
mix & master 3009 @3k9

hit me up on IG for feats etc. @fuckthatentireshit

I was scared first to release it but now here i am releasing it hope yall enjoy it :3


lyrics:

can you pls explain why im blossom?
i did nothing right, behavior of a possum
feeling all alright that i can die yet
thats a tragic life its js not my mindset
im tragic js tragic
i rlly wish you can call all that magic
im sitting in my room, thinking with a headache
i rlly need help from a medic

going for another round in russian roulette
spinning until i can shoot my brain ed
feeling the stress over raising

i thought that i can trust you
did you take notes that i believed you?
see the pain i always ran through

tragic (prod. wisssery, splashgvng)

another day, im throwing hands
throwing bands but nothin stands
in the sand
something new
something gold
and you could do
show the way
lead the blind
so i got shit in my eye?
yea u wanna make me cry
tell me how im gonna die
with a gun right up my throat
take some pills and overdose
no one has to know
tell me where we fuckin go
just cus god dont answer
dont mean he isnt there
whatever higher power
show her in her final hour

now her glasses fogged
her breath is fuckin hot
spit runnin down her mouth
didnt want it to go south

so her moms in the room
screams 'whatd you fuckin do'
the bathroom floor is cold
and everybody knows

i dint wanna die
i didnt wanna see
i didnt wanna know
didnt wanna be me

i didnt wanna die
but here i fuckin am
and now im throwing up
bury me in the sand

so u can hold my hand
watch me as i move on
im sorry, love you mom
know that, even when im gone

so yo ucan hold my hand
i dont wanna be alone
tell me that you love me
so i know before i go

letter to my mother (prod.vinogradov)

i guess that it's just my own small problem
making everything about me when i know its
not
so i need to stop
but it hurts sm
why cant u be there when im hurting need ur touch
cus i need youuu
and i need tooo
know you love me
when im feeling
blueeeee
baby what do i 
dooooo
oohh

so i internalize
every moment we're not talking
its like suicide
blind myself then try to walk and
you make me wanna die
but i know its my fault
don't know really know how i get so frusturated at all
why cant u be there when im hurting need ur touch
cus i need youuu
and i need tooo
know you love me
when im feeling
blueeeee
baby what do i 
dooooo

internalized (t57thetank)

guys respect all religions idc what u believe this js relfective of mine and other ppls personal epxeirence with spiriutality and other shit lol pls dont kill me 

ohhhh noooo
where am i supposed to go

the lows get lower
i cant go forward
i know its over
i'm nowhere closer

so all my goals are
just things i cant have
wont try hard enough
thats just the plain fact

and in my plain face
cant stand to look back
i wished for so much
theres so much i lack

having a good heart
wont get you nowhere
this world is just cruel
and nothing is fair

there are no handouts
im telling you now
you should go all out
go ahead and shout

don't sit there and beg
climb your way to god
and tell him 'fuck off'
dont care bout your cross

the weight of your sins
will never wash off

her.

mothgirl

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