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Goated Pupsies Songs

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tr1st4n - nasty but gorgeous ✰

highscore

tr1st4n - tiny pants freestyle

FanBoy808 - 2022 BuffaIo supermarket sh00ting (prod. wujek)

i should kill myself feat syris

i miss you baby
you drive me crazy
ur so pretty that my mind is getting hazy
want ur blood on my lips
cmon just give me a kiss
u just fuckng shut me down
"yeah no ill see you around"

so u nvr respond and ur always fucking busy
if i pop a tit do u think that u would miss me

you said that you loved me,
guess that was a lie
but if this is the end
then why dont we fuck tonight?

sleep with me tonight ☆ feat. syris (igi)

all by me, thank uu for listening if ur listening & didnt forget abt me guys pls dont dforget abt me i exist im here hellow pls dont forget me im alive guysa umm im aliagve 

https://open.spotify.com/track/63EA6dVspioE0yGQVxood2?si=6883d268440542b9

how disappointing
im so annoying
im jus a burden
but pls dont toy me :(
dont go trolling
my eyes are rolling
jus take me srs
for once don't bully

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

i can't say
how i feel
cuz u kno
that i'll lie
and even if
i could tell
i'd keep it all inside

no one likes when u talk abt urself
they only like when go to hurt urself
no one likes when u talk abt urself
they only like when go and hurt urself

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

lvl  35 goonette

sabotaging hearts

w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

its so hard 2 make friends :(

soultied (takuori + greyrock)

@conner_michel prodded the beat :)
mix n master by me sry i tried my best i did new stuff w my vocals o(u_u;)
cover art: idk bro someone pls tell me.. i wont use it on spotify ^^; unleess i edit it and a bunch of other stuff

give me a fucking break
give me a fucking break
[glitching] give me a fucking break

give me a fucking break
u just take
when u want some

what am i really worth to you 
nothing no one 
what do i do

speak ur mind
out loud and to my face

over text, is just a waste.

ur not real
im okay

imagination makes my day!

read your words
blushing red

you’re the only one to mend
mend my broken heart

fix me - hate me - kiss my scars
apologize when its hard

and when i wanna fucking die
u leave me discarded

parted
my lips
whenever you want a kiss
shut me up
what the fuck
will it ever be enough?

shut me up
what the fuck
will it ever be enough?

just-
just-
just-

give me a fucking break
give me a fucking break
give me a fucking break
what else will it take?

what am i really worth to you
nothing no one 
what do i do

speak ur mind
out loud and to my face

over text, is just a waste.

ur not real
im okay

im okay 
im okay
im okay!
im okay

speaking in my ear
saying what i wanna hear
its so loud
in the quiet
keep it silent
so i hear your whispers
and i know you’re talking shit about me
telling me i’m fucking crazy
you don’t know me
no, bitch
you don’t know me.

ill get in your car
i don’t know 
where we’re going
take me on a ride
pop some pills
in the morning—
ill be by your side

won’t remember why
always fucking mourning
but i shouldn’t cry
cus its —

my fault!
tell me where i did it, where i went —
wrong!

give me a fucking break
u just take
when u want some

what am i really worth to you 
nothing no one 
what do i do

speak your mind
out loud and to my face

over text, is just a waste.

you’re not real
im okay

imagination makes my day!

read your words
blushing red

you’re the only one to mend
mend my broken heart

fix me hate me kiss my scars
apologize when its hard

and when i wanna fucking die
u leave me discard-ed

want some?
you just take when you want some
you just take when you want some
you just take when you want some

T4KE WHAT U W4NT

chill on me abt the singing i didnt use autotune so itd give a more 'raw' vibe
i debated posting this on main but, the instrumental i made meant a whole lot to me and i dont think anyone else might feel it as much as i do it prolly js sounds lame but adding lyrics n sum stuff made me feel like idk just back to what i felt like then bleh
--- lyrics ---

if i could id fly real high
make my way up to the sky
even when i want to die
its nice to have fun sometimes


 life can be such misery
i couldn’t move and couldn’t speak
i saw the darkness and my ceiling 
every day feel the same feelings
....
i think now i understand
that when your soul is hollow and
all you can think about is death
don’t be surprised when you are left

so now i know i’m gonna die
i throw my flag, i wipe my eyes
and though i know, soon’s my demise
its still nice to have fun sometimes :)

if i could id fly real high
                         (sometimes…)
make my way up to the sky
                               (one day…)
even when i want to die
                              (always…) 
its nice to have fun sometimes!

..

knowing that you’ll die tomorrow?
what’d you like to do today?

once you take your pills and swallow,
you can’t get up anyway.

its nice to have fun sometimes! (prod pupsies)

https://open.spotify.com/track/45J0xu0eoccOpxwc7rNXGT?si=55c325944cb44434

madoka song w/ @pupsies yayyy !!!!

lyrics:
can't wrap my head
around this shit
u promised me
u'd grant my wish
it's been a week
and i'm so pissed
i'm standing here
with broken limbs

i'm standing here
with broken limbs
these girls i met
their skulls caved in
and yeah i'm laughing
it's not funny
that's what hysteria has
done to me
to me  
to me
i'm fucking losing it
i'm losing it, i'm losing it

if life was a contest 
i'd show in last place
since we're being "honest" 
i hate everything
and that includes those incubators
I've lost hope
i'm gonna die
shoutout kyubey
my biggest hater
i can't do anything right

i’d do it over and over and over and over
i made a real big promise and its weighing on my shoulders
to be “honest” i think that my empathy has disappeared
i could watch all my friends die
it’s like looking in a mirror
and they’re on e-ver-y side
i still dont really get why…
how did i even arrive here?
can i manage to survive?

losing my magical mind

i don’t care about the big wide world 
i just want to be happy
rather live inside a fantasy
than be a magic girl

the only magic is the blood that spills when i am hurt
the only magic is the knowing living is the curse
the only magic is the knowing that it just gets worse

if life was a contest 
i'd show in last place
since we're being "honest" 
i hate everything
and that includes those incubators
I've lost hope
i'm gonna die
shoutout kyubey
my biggest hater
i can't do anything right

the only magic is the blood that spills when i am hurt
the only magic is the knowing living is the curse
the only magic is the knowing that it just gets worse
it just gets worse
it just gets worse

losing my magical mind (ft. pupsies)

releases on all plats: 03/08/25

edit: IVE REUPLOADED THIS IWTH A DIFFERENT MIX LIKE 5 TIMES IM DONE WITH IT. NO MORE.

i say "emfl" a lot (end my femcel life) and i said it today and thought WOW! that would be a GREAT song! so i made this
also little story before the lyrics:

BUT GOOD FOR THEM I LOVE LVOE AND IM HAPPY WHEN PEOPEL ARE HAPPY TOGETHER!! :D it makes me feel hopeful!! :DD a little !! :D sometimes !!! :D also the term femcel is not that serious here pls don't come in my comments complaining if u do ur a pussy 

ああ

just another day in my FEMCEL life

(living in a lie)

just another day in my fucking femcel life
and i need a fucking boyfriend
just to keep myself alive
wanna cut my wrists and slice
me to bits
cus i’ve never even held hands 
just said love you on a screen
are you a real human being?

got that captcha
could you capture
this moment permanently 

tell me that you’ll never leave
i can show you everything
i could be all you would need
and when you finally get tired
you can just leave me on seen 

they say i got daddy issues
need someone to hold me
wonder if you knew what i had been through
would you be kinder and see
that i don’t mean no harm
 
i’m sorry all i do’s fuck up
i’m a suicidal loser
and i don’t deserve your love

you can leak the things i say and show
and when i make my plan and end up 
inside of the hospital
break up with me cus it’s good for my own mental health
cus i need some fucking help
cus i cry and beg for you to stay
and promise that ill never make
your life more shit
promise ill fix
every mistake
ive ever made

no matter what it takes…
i just want our perfect future
with our own beautiful daughter 
and youll love her as her father
we can smile and ill make sure
that her life is happy
she won’t ever hurt

just another day in my fucking femcel life
and i need a fucking boyfriend
just to keep myself alive
wanna cut my wrists and die 
tell me why i even try
tell me why i can’t just give up loving — living in a lie.

just another day in my fucking femcel life
and i need a fucking boyfriend
just to keep myself alive
wanna cut my wrists and die 
tell me why i even try
tell me why i can’t just give up loving — living in a lie.

i know i have issues
but i forgive all of yours
i try to show that i love you
but i only end up worse

tried to help through every struggle
even when you broke my trust
told you “please don’t make that promise”
cus you broke it, my heart, crushed.

so it’s— 
just another day in my fucking femcel life
and i need a fucking boyfriend
just to keep myself alive
wanna cut my wrists and die 
tell me why i even try
tell me why i can’t just give up loving — living in a lie.

living in a lie…

my femcel life. (ilybeam)

prod. @zeromandia x ‪@d2s1‬
EDIT: im fucking crying bro my lisp in this is o badi m cdying i love this song sm but the lisp bro so embarrasing </3 guys dont hate me!

you're welcome everyone its a song NOT about a relationship, applause please!
(pre-intro or sum idk)
“—and do what they THINK i want... you're not ME. you don’t KNOW what I want. i want to do what I WANT to do, not what you THINK I want.”

(intro/chorus)
you don’t gotta get it right
you don’t even know me, ight?
i can tell i’m not ur type
“don’t fuck with shit u don’t like”
type.
i can tell i’m not your type
you can't read my lips, don’t try
you don’t get my lyrics

like, “what?” 

ask me what there is to get—
——set yourself up for failure 
right then.
u don’t gotta get it right
like?
you don’t get it, kay thats fine.
you don’t get it? you’ll be fine.

(verse)
all y’all try to tell me how i’m supposed to play the game
got me looking half insane
talking to myself, i’m strained, my voice is -

drowned out in the noises
you can’t hear my frequency so i would try to lower it
what’s the point?
fuck i quit.
 
you don’t know
tell me shit
you just wanna help by doing what you think i want
you don’t care about my thoughts
you don’t care about my truth
you just care about philosophies that only fit with you
fuck ur theory
cus i lived it.

(bridge)
said the bad will make the good
but i’ve had so many bad days
maybe i misunderstood?
but it really don’t feel that way…

(pre-chorus)
i want what i want for once
wanna make myself my own path
but i know if i fuck up
y’all will say i shoulda took my chance — when you tried to give it-
sorry that i took my life, and i tried to live it!
got me fucking livid
what’s the point of living?
give me an equation, i will spend the rest of my life trying make the solution make sense.
or maybe ill just stay dense!

(chorus pt.1)
ohh-
you don’t gotta get it right
you don’t even know me, ight?
i can tell i’m not ur type.

(outro/chorus pt.2)
don’t fuck with shit u don’t like, type.
i can tell im not your type
you can’t read my lips, don’t try
you don’t get my lyrics. like..?

what. 😐

you don’t get my lyrics.

like..?

i don’t need u 2 fw me. (@zeromandia x ‪@d2s1‬)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Mkqb85Xssw7NjMCH7zDKN?si=f0939011e78b4e22

prod me w/ @yukisasayaki again yayyy

meet me on the roof after school
i fell in love n i wanna tell u
i know we don't talk but i think ur cool
n if u don't say it back, ig death will do
i-l-y, i might die
k-m-s, suicide
it's lie after lie, but this time i might try
knife in my chest twist it right close my eyes

baby i feel like im gonna die
tell me that u love me while u look me in my eyes
notice how i see u
from across the classroom
pretend to drop my pencil
and watch it roll past u
i jus wish ud notice me
a loser with no apathy 
slit my throat n watch it bleed
if u n me can never be
i swear that ill take my life
use ur silence as my knife
so come and take my hand
i wish u could be my wife 

yea be be mine
never leave my sight
we can live together in a loop
for the rest of time
no different options
no fucking pathways
ur stuck here forever we'll never part ways 

meet me on the roof after school
i fell in love n i wanna tell u
i know we don't talk but i think ur cool
n if u don't say it back, ig death will do
i-l-y, i might die
k-m-s, suicide
it's lie after lie, but this time i might try
knife in my chest twist it right close my eyes

dating sim suicide (ft. yuki)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1OwwF9rbnBlMFf91nMT6DO?si=fcd767a348b1410e

it's time for me to go
but i'll see u at my shows
ur my star oshi no ko
i'll burn the world before it snows
i'll help u out
just stay alive
i'll let u down
to prove i'm right
ur the fire in my heart
before u it was so dark

all i'm asking for's a meaningful life
I've thought before about suicide
i never learned when to laugh or cry
but i have to try, i have to try
u'll hear my name on the radio
u'll see my face in a magazine
we're crying out on the patio
u'll inherit my legacy

now go my shooting star
i promise u'll make it far
now go my shooting star
i promise u'll make it far

it's time for me to go
but i'll see u at my shows
ur my star oshi no ko
i'll burn the world before it snows
i'll help u out
just stay alive
i'll let u down
to prove i'm right
ur the fire in my heart
before u it was so dark

u'll hear my name on the radio
u'll see my face in a magazine
we're crying out on the patio
i swear i didn't mean to cause a scene

sunshine beach ★ prod. bloodsekai

cvr: gearsmaiden
yea idk the mix on the beat is mid ... but i did it awlll my self :p
**LYRICS**
is this real life?
am i still alive
can i feel alive
can i feel alive

am i still alive
can i feel alive
i’m so cold 
i’m still shivering
will i survive

am i still alive
can i feel alive
i’m so cold 
can’t stop shivering
will i survive

in my youth i felt exhausted
at the cost of concentration been complaining, never received consolation
what i’m waiting for -
it’s bigger than the hopes you have
that you keep at the door
it’s a violation: takin’ fiction,
yet still wanting more

all my misery, it came without any mercy, merci beaucoup!
you never did a thing for me
how will i live without you?

thought that i could love even though i been fuckin’ hurt 
but i know that isn’t true
 now i know that shit don’t work!

am i still alive
no one by my side
am i still alive
with no one by my side

can i feel alive
no one by my side
i’m so cold 
i’m still shivering
will i survive

can i feel alive
no one by my side
i’m so cold 
i’m still shivering
will i survive

am i still alive
am i dead yet…
can i die yet, 
whats the point,
when i know i’ve tried?

and i know that i cant end my life, cus i still owe so much
i’m in debt to everyone who loved me, i held onto as a crutch
in the end, though
couldn’t help it
i’m so sorry
all you’ve dealt with…
it’s a mess
i’m such a mess, yet…

can i feel alive
no one by my side
i’m so cold 
i’m still shivering
will i survive

and i knew id be like this forever
why cant i just get it together?
and just be happy? could never
‘least now i’m as light as a feather..

now i’m as light as a feather c:

feathers (prod pupsies)

rest in peace tae.

reupload bc it was falsely striked

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໒꒱ when will i ever just be happy
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