@w6lker: 

i don’t like you like that bitch don’t ever try 2 call me 
i feel hella dead drop a xanny in my coffee 
i feel suicidal take me 2 the psych ward 
posted in the back of the club with some white whores

i jus wanna die take a blade 2 my heart now
never leave the house i dnt rlly wnna go out
i just saw a mirror had a fkn breakdown 
lost 2 much blood bitch now im boutta blackout 

**bridge**

n if you dnt need me, i promise i’m leaving 
ur just like a drug n ill always b fiending 
treat u lik the one even if u h8 me 
talking 2 a wall, im talking to nobody :/

**hook**

left me all alone, i was on top of the world
but now you’re lost you’re gone, and i don’t know where to go 
you know you were my home, you were my whole damn soul 
but i would never deserve you, i’m rlly sorry i hurt you 

**verse 2**
my heart withers
someone save me 
i feel so gross
why am i hated
switchblade on me
not for protection
you are just a bitch boy 
teach yo ass a lesson 

i jus do 2 much 
got all of my skin cut 
talkin on my music 
you should shut the fuck up 

niggas doin 2 much 
i don’t really care tho 
cut out all my organs 
turn me 2 a scarecrow 

**bridge**

n if you dnt need me, i promise i’m leaving 
ur just like a drug n ill always b fiending 
treat u lik the one even if u h8 me 
talking 2 a wall, im talking to nobody :/

**hook**

left me all alone, i was on top of the world
but now you’re lost you’re gone, and i don’t know where to go 
you know you were my home, you were my whole damn soul 
but i would never deserve you, i’m rlly sorry i hurt you

i don't deserve you

I don't deserve you

nah ts lowkey about me when i look back on it 😭🙏

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

ohhhh, you got me fucked up
bitch u poppin pills 
all i knows u getting messed up
i said that i love u but 
its like u js dont give a fuck
fucking up ur body and ur mind, 
ya ur outta luck


told u, need u so bad 
feel it in my stomach
throwing up now, got me troubled, got me carsick
put a bullet in ur skull
cus u said u cant stand it
living life's hard but i need u so bad, fuck this
fuck you
you too
told u that i loved u but you dont, do you
if u did u wouldnt put that shit all inside u
fucking up ur mind too
fucking up our chance to be together 

u dont give a fuck, whatever 
ohhhhhhhhhhh
noooooooooooooo
ohhhhhhhhhhhhh

kill yourself if you rlky want to
who am i to stop u
overdose 
js let go
nobody can help u
u dont give a fuck bout me
its so fucking clear to see
u dont care bout anyone
call it quits cus we are done

i cant take the fucking pain
of watching u deteriotate
so im gna walk away
fuck u bitch, made my heart break

fuck u , all u do is take
take away
the only thing
that i loved
its not enough
clearly u dont give a fuck

loved you. - normal vers. (takuori)

prod. me
master. @angelicamori
feat. @disoc8

life is so meaningless

lyrics:
@disoc8

everything's so fucking bleak
my life is just a chore
rotting in my sheets
can u take me to a morgue
i feel like a freak
i'm shaking from withdrawals
(blood)drying in my sleeves
and my wrists are fucking sore

my life's in black and white
and i panic till i vomit
if i said i could provide
bby i was so dishonest
i dnt wanna go outside
i wanna fucking die
me n u forever bby double suicide

if my life was a movie it would prolly be a scary one
i feel so alone i'll do anything for anyone
chop til i see bone, i just wanna see my skeleton
oh my god im so alone and im so hated by everyone

@misalivee

and i wont talk tough bitch yk i play for keeps
imma kill myself u can catch me in the streets
post traumatic alcoholic bfc on me
and i dont know the fuck is ever wrong with me
and i wont act tough and i cant act up
tell me what what you want n imma get u fucked up
and i just want to know what the fuck that ive done
to make you hate me so i just wna get it done

what the fuck is wrong with me ++disoc8

(do u remember this song i hope not lol)

(fuck oathbound)

u throw dirt in my face and act like youre doing me a favor, i can taste, taste the fucking flavor.

muse. (takuori)

lmk if u guys vant on all plats >_<

#Nihil

@iamsodead -
Call me on my cellphone tell me why we gotta stop??
I’m never gonna let it go cuz I’m feelin so stuck:/
Tell me what you need cuz I’m never gonna give up
T-t-tell me what you need cuz I’m never gonna give up

pupsies -
only wanna give u love
only wanna b enough
u tell me its js too tuff
guess i caught u on ur bluff

only wanna give u love
boy u got me crying tears
wondering why ur not here
i js wanna disappear

i needed you, all the fucking time
but you hung up every night
u were never by my side
boy js say ill be alright

and ill give u all my love
and ill kiss u all the time
yea ill kiss u all the time

..

cus i-

tell me !!! + iamsodead (prod. iamsodead)

bru i made some unlistenable loud ass shit bro i just needed more stimulation in my ear drums so now u can all suffer the same fate i did making this 
p.s im probably gonna delete this


lyr. (my w key is broken and i didnt copy paste it sorry)
SO I FEEL FUCKING DONE 
YEA JUST GET OUT OF MY FACE
YEA I TRY NOT TO GEET ANGRY
THINK ILL DO IT ANYVAY

SOMETIMES THINK ILL RAISE M YVOCIE
BUT I DONT KNOV VHAT ID SAY
SPILL MY HEART OUT ON THE FLOOR
GOD I AVNNA MAKE U PAY.

i need you here tonight
but i also vish youd die
sometimes i vish id yell
soemtimes i vish that ve'd fight

sometimes i hurt so much that i cant help but think ur right...
maybe ve should break up so i can commit suicide! 

you dont -- even knov the half of --
everything im feeling --
looking at the ceiling

thinking that ill die today, 
asking if this is okay, 
do i even really vant 
things to keep being this vay?

rip out my heart
u tear me apart

tell me vhy you
alvays gotta make it hard

if you really 
didnt vanna be vith me
you could tell the from start
u dont gotta play the part.

u tell me ur not good, no ur no good for my mental
but u say that its my choice
vell its funny cus im mentally
not alvays on my best
on my best fucking behavior
yea i stopped cutting my vrists
but youre still the one i vait for

i need you here tonight
but i also vish youd die
sometimes i vish id yell
soemtimes i vish that ve'd fight

sometimes i hurt so much that i cant help but think ur right...
maybe ve should break up so i can commit suicide! 

but if im telling the truth
and i'm not telling a lie
i just feel so alone
i only wanted you by my side...

fightingw/uuu (prod. fallenang3lx)

prod wisssery

im only myself when ur next to me <3

october

welcome 2 my nightmare [hellA]

mixed, mastered by INHE11
produced by @1lav
featuring @luvhexx

lyrics coming soon

THORN UNDER FLESH ᛉ luvhex (lavendr)

prod. takuori
@hxnterbtw
omg im in the club
bitch im hella fucking crunk
cut my wrist dont give a fuck
cut my fucking arm up

yea i rly hate my life
slit my throat and say goodbye
cant u dance with me tonight
grab the knife its fight or flight

bitch its fight or flight
u n me were gonna die
hold my fucking hand
its a murder suicide

come with me
can u kiss me
w ur knife
its so hot i wanna bleed

aaaaaa

@amecandy
when i when i  met u u set a blaze inside my heart
wtf even happened can we just restart
i dont know what to do cuz i cant feel for u
im trapped in my mind but i dont wanna lose u

im a suicidal bitch warning signs on me 
biohazard on my wrist, bites all on my sleeve :3
dont know why the fuck u even like me ??

obsessed, so depressed stab me twice plz..
when u text me i feel so confided
i dont even kno if i rly like it
streaming all ur songs it makes me fucking cry
pretty little snow_angel ima take my life

angel murder suicide 𓆩♡𓆪 ft. hxnterbtw

out of luck! (^-^*)ノ##gluttony *vaylin777*

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