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Pupsies  <3

ilybeam

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i see gyaru girls in their skirts i make them twirl
i love to puke i love to hurl
now watch me dripping with some pearls u see me walking down the streets stay in my house i’m such a neet hop back up in the two seat 

and i got my glasses on my face and nobody fkn knows me hidden from the public blood in my cup straight from a nosebleed puking out my insides out vomit all over the car seat let’s get fucked up let’s get fucked up

i see paparazzi and i see my fans surround me i see my haters in the crowd it got me steady laughing i’m off a lot of drugs and it got my vision faded i say i hate myself and ending it is so related

and now i’ll hurt myself it’s become so numb to me and i will slice my body into pieces scrapes all on my fucking knees
hurt myself now don’t need no sympathy
i just need the whole wide world i just need them to see me

gyarupop anthem **paparazzi** (sephyro)

LOST MY DS STYLUS

punkinloveee - shoot me like a camera (prod. dullxx)

i'm like yeah +kets4eki (pr0xy wasty)

let me show you off online (d3r)

@skypebf
@marrymeproz

lyrics: 

ang3lx
we fell in love in the club tonight
poppin bottles dancing all night long
bad bitches everywhere in sight
we in the club and they playing my song
we fell in love in the club tonight
poppin percies dancing all night long
yea we high asf taking flight
is that your bitch dancing in a thong

skypebf
omg baby do u reallly wanna be with me tonight
wanna hold u so tight wanna fuck u so right
fuckin give u my all but u won’t even call
idk what to do omg i’m so through 
never mind i lied all i ever wanted was you
do u really feel it too that’s it’s only me and you
oh oh oh oh idk what to do
b-b-baby all i want is you

pröz
s-s-saw her in the club she was drinking vodka lime
cupid hit me like a truck baby shake it one more time
lately i been feeling stuck pray to god send me a sign
and she looking like the one shawty dressed up to the nines
i was down before you came my way
yeah she found me in a hopeless place
bopping at the rave on x today
girl i need you in my life like yesterday

ang3lx
we fell in love in the club tonight
poppin bottles dancing all night long
bad bitches everywhere in sight
we in the club and they playing my song
we fell in love in the club tonight
poppin percies dancing all night long
yea we high asf taking flight
is that your bitch dancing in a thong

SPOTIFY

we fell in love + skypebf & pröz (prod fallen ang3lx)

TO MY CRUSH<3 (sped up) prod. stummyyy

i wanna kms so fucking bad holy shit

PROD. WASTY

i got an emo chick with balls 
cus she aint a pussy
giving me head because she loves me
i know ur jealous of me
pin her up against the wall
while im sucking on her (haha)
and she asked me for a molly
but she aint gettin it from me

yea I'm doubling my money
watch you fumbling is funny
I be livin my life
yea I got her calling me honey

when we're both feeling h-
ill show her every co-
yeah meet me at the hotel baby cus tonight

we gonn fuck this place up
next-door neighbours, give a fuck
ugh they wanna kick us out
we gonn show them what is up

I GOT AN EMO CHICK WITH BALLS XD (WASTY)

song by https://soundcloud.com/luu-pink
1/2 of the pink luu duo

Lyrics:
[luu:]
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Caught in a xan romance
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Caught in a xan romance
Na-Na-Na-Nah nah, nein nein nein
Ich bin way too high
Ich hab keine Zeit
Gib mir die Benzos ja
Nah nah, nein nein nein
Ich bin way too high
Ich hab keine Zeit
Gib mir die Benzos
Ich will dein Body
Ich will dein Genick
Ich will dein Head
So lange ich's krieg
Ich will die drugs
Drugs drugs drugs
Ich will die drugs
Gib mir das drama
Ja wegen den drugs
Ich will am Ende
Dass du mich dann hasst
Ich will die drugs
Drugs drugs drugs
Ich will die
Drugs drugs drugs
Ich will die drugs
Du weißt ja ich brauch dich
Du weißt ja ich lieb dich
Aber ich will
Auch die xans

Will deine love aber
Will auch die xans
Girl I am
Caught in a xan romance
Will deine hugs aber
Will auch die drugs
That's no love
That's just a xan romance
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Caught in a xan romance
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Caught in a xan romance

[syris:]
Turn it up, baby ya turn it up
Turn it up, baby ya turn it up
I'm in the party, ya I'm so fucked up
These bitches wanna fuck
But they can't get none
Go ahead talk bitch
I don't really care at all
I'm in the back, ya I'm fucked up
Cutting on my wrist
Can't believe this
Baby tell me that you'll never quit
Wanna die, but I still wanna turn up
Wanna die, baby do you still want some

[luu:]
Du weißt ja ich brauch dich
Du weißt ja ich lieb dich
Aber ich will
Auch die xans

Will deine love aber
Will auch die xans
Girl I am
Caught in a xan romance
Will deine hugs aber
Will auch die drugs
That's no love
That's just a xan romance
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Caught in a xan romance
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Caught in a xan romance
Na-Na-Na-Nah nah, nein nein nein
Ich bin, way too high
Ich hab keine Zeit
Gib mir die Benzos ja
Nah nah, nein nein nein
Ich bin, way too high
Ich hab keine Zeit
Gib mir die Benzos

xan romance +syris [lonestar]

old 2021 song from @gly9h my old project

this might be my last song it might not be music isnt rlly enjoyable for me anymore i only post bc ik u guys like it

dick :3 (ilybeam)

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/1BrCl2khdf1jTSaufbBXnl?si=0leNQUWRQ6WyZ5B5Q-nURg


Baby give ur blood in the Twilight 
Baby I'm in love with fucking suicide
Slit my throat I really wanna die 
Xo xo let's get fucked up tonight

Baby I'm in love with fucking suicide
Slit my throat I really wanna die 
Xo xo let's get fucked up tonight 
Make me kill myself I'm going mainstream
I can fuck ur head or fuck u up bitch 
Ur a psycho girl with all that goth shit 
I'm a vampire boy and I'll cut my wrists 

I'm on fucking stange
see me throw up 
On these drugs I rave 
I'm really high n drunk 
I'm from outta space
Can't understand us
On 6 pills I race 
I'll have a heart attack 

Baby give ur blood in the Twilight 
Baby I'm in love with fucking suicide
Slit my throat I really wanna die 
Xo xo let's get fucked up tonight

DJ EBAN (DJ ЕБАН).mp3

JERK!

axiee - SWEET 6TEEN ft. roshyw (xgatteora)

mistake ☆ prod. by neverforever

sry 4 falling off lol

listen idk the beat SAID osquinn type beat SOOOOO i tagged it as that <-- listened to only one osquinn song )) but its ok cus no one is listening to this shit anyways

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TMMIWfZUT4

open up your eyes i dont wanna do this anymore so i tried to be different but nothing really changed guess ill always been the same so i always write the same songs guess that im a fraud u cant see me in my real life you dont know me like u think u do i dont wanna mess around cus yall just play me like a fool
tell me whats so wrong with me that u can laugh and still amke fun cus when ur done ill fix it up and we can act like nothing happened
one thing i never understood was how i need to toughen up
liek what the fuck?
dont u think
maybe they should just shut up?
but they dont so ill live, gotta get a thicker skin
cus sometimes theyre just right about me
im a fucking bitch

oh my god youre always in my head
always telling me im nothing
‘youd be better off dead’
but i know itsd nothing special
know im not the onl one
so i guess ill suck it up
better luck
next time
shut it up
shut my mouth
ill get out, and youll never have to hear me
cus all that i do is complain
that no one ever sees me
if youre seeing this then hey hello
from now into the future but it doesnt matter cus ive never changed

when you hear these dumb ass lyrics
know that i am still the same
cus i tried to be different
but nothing has really changed

changes (p. evelost + di4umi + dramaturg)

i- i- i- i- i- i- 
i got hos doin c0ke in my r00m no we wont live long
she wet like a monsoon so i hit dat shi raw
she make me do bad things ya she make me break da law
idk whats comin n i think i dont want 2
shad0ww bches in my room n i think they wanna fuk me
gettin lost in da pleasure im movin like a zombie
she look up at da nite sky
she dont c no god doe
she dont care about lyfe 
she just want me pronto

idnt fw ppl
why they fw me thoe
im so dissapointed
evry 1 so feeble
punch u in da throat 
n i slit my fkn wrist thoe
lemme drink ur blood cup my fkn fist ho
idnt even kn0 where were goin next
ion ion ion evenwanna break up w a text
igot knives in my head n dey comin 4 yr kneck
bch i donkno where u goin tryna runnup w no legs

i got hos doin coke in my r00m no we wont live long
she wet like a monsoon so i hit dat shi raw
she make me do bad things ya she make me break da law
ion kno whats comin n i think i
i got hos doin coke in my r00m no we wont live long
she wet like a monsoon so i hit dat shi raw
she make me do bad things ya she make me break da law
idnt kno what comin n i think i dont want 2
think i dont want 2
think i dont want 2
bch ill fkn kill u 
bch ill fkn UH

[iamsodead]
hit me up on myspace 
vamp bich tryna suk my dick
???
make it strip
???
in da fukin party party
domo bag on my back im sw4ggd out
fuk it up cuz im a rockstar
??? yea i fkn rock hard
??? yea we in da fukin club
???
lemme feel u up bby leme feel ur fakeluv
lemme feel u up bby leme feel ur fakeluv
lemme feel u up bby leme feel ur fakeluv
feel u up feel u up lemme feel ur fake fake lluv

lemme feel ur fakeluv
lemme feel ur fakeluv
lemme feel ur fakeluv
lemme feel ur fakeluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuv

fakeluv ft iamsodead /prod yuhi/

thief (wasty) 1/27/2023

prod ilybeam

@xannndera
@p6inkillr
@ilybeam

@xanndnera
i dont care if u hate me
i might go insane off the drugs that ive been lacing
feels better when im not w u like can u change me
like please dont call my cell all the way i feel so basic

I DONT KNOW IF ITS LIE IF ITS TRUE
I SPENT MORE TIME WITH BLUE THEN U LIKE ITS A DOOM
ANOTHER HOPELESS DAY I FEEL JUST LIKE A ZOMBIE
TELL ME IF THAT OKAY I WANT U TO FUCKING CUT ME

@p6inkillr
binging drugs all night when we fucking fight
i cant stand it anymore, none of ur fucking lies
yeah u left me in a trance, so hypnotized
fell in love at first sight when i looked into ur eyes
feel just like a xanax made my heart slow
i dont even know whats going right inside my nose tho
only care bout getting high i might just have a heart attack
drop right on the floor and theres no way ima make it back

@xannndera
ill be goin far away
js to dont feel too much pain
yes she used me i dont even care
cuz i might have killed myself
i js wish to fall apart n i wish to see ur face again
never wanted much, i know u prolly dont feel the same
i js couldnt get it why u always had to lie
i know u prolly hate me n i feel that i shld end my life

ur acting like u dont know me
ur love is just like morphine
girl why ur so addictive
i need just some endorphins
u cover it with glitter
its diacetylmorphine
these scrathes on ur back
ye ill pop another molly

i dont care if u hate me
i might go insane off the drugs that ive been lacing
feels better when im not w u like can u change me
like please dont call my cell all the way i feel so basic

I DONT KNOW IF ITS LIE IF ITS TRUE
I SPENT MORE TIME WITH BLUE THEN U LIKE ITS A DOOM
ANOTHER HOPELESS DAY I FEEL JUST LIKE A ZOMBIE
TELL ME IF THAT OKAY I WANT U TO FUCKING CUT ME

diacetylmorphine w/ p6inkillr (ilybeam)

gotmefkdup + iamsodead /prod 3witch/

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

ohhhh, you got me fucked up
bitch u poppin pills 
all i knows u getting messed up
i said that i love u but 
its like u js dont give a fuck
fucking up ur body and ur mind, 
ya ur outta luck


told u, need u so bad 
feel it in my stomach
throwing up now, got me troubled, got me carsick
put a bullet in ur skull
cus u said u cant stand it
living life's hard but i need u so bad, fuck this
fuck you
you too
told u that i loved u but you dont, do you
if u did u wouldnt put that shit all inside u
fucking up ur mind too
fucking up our chance to be together 

u dont give a fuck, whatever 
ohhhhhhhhhhh
noooooooooooooo
ohhhhhhhhhhhhh

kill yourself if you rlky want to
who am i to stop u
overdose 
js let go
nobody can help u
u dont give a fuck bout me
its so fucking clear to see
u dont care bout anyone
call it quits cus we are done

i cant take the fucking pain
of watching u deteriotate
so im gna walk away
fuck u bitch, made my heart break

fuck u , all u do is take
take away
the only thing
that i loved
its not enough
clearly u dont give a fuck

loved you. - slowed vers. (takuori)

loved you. - sped up vers. (takuori)

sorry for posting mid... please listen to my music guys.. i promise ill make a good scenecore song soon.. i know its mid.. please be kind...

iss this my wholee lifeeee?????
i gues that im a fucking loser ic ant takei t
doing all the human things i need to make it
finally got that job and go to work but i dont do shit
feeling useless
whats the use this--

is all is stupid

i dont really understand
if this is all there is
i wanted to die before
now i really think ill disappear 
now im really sure
i dont even know why im still here

and i try to make the most
of every single day
and i try to love myself
try to take the pain away

try to be peace in ur life
but i give up every time
i know this is so pathetic
but i only feel like crying

yea i finally got my job
and im going back to school
and im doing all the things
that i was supposed to do

so why do i feel so screwed
screwed up in my head
wishing i was dead
wishing i was dead

yeah i knew that this would happen
i knew i couldnt do it
i know that im not human

tell me why
is this my
is this my whole lifeeee?

is this my whole lifeee?
is this my whole lifee??
id rahter die...
is this my whole lifeee?
do this till i cry??
do this till i die??
is this my whole lifeee?

is this my whole life?

is this my whole life? (prod. ilybeam)

Remix of my song "I don't know what I feel" with my bro @iamsodead and @kittylvr
#nihil

I don't know what I feel (ft. iamsodead & kittylvr)

idontexist2u (prod neverforever)

Mistakezzz

Mistakezzz (Sped Up)

lmk if u guys vant on all plats >_<

#Nihil

@iamsodead -
Call me on my cellphone tell me why we gotta stop??
I’m never gonna let it go cuz I’m feelin so stuck:/
Tell me what you need cuz I’m never gonna give up
T-t-tell me what you need cuz I’m never gonna give up

pupsies -
only wanna give u love
only wanna b enough
u tell me its js too tuff
guess i caught u on ur bluff

only wanna give u love
boy u got me crying tears
wondering why ur not here
i js wanna disappear

i needed you, all the fucking time
but you hung up every night
u were never by my side
boy js say ill be alright

and ill give u all my love
and ill kiss u all the time
yea ill kiss u all the time

..

cus i-

tell me !!! + iamsodead (prod. iamsodead)

i destroy myself [ilybeam]

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