Glad ur back! hope ur doing a better, this song is beautiful we love you pupsies stay safe!

had to make a new account but what happened to your socials? you vanished :(

i see your back on ig!! i'm happy!! but do you have a tiktok or a discord server!!? I really liked being in your community

Copy of Daily Drops

kandii bandage (w/ apri1) [prod. nokia2k]

"yo do some bs on this beat bro" 
"aight"
1 hour later.........

-- lyr --
eugh.. he’s soooo fucking cringe… 
yikes…
—

gotta be ur own friend
cus ur no one on ur own
my bad, nah i aint the problem
needed me cus ur alone

try to be someone who’s liked
cus u got no fuckin’ soul
kinda gross
ur kinda nasty
lyin’ ‘bout sipping on lean
— u say “drank drank drank”
what the fuck that even mean?

u got everybody laughing
like.. goddamnnn even me!

we gotta inject fuckin’ heroin
inside of ur veins
u can chase the high
i hope u die
just so i can say

“all u know abt is pain
how it feel to know u cant love nothing but what u can gain?”

just so that i can say
all u know abt is pain
how it feel to know u cant love nothing but what u can gain
how it feel to know u cant love nothing but what u can gain

-but what u can gain

but what u can gain

u got fucked up
somethings wrong inside ur brain
theres no cure
what a shame
got no fame to ur own name

lyin’ ‘bout sipping on lean
— u say “drank drank drank”
what the fuck that even mean??

— u say “drank drank drank”
what the fuck u even mean??
bitch y u lying to me?

all u love is what u gain but u still need more…

lyin’ ‘bout sipping on lean
— u say “drank drank drank”
what the fuck that even mean??

u say “drank drank drank”
what the—?!

luv&lean (prod. iamsodead)

idk // @\nickspinal (og photographer)
lyrics --

id rather not have friends
cus what if they’re too kind to me
making up my mind.
tell me, is that fine?
i dont wanna fight myself 
but i cant hold a light
slipping thru my hands like time, its faster
i can’t run cant stand i’m tired

wired, tight around my wrists and chest

tell me what i did so wrong
why cant this be over yet?

tell me what i did so wrong
why cant this be over yet?

tell me what i did so wrong
tell me, sorry, i forget..

memory of a goldfish
left and overfed
floating at the top inside a tank
“is she really dead?”

you can stuff me full
ill take it all
so you know that i tried

one day, lie down with myself and i
“mom, did i do alright?”

(4 bar)

wanna tell me who ill be?
tell me all ‘bout my potential
do you still feel pity knowing that its all js theoretical?

i know who i am,
im living outside ecstasy
i dont need u to see me separately 
u wont believe im whole

you refuse to see the mess ive made

i know who i am
just all of the things ill never be


i know who i am:
all the things ill never be

i know who i am:
all the things you won’t believe

i know who i am:
just all of the things ill never be

i know who i am:
all the things ill never be

i know -

you don’t know the real me, you see me as your ideal
you don’t love me, just the idea that ill be something real
i am nothing, in the ground, im dirt. im just a piece of earth
loving with no expectation doesnt work, can i return? can’t take no more…!

i know who i am,
im living outside ecstasy
i dont need u to see me separately 
u wont believe im whole

you refuse to see the mess ive made

i know who i am
just all the things ill never be

i know who i -
all the things ill never be

i know who i am:
all the things you won’t believe

i know who i am:
all the things you still wont see

i know who i am:
just all of the things ill never be…
 

i know who i am.
i know -
i know who i am 

i know who i am:
all the things ill never be

i know who i am.
i know theres no better me.

i know who i am (prod. tiresss)

https://soundcloud.com/makemeapromise
thnks 4 the prod :)

this is an old song i did
sry for not uploading, my mic is broken and ive just been having life troubles lol.
pupsies fall off </3

lyr
-
oh..
in the distance
i can feel your presence
do you feel my heart yet
do you feel my heart rate
oh my head is dizzy
and the room is spinning
can you say you love me
do you love me, sweetie?
can you even say the truth?
kiss me, make our lips feel new
i dont know what to do
dont know what to do with you
no i dont know what to do
with you

heartrate (@prodsurgeon)

individual trax on all other platformz <3
-
0:00 - keep u close
1:58 - every part of me
3:28 - hollow
-
lyrix:
(keep u close)
no matter how it is
ill always keepUclose2Me
I fall and drown in an abyss
im needing you right beside me
been so long since i had someone I like
if it was really worth it
would you bring me down with you?
like i said you'd do
i know that theres someone out there
that likes the same stuff that i pursue
but it never comes thru

i think bout when i was a kid and how i grew
before my innocence and was stripped
put me together with glue
wake up, make a song, and smoke up in my room
theres nothing that i can do without all of you

i rise and fall
theres highs
theres lows
i died so long ago
my soul is gone
feel like a drone

(every part of me)
sorry sometimes im toxic
at least i keep it honest
my minds so cold and rotten
dont think you can save me
js take me away
i showed you every part of me
you left me feeling so empty
my heart torn up and so heavy
i hate the fact that you dread me
its alright, thats js a lie
i kept on trying for us
it wasn't right
my lifes so dry so i get high
swear i had enuff
get u out of my sight

i cry
just another shitty day
shitty week that pass by
dont try to lie
c it in ur face everything u wanna hide
so focused on all of the right things i cant keep struggling with
im so exhausted but at least i got some life experience

I showed you every part of me
you left me feeling so empty
my heart torn up and so heavy
i hate the fact that you dread me
its alright, thats js a lie
i kept on trying for us
it wasn't right
my lifes so dry so i get high
swear i had enuff
get u out of my sight

(hollow)
im never fine
couple moments that were alright
but its life
swear im wrong but bby yk that im right
a bond between us that cant break
forever tied
crazy how it ended were both alone

rain is falling down again
im standing drenched in torment
(im standing in im standing in the raaaain)
gonna fry my brain again
why cant i ever js forget
(tryna heal, im tryna heal this pain)

im hollow
cant follow 2 ur bullshit
its a chore
im a bore
im so shallow
but somehow u thought i was different than what i c in myself all the time
everything was alright
recently its been on my mind
looking for love all my life
moving on took so much time i cant lie
sometimes i miss how it was but theres been bettr timezz :)

fall & drown in an abyss

Spotify

fall & drown in an abyss (blackwinterwells) *EP*

https://youtu.be/7Bl6f7RB62s?si=b4o42brl2t0XoWiD
recreating this song i made at 12-13 years old <3 prod me
shoutout abbybun / z1 4 the coverrr
-
& I feel good, got a Monster in my hand
way im Walking thru the snow yeah I'm feeling like the man
Got my opps all jealous cuz im fukkin up these bands
im a fucking king u cant b posted on my land
And I feel good, got a blunt in my hand
gotta flex hit my dance put the money in the bag
They praying on my downfall but I always bounce back
Twitter talking shit but we know you is a fan

Painted nails black and a Hello Kitty jacket
If he talking shit pull up on 'em and we smack 'em
If u catch me outside then yk im never lacking
doki doki gurl ur so crazy cant imagine
That's the truth
I can't percieve you, think I need you
You need me to understand through
Say you care for mе and I care for you
But the love hurts, you know it's truе
I don't know what the fuck to do
I don't stress it, it will be over soon
Life sucks but yk i never lose
bounce back gotta get in my groove
and we all in the club with the bros
We talking to your girl, she said doe
if we talk i dont mean to be rude
Walk around and I feel like the dude

SPOTIFY

FEEL GOOD >:3 (VIDEO IN DESC)

TRICKSTER'S LUCK

CHARLlE KlRK WAS A GUY THAT DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE TO JOIN A GANG. THAT WAS HIS FIRST CHOICE OF WHAT HE WANTED TO DO, CAREER-WISE. NO CRAP HE GOT POPPED BY SOMEONE IN HIS OWN CLIQUE. USUALLY WE DON'T MOURN THIS TYPE OF GUY UNLESS WE'RE RELATED TO THEM. I THINK IT'S ACTUALLY SO SAD THAT THIS HAD TO HAPPEN... IN THE SAME 24 HOURS THAT THE US SENATE VOTED TO CONCEAL THE E-------N FILES...

I bent my head
I bend my spine forever
You hold my hand
I know I hold your hand too hard
Curl up in a circle
So broken-skin, so raw
There was a girl who was ugly forever and ever, amen
I swear it never gets easier
I swear it never gets better
I know if I admit to pain, we'll live the pain together
Too bad
So much gets said
But what gets it done?
What gets it done?

I know I look dumb
The type of dumb you would want
I want a lot to be blunt
It’s like you’re right all along

I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I'm just not like that
I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I’m just not like that

I 
I wanted something more than you could give
I
I
I wanted something more than you could give me

I hope you get to stay the way you are
I start to lose my posture
My spine sticks out the back of my neck
My hand, hitched up on angles
So broken-skin, still so raw to the touch
A finger in the wound is never enough for me
I swear it only gets easier
I swear it only gets better
I know if i admit to pain, we’ll live the pain together
If the road becomes the goal
We’ll ride it out to blackness
I try so hard
All fxcking day
All my efforts work backwards

My Neck

beautifully made composition is all thanks to @elujjin everyone say thank you elujjin for making the song 100x better!
it will release on plats within the next few days :D please stream it and share with your friends! ^_^ 
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Baby, why you lying
Why you playin' in my face

You go playin' with my feelings
Then I pull myself away

Tell me, is it all in my head
Tell me what did I do wrong

Maybe at the very least 
Could I get a heads up

When's it my turn 
To be selfish

When's it my turn 
To be selfish

Baby, why you lying
Why you playin' in my face

You go playin with my feelings
then i pull myself away


i don’t need to worry ‘bout the future 
i know that its nothing to you
i can think about right now and make a song 
its nothing new

you know its true
you fucking do
playing dumb like you don’t know it hurts
like you don’t got a clue

whats the point of saying it to your face
when you make me sick
you only make me wa-aste

waste my time on lies
on jokes.. its fine
i need someone to stay here 
to call my line
to call my li-ine

“you seem upset?”
sorry i cant hide it
sorry that i’m like this
jealousy’s a sickness
gets inside my skin

its insidious 
like an idiot, 
i sit and wait
as if you would give me a kiss

i know i’m secondary
in your life, i know its true
id write your obituary
would you write one for me too

i know i’m not dead yet
i promise one day soon though
you will finally get to know 
what it’s like, to be alone


if i kill myself maybe everyone would remember who i was
who i was
who i was
who i was
who i was
who i was

if i kill myself maybe everyone would remember
who i was
who i was
who i was
who i was

see me as who i could have been if i never loved anyone. 

you can go and say you’re sorry for the past, that’s dead and gone
you can do the common courtesy and then get to move on
you can act and play the part so you can still feel go—od
you can do whatever that you think you fucking sho—uld

you can go and say you’re sorry for the past, that’s dead and gone
you can do the common courtesy and then get to move on
you can go and play the part so you can still feel go—od
you can do whatever that you think you fucking sho—uld

you can go and say you’re sorry for the past, that’s dead and gone
there is no forgiveness, why am i even making this song?
you can act and play the part so you can still feel go—od
you can do whatever that you think you fucking sho—uld

you can go and say you’re sorry for the past, that’s dead and gone
there is no forgiveness, why am i even making this song?
bound to make hist’ry repeat itself, rewriting the same hook
you can do whatever, except think ‘bout if you sho—uld!

whatever you want. (symphony) (prod. Elujjin)

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My future bass remix of Seori's "Run" featuring Paul Blanco 😊

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