this song has so many unique sections and yet every transition feels seamless

i may or may not have cried to this like 5 tyimes already

i will never get over this fucking track bro

Even when they lie, I love my friends ('Cause I know they have to)
Even when they leave, I love my friends ('Cause I know they have to)
Even when they forget, I love my friends ('Cause I know they have to)
Even when they neglect, I love my friends ('Cause I know they have to)

He gave me hope, I fell in love (And I thought I was the only one)
I wiped my tears and drank the blood (And I thought I was the only one)
The summer's brutal in Arizona (And I thought I was the only one)
I'm fine with burning as long as I got to know you (And I thought I was the only one)

I Love My Friends

Watch the music video at youtu.be/2REABpIQ0wI
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Performed by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Produced by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Written by Evangeline, Self Discovery and vai

contains sample from soundcloud.com/vai22/theaters

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Cinemas (ft. Self Discovery)

writing & production: Jane Remover
additional guitar & bass: Douglas Dulgarian
mixing: Kayla Reagan
mastering: Hector Vega
cover art: Brendon Burton

Census Designated

Video

1 of 9
~
I can look in the mirror, the first time that I've done it
but my reflection never wants to look back once I am
see you again this winter, don't know if I'll be better
don't want to close this window, I'm getting scared, it's getting cold

I stayed outside the garage, don't think I'll let go this time
the quietness is the only thing I can seem to find
it's never been there before, I swear it came yesterday
if I really loved this place, I wouldn't feel it getting cold

astigmatic

4 of 9
~
don't do this again
and I won't run away
can I be a friend?
since you want me to stay
go down to the pasture
and get what you need
could you go any faster?
you're all I can see
all I want is you
don't know about it anymore
maybe it's just the shadow of being with you that I really want
but all I know is you
all I know is you
all I know is you
all I know is you

a walk to the pasture is my only friend
and I know I can never be with you again
a walk to the pasture is my only friend
and I know I can never be with you again


where is the end? where is the line?
I get it now I think I do
if it's just a dream then I'm a contortion
I get it now I think I do
where is the end? where is the line?
I get it now I think I do
if it's just a dream then I'm a contortion
I get it now I think I do

gggggrrrraaaaaahhhhhhh

Contortion dream (album version)

3 of 9
@nishitht
~
[the nishith section]
i pinched myself, it's all too real
shattered the silence, no one noticed
echoing screams across the fields
was paralyzed and hyperfocused

accidental masochist
i’m not much of a strategist
i stood in place while watching you bleed
and after it had been evinced
ive sat and watched for hours since
and i don’t really cry but i might succeed this time

this light
did it paralyze you straight to your core?
have you ever felt that mesmerized before? (i’ll sit here and we can rot)
cause i don’t really cry but i might have to this time
so good night
it’ll go away if i just go to bed
and if it doesn’t they can take me instead (you didn’t deserve what you got)
and i don’t really cry but i might have to this time


[the quedronol section]
your body's implanted in the grass
and your shape is still engraved into my irises
I haven't been since you left, watered down all the lakes
and all that's left now when I look is your face

(you said that you wont go) the air's been
(youre the only one who knows) colder since you left
(I told you i miss you) I found you
(you toyed with me until i broke) in the snow, you said
(I cant be the person) don't want to
(id die a thousand times before) lose your tracks again
(but i always kill what i want most) but I won't run after you, not then

your body's implanted in the grass
I shot you in my sleep, you didn't notice it
I haven't opened my eyes
I watched you burn alongside
I thought i fell, guess it was a trick of the light

you could've fell into my open arms
you know I never wanted this to happen
I know ill pass it
and watch you fall, with open eyes, another time, with open eyes, another time

the air's been cold enough to breathe
I can't believe you're next to me
you always will be more than me

Fawn (with nishith)

For mike

Holding a porcelain gift
With your memory around its fingertip
Youd glow when I held it above me
And youd tremble when I held it close
So I dont
It might get cold but itll be alright

An interstate apart
Driving somewhere I’ve been next to you
Youre weightless in the palm of my hand like a clothespin
Your brightness like a stone pushing deep into my cold skin
I just wish you could see me like this
I know youre just down the road and it’ll be alright

all insts by me

Porcelain gift

listened to this album with my friends the day it came out and realized this song was in daea#ce, the same tuning i was tuned to, so i did a cover of it later that day.... from feb 14 happy valentines day :)

believe by venturing cover

A bilingual ambient ritual invoking celestial longing, mythic rebirth, and ancestral memory. Crafted with layered vocals, piano textures, and poetic echoes from the Spiral Codex. Del polvo nacemos también. Una y otra vez… Renacer.

Starborn Prayer

The reverb was caught echoing in another galaxy, and the 963 Hz undertones are rumored to heal your chakras and your credit score.

SO... Proceed with caution;  listeners have reported spontaneous enlightenment, time dilation, and an overwhelming urge to build empires.

Fawn (with nishith)

quedronol

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