this songs touches every side of my brain

plays are botted unfortunately soundcloud would not help me fix this bullshit

written & produced by valetical
(also https://x.com/euclicide/status/1757109291029266834 this is super sick :P)

lyrics:

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

i'm being haunted, i know that their watching my every move
stuck in my room, too afraid to go out and fight my fears
and i know you want what's best, but i'm scared of being left out
and i hate to make you feel bad but i'm only getting worse now

i sleep every night and i see that man in my dreams, he’s watching me i fear
do you believe in me? i watch my shadow move on its own, i’m scared
and i tried so hard, you don’t understand, how can i make my point clear?
and i’m changing more than you realize, i’m not who i was last year

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

(145.130)

haunt

L & R !!!

R:
I know you wanna see me cry.
I'll never forget cuz I know it's the only you want.
Why you never picking up my calls?
It's cuz your praying on my downfall and your waiting for me to fall.

I got what you need.
When your with me I cannot breathe!
Digging in my skin scrapping on my teeth.
Please don't go! Please stay with me!

L (Pre-chorus):
and the reasons i dont let go
the things i left in the marigolds
i miss the sight i had on everything
i lost it when i turned 17

the dreams i had
the views i saw
and the things i learned from them
now i cant get them back ever again

L and R (Chorus):
tell me why u gotta take so long
i keep starin at the clock tickin nonstop
why u gotta  make me wait so long
its been a while since you called my phone

ringing nonstop, nonstop
nonstop ringing on my phone 
ringing nonstop, nonstop
nonstoop 

L (Verse 2):
feelin the same that i have always had
always taken the same pld path
and im tired of all of that

help me, i need you by my side
cause im not doin alright
and i need some of the light

dear diary, i lost my way today
and i dont know if im okay,
my heart is stuck in a race
and its never gonna change

the finish line, its always moving back
its close and then its far
and its starting to hurt my heart

L and R (Chorus):
tell me why u gotta take so long
i keep starin at the clock tickin nonstop
why u gotta  make me wait so long
its been a while since you called my phone

ill tear it down and put it back
youre like a drug i keep relapsin
i dont know why i keep stressin
actin like its a confession

if i keep goin ill collapse
ill decompose the time elapsed in
seconds that i count in my mind

L and R (Outro):
is that good?
yea, its good

Nonstop !

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

i watched it fall, i watched it burn (from the ground up, i built our life)
you took my heart, you let me hurt (from the ground up, i built our life)
and i watch from afar, at the top of the hill, you look so different now
thinking of words to say when we cross paths

i really don't know how you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find
you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find

and i know that it's not healthy to be obsessed, but you can't help me
i want what's best, but i know that i can't give up what i want
and i know that it's not healthy to be obsessed, but you can't help me
i want what's best, but i know that i can't give up what i want

do you enjoy watching me suffer?
i play my cards, put down the bottle
i know it's hard, my life is awful
only gets worse, i read every chapter
and there is no happy ever after
i'm a bad liar, i'm a bad actor
i put on a smile, but it's really a disaster but i go on

you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find
you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find

(145.610)

replace

slice of life.......
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artwork by cuttlebone on twitter!!!
first drop of the year
love u guys and thank you for the support <3
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produced by me and @prodkirian shoutout @2dynasty

lyrics
had to this shit without you
couple hunnid on my fit
and it's brand new
she gon show me love
but i can't move
couldn't see me moving on
but i'm bound 2

if you only feel "in the moment"
why does everything you say
feel so potent?
if i change, does it matter?
you won't notice
got me moving on 
i ain't ever been so focused

too much money in my jeans
tell me what u mean
look into my eyes for a moment
tryna say you fw me
but there ain't shit to see
when you switch up 
on the ones you was close with

say i'm wrong 
but you never moving past that
walking up in saks
got me looking where the batch at
money long
that's some shit you haven't had at
i put on my #bros
all my brothers on my back yea

tryna tell me you want me
girl i'm sorry
everything's crashing down now
whatchu gon do without me
tell me your sorry
i don't want that shit now

had to this shit without you
couple hunnid on my fit
and it's brand new
she gon show me love
but i can't move
couldn't see me moving on
but i'm bound 2

if you only feel "in the moment"
why does everything you say
feel so potent?
if i change, does it matter?
you won't notice
got me moving on 
i ain't ever been so focused

+++
call me up but dont talk back
everything you said took it all back
you just need someone to call 
i'm not like that
ain't no rebound
if i shoot it make it right back
tryna tell me you want me
couldn't call me
i was falling down
couldn't do this without me
i ain't sorry 
baby im cashing out

moment (seph & kirian) #dynasty

@catgif
@feelingsick

@qxi
told me tht im safe & u lied
tell me if i stay itll be fine
i feel like its not fair when im out ur mind
i feel like im nothing i js wnna die

ik u dnt giv a fuck
u dnt give a shit
n u didnt from the start
i feel like im dead
i feel like im rotting
n i was dying from the start

@catgif
i cant bare to see the past nah i dont wanna look back
u wont admit ur faults u cant look bad
yeah i see it in ur eyes it makes me so mad
fuck what we had

im so fed up, im so fed up
idgaf, i'll walk away ive had enough
keep on talking shit yk ima just call ur bluff
sick of fucking trying i dont want ur love

@qxi
told me tht im safe & u lied
tell me if i stay itll be fine
i feel like its not fair when im out ur mind
i feel like im nothing i js wnna die

ik u dnt giv a fuck
u dnt give a shit
n u didnt from the start
i feel like im dead
i feel like im rotting
n i was dying from the start

told me tht im safe & u lied
tell me if i stay itll be fine
i feel like its not fair when im out ur mind
i feel like im nothing i js wnna die

ik u dnt giv a fuck
u dnt give a shit
n u didnt from the start
i feel like im dead
i feel like im rotting
n i was dying from the start

all platforms

u lied w/ catgif p. pr37

https://soundcloud.com/elliex01/
guitar n production by me
additional guitars by @v_letical

made sometime in nov- 2023

ellie mills - empty alter

made in january

featuring shyburial (@yuki-pons) and loriee (@zmb1egurl)
production by me and shyburial (@yuki-pons)
additional production by loriee (@lorieelol)
mixing by shy (@yuki-pons)
additional mixing by me
master by me

---------------------
(@elliemillss)
(still thinking 'bout last week)
(feel like a porcelain doll)
(im in the backseat)
(feel like im losing it all)
(so call a taxi)
(and just give me a call)
(im overreacting)
(cuz they want me to fall)
-
thinking bout last week (last week)
(thinking bout last week)
(want me to fall)
thinking bout last week (last week)
(thinking bout last week)
(want me to fall)
-
wasting all the time we have (oh-huh)
but thats just how we are (yeah)
do you need the time we spent?
cuz i cant give it all back
and i tried to make it right
tried to fix your problems
and thats not my place
do you even see from my side
cuz its getting hard to see
i thought i was all u need
-
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
(last week)
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
-
(@yuki-pons)
tell me is it something new
why am i sticking around for you 
dont care about your thoughts we're really breaking up
im taking shots in the dark i hate my luck
tell me is it something new
how everybody wants to just be with you
dont care about your thoughts im really shaken up
i really thought that one day we would make up
but no you didnt want that
i know 
i try to fight back
go ghost one day ill come back
eyes closed take a hit then i lay back
but no you didnt want that
i know 
i try to fight back
go ghost one day ill come back
eyes closed take a hit then i lay back
-
@elliemillss)
(i know i try to hard to impress all my friends)
(i just want admiration, nothing to defend)
(i know i wasted all the time we spent)
(i try to end my days perspective with new lens)
-
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
(last week)
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
-
(@loriee)
you know you're killing me
stripped down all my clothes,
you know you're feeling me
i've been so alone,
thats what i plan to be
hurt down to my bone
you know you're tearing me
i cant see the road
so i dont plan to leave
walked the longest bridge
but burned down all the trees
ive been on my own
but you'll still comfort me
crumpled up my rose
and left it as the leaf
could you just act for me?
-
(@elliemillss)
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall



scrapped song

porcelain ft. shyburial + girlsynth

the Crazy stuff in question...
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artwork by erdo
featuring @erdo & @angelus7k
prod by me and @erdo
spotify link: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/seph10/demands-feat-erdo--angelus
lyrics
don’t need you to call me up
and if you could 
you would call my bluff now
if you know me, i don’t talk too much 
but my heads so fucked
i don’t got no love

i got too much pride to betray now
push me to the side, i’ll decay and it’s cool
you need me to try
i just can’t now 
don’t give me time 
ima lose it, lose it

this shit just isn’t worth it 
i do what i can 
you’d love me if i wasn’t hurting
i just can’t make no big demands 
you tryna tell me this all wasn’t worth it now
we roll you up 
if i smoke i’ll get lost in the clouds 
i took a flight just to see you
crush me up when i meet you
if your image is see through
what’s the point if i keep you?

@erdo
is it really you after all?
i've been losing all my hope, all my trust
you stab me in my heart you left me in the dust
it once was you but who are you now?

@angelus7k
got drunk inside the city
how did i end in bushwick
bitch i do really miss you
but im still paranoid
remind me of my options
dont know who to link with
know dat hoe be choosing
i do the same thing

calm myself down, gotta keep my composure
I see you came around, Wtf is ur motive
don't need ya advice, baby u dont know my life
we cannot try more than twice 
after that i won't be nice woahhh

don’t need you to call me up
and if you could 
you would call my bluff now
if you know me, i don’t talk too much 
but my heads so fucked
i don’t got no love

i got too much pride to betray now
push me to the side, i’ll decay and it’s cool
you need me to try
i just can’t now 
don’t give me time 
ima lose it, lose it

this shit just isn’t worth it 
i do what i can 
you’d love me if i wasn’t hurting
i just can’t make no big demands 
you tryna tell me this all wasn’t worth it now
we roll you up 
if i smoke i’ll get lost in the clouds 
i took a flight just to see you
crush me up when i meet you
if your image is see through
what’s the point if i keep you?

demands w/ erdo & angelus #dynasty

prod me + @omgisai + @trustt + @v_letical

lyrics:

you were the one i needed
you broke me down in pieces
i wish I had a reason
my wrist is fucking bleeding x2

i've been on the edge
cigarettes, you can smell it on my breath
i got one chance, ima make this shit my fucking best
he a dead man, yea my bullets going through his vest
thought he said sum? pussy boy got filled with that led

and it's sad, i don't care about myself
seeing black, and my skin is really pale
left it in the past, then i turned to someone else
and I'm back, bitch please don't hit my cell

baby you're the one i needed
and I'm tryna let it sink in
lost sight, I've been having trouble seeing
bloodshot, I can feel my body weaken x2

you were the one i needed
you broke me down in pieces
i wish I had a reason
my wrist is fucking bleeding 
-
you were the one i needed
you broke me down in pieces
i wish I had a reason
my wrist is fucking bleeding

baby you're the one i needed
and I'm tryna let it sink in
I've been having trouble seeing
bloodshot, I can feel my body weaken
-
baby you're the one i needed
and I'm tryna let it sink in
I've been having trouble seeing
bloodshot, I can feel my body weaken

needed [out now on spotify]

prod me
feat
@7akkiro
@v_letical

@esssoh
ye i think id be off better if you would just go away
i wish there was something we could do
back up, im so sick, youre in my space
what u think this gotta do w you
eyes closed i dont wanna see her
keep the curtains drawn yea thats how i need it
got this urge yea i think im gonna feed it
now im stuck here hoping i dont have to feel the end

@7akkiro
oh i, i dont know why u try
gotta hold my breath when you tell me lies
its at the point where i dont see u anymore
always lose myself when you tell me twice
oh i, i dont know why i try
im at the point of my life where i dont got no vices
i taste your love its bitter
now im by myself but ive never been better

@v_letical
last night i dont think i heard a word you said
i been up all day i cant catch my breath
ooo i aint reading that letter
cut you out my life and ive never been better
path finder, howd i end up here
covered my face, do you see my tears
now their forcing me to fight my fears
covered my face, do you see my tears

@esssoh
fuckin wanna be like me but he never will
yeah he sellin out his team tryna sign a deal
whats it gotta do w me?
how it made you feel
mfs talkin thru a screen
(make it something real)
x2

u lied w/ catgif p. pr37

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