This song emerged in a moment of realizing I wasn’t doing well in my mental health - I was just feeling “fine” almost all of the time. To quote Andrea Gibson’s Angels of the Get-Through, “‘Fine’ is the suckiest word. It is the opposite of HERE.” 

During this period, I had so many different voices in my head & my body, all these different parts of me trying to speak at the same time - the overlapping vocal tracks try to capture & give voice to that experience. 

This tells a story about the journey towards wellness, moving beyond the stuckness, and finally finding your way out of the darkness & into the light.

finding my way (past fine)

Queer Jew for collective liberation, joyful & vulnerable creation. Sharing original music, poems, musings of the heart & soul. Integrating inspiration from nature, ancestry & lineage. Showing up imperfectly & wholeheartedly

finding my way (past fine)

Rae / Ruah