This song emerged in a moment of realizing I wasn’t doing well in my mental health - I was just feeling “fine” almost all of the time. To quote Andrea Gibson’s Angels of the Get-Through, “‘Fine’ is the suckiest word. It is the opposite of HERE.” 

During this period, I had so many different voices in my head & my body, all these different parts of me trying to speak at the same time - the overlapping vocal tracks try to capture & give voice to that experience. 

This tells a story about the journey towards wellness, moving beyond the stuckness, and finally finding your way out of the darkness & into the light.

finding my way (past fine)

Greatest Hits

Helpless

Safra

Iraqi Yah Ribon/Lecha Dodi (George Mordechai)

Blessed Motion - 7:2:19, 11.01 PM

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Vintage Culture @ Tomorrowland 2019 (Boom, Belgium)

Melody by Sol Yael Weiss, harmonies by Aly Halpert

Words brought by Batya Levine, text from the very end of the Shmoneh Esrei / Amidah (silent standing prayer in every Jewish service): Y'hiyu l'ratzon imrei fi v'hegyon libi lefanecha adonia tzuri v'goali

"May these words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be favored in your presence, eternal One, my rock and redeemer." 

Dedicated to Ratzon: Center for Healing and Resistance in Pittsburgh PA, and all of us working to build the world we know is possible.

Y'hiyu L'ratzon

kol ha olam kulu gesher tzar meo'd 
the whole entire world is a very narrow bridge
and the main thing to recall 
is not to fear fear itself

<3

gesher tzar

Unreleased track played on Pitchfork’s Instagram Live Concert, off of 
🥊Punisher🥊

Phoebe Bridgers - I Know The End (Live Acoustic)

A deep house dj set in time for the warm weather. The mix is 9 1/2 hours of grooviness. A day long soundscape of lush ambient, deep melodic house and breakbeat.

I’ve always wanted to program a set like this, letting the transitions breathe, slowly building until it’s a late night vibe, choosing music that hopefully stands the test of time. It was for sure a labour of love. It will be great for all these spring and summer days ahead! It's in four parts on Soundcloud. Recorded live and unedited April 18, 2020.

Opus 20

Opus 20 Part 1

Our Power

Queer Jew for collective liberation, joyful & vulnerable creation. Sharing original music, poems, musings of the heart & soul. Integrating inspiration from nature, ancestry & lineage. Showing up imperfectly & wholeheartedly

finding my way (past fine)

Rae / Ruah