cloud2

prod. metlast

i try to pretend this shit
is not fucking real
cuz theres no, way in hell
i could ever deal
with all the shit u say to me
and all things that ppl think
and i dont need to let u know
i dont need ur apathy 
i would rather die 
then take that shit anyway 

cuz everydays a living hell
but i still deny every ounce of help
that is offered to me 
cuz i dont...
feel like i dont deserve it
ppls affection....
makes me nervous... 
woah

just toss me out to sea...
it would probably be more efficent
cuz i have dreams of swimming with these fish
and all i do these days is reminisce

nervous [+metlast]

feel you now (acoustic)[prod. IOF]

INTRO
(epitome)
cryin in the backseat 
i don’t know what’s happening
face down on the concrete 
not feelin very complete
it’s hard to know where the story will go
i just hope i don’t end up alone
it’s getting hard to breath
with this anxiety
feelings trapped in my chest beneath
i think that i should go
for a person like me i don’t have a home

(paperthinwalls)
all alone yeah i’m all alone
run back to you it’s all over 
and i think that i’m growing father
pick me up i’m falling over
another song i cannot sing
two weeks i guess we’ll see
why is it so hard to breath
NOW IM FALLING BACK TO SLEEP

CHORUS
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

VERSE
(paperthinwalls)
i didn’t mean to call you that night
i always meant to say goodbye
now i’m going i’m always going 
what is wrong with my head 
and i feel like i can’t think
and my mind is always empty 
what is goin on with me 
it’s always something that i can’t see 
(my head falls apart i know that i have fallen arms i know that i can’t see you now fall apart i’m on the ground)

(epitome)
your eyes seem lost
you’re fading away from me
what’s the cause (what’s the cause)
i’m holding to your memory for what seems to be an eternity (you’re not with me now)
every moment i spent with you 
was like a dream to me that came true
now i don’t know what i’m gonna do
when you say to me find someone new

CHORUS 
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

This world just doesnt feel right anymore. Sometimes everything just gets too much. So i keep locking myself in thoughts of better times.

This is Volume 2 of a series of  nostalgic 80s  synthwave songs, meant to carry you back to times where it seemed all so  much better.
Close your eyes and drift into a nostalgic dreamscape. 
Let the warm analog synths, lush guitar riffs, and pulsing rhythms take you back to long-forgotten nights — filled with hope, loss, and everything in between.

Perfect for late-night drives, creative moments, or simply letting go and getting lost in thought.
Let the music carry you — through rainy streets, flickering city lights, and the quiet echoes of a time long past.



We were Neon (another Fragment)

#002. Wanna be your only one w/ lullabyboy (prod. Dead Spyro)

shes my crush not my type bitch

Mixed by @iofmusic

twitter/ ig
@wheresgoonie
@prodbyiof

crush

spotify

crush [prod. vaegud x HXRXKILLER]

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:

painful memories really get to me 
rumination's got the best of me
desolation's got the rest of me
I'll let the vultures take what's left of me
self-destruction by my own design 
I can't keep living life on borrowed time
I'm typing this out quick cause soon my phone will die
then not long after, so will I
so why don't you go and cross that bridge
while I go jumping off of it
what we had was never pure 
signing this forever yours
body numb from alcohol and ativan
soul worn out and ragged like these tattered vans
but in spite of everything
I don't hope that this haunts you
my ghost is better off alone
alone
and although I'm still sad
every once and a while
some memory of us will still make me smile
every single one I cherish 
yet I still knew
that if our love shall perish
then I will too
and it might not be the most righteous move
but what's right for me may not be right for you
but I'd still like to think that after I depart
you'll still carry with you a small piece of my heart
I guess this is where the story ends
put me in the crematorium
and after my body's burned
place my ashes in this shoddy urn
then bury it in my backyard
where we used to watch the stars
while listening to silverstein
but will you come and visit me?

Stream on Spotify

but we really loved each other, didn't we?

April 23, 2019

"time to bury you" (ft. @lilskeleskrrt) - kami oshie

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LgbvpyKtxa8

LYRICS:
(kami oshie)
Yesterday’s just the same
Memories still stuck in my brain
I can feel you fade
Is it me who has changed?

Can’t forget you, but I have to
You’re a ghost, it’s time to bury you
Can’t forget you, but I have to
You’re a ghost, it’s time to bury you

It’s time to bury my emotions
Feels like my hearts gonna suffer an explosion
Fire in my lungs, I can’t breathe right
My chest feels so tight

When you’re around, when you’re around
Feels like ima drown, ima drown
So just go away, go away
You’re not here to stay

(lil skele)
Cause I can’t stick around for you
Do you hate me, too?
It’s time to bury you…
After all we’ve been through

Can’t forget you, but I have to
You’re a ghost, it’s time to bury you
(both)
Can’t forget you, but I have to
You’re a ghost, it’s time to bury you

written by kami oshie, lil skele, and crybabykeith

follow:
twitter.com/kamioshie
www.instagram.com/kamioshie/
www.youtube.com/channel/UC_gh1_oXL45tXJSxPhtRc3A

lil skele:
https://twitter.com/lilskele
https://www.instagram.com/ripskele/
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://teespring.com/stores/lil-skele

time to bury you (ft. lil skele)[VIDEO IN DESC]

Produced by Jay Vee
Mixed by Brody

Thank you to Captain Sad himself for the amazing verse. I love you brother.

Patience

Patience (Ft. Yesterday)

Instagram: Instagram.com/worryaboutwhy
Twitter: twitter.com/yungworry

Lyrics

You don’t think about me much do you lady?
And I don’t think about you just the same 
Can you imagine if we stayed together and had a baby?
Can you imagine if we had chosen a different lane?

I think that I still love you 
I know that you love me too 
Can we be together again

I think that I still hate you 
I know that you hate me too
Can we get together one day

[Mastered by @forevrboy]

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

imagine

thank you to @lilskeleskrrt and @lilduckk

[forever untitled]
I've been wanting and chasing something more than this
Something more than this
I've been daunted and shaken
Can't handle this
I can't handle this

I won't be alright
I'm trapped inside my mind
Fallen time to time and never get it right
I just run my life away
Never want to fight
I look right in back of me
The monster's right behind
Oh yeah, it's right behind me (right behind me)

I've been wanting and chasing something more than this
Something more than this
I've been daunted and shaken
Can't handle this
I can't handle this

Do you really wanna know my life?
Do you really wanna see inside?
Do you really wanna look through my eyes?
All the suffering that happens at night

[lil skele]
I don't wanna take up your time
Think of what you said
You've been in my head taking up my mind
I've been looking out for what I think is best
But there's something in my head that makes my heart break through my chest so I know that I am more than this

[forever untitled]
I've been wanting and chasing something more than this
Something more than this

starchaser ft. skele (prod. WellFed)

Leave me on the floor
I’ll be knocking at your door
No place I’d rather know
Than your soul, my only home

When u look at me it all stops
It’s quicker than an a detox
All the beating in my heart drops
Grown colder than an icebox

Just leave me on the floor
I’ll be knocking at your door
No place I’d rather know
Than your soul, my only home

I’ll never cross your mind, but you’ll always be on mine
Always try to run away, but I can’t escape the time
Through life I’ll find, how to see behind
But with every waking day my heart grows confined

I know you need space
The thoughts I can’t erase
We’re in another place
I won’t forget your face if you

Leave me on the floor
I’ll be knocking at your door
No place I’d rather know
Than your soul, my only home

Everybody knows
I don’t wanna go
I have to be home, I have to be home

Each and every toll
Keeps taking some more
I can’t lose control, I can’t lose control

Leave me on the floor
I’ll be knocking at your door
No place I’d rather know
Than your soul, my only home

youtube

only home (prod. mantra)

Thanks to Skele & Cxld Blxxd for helping me out, Links Below!

Skele:
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://twitter.com/lilskele
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJJSOhs3_5gxJVtdwmjwPIg
https://www.instagram.com/ripskele/?hl=en
https://open.spotify.com/artist/423Khduf8laJb7K4Otg6M2?si=o6Ug-jCoQgKnV21R9dWH7w

Cxld Blxxd:
https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd
https://traktrain.com/cxld_blxxd#501028
https://twitter.com/CXLD_BLXXD
https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxldblxxd/

Lyrics:
Shooting stars in the sky,
Time to take flight,
Feels like yesterday,
That i saw you in the moonlight,
Glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now,

Rotting in the grave,
Don't know what to say,
I wouldn't be here if i wasn't saved,

Sometimes we lose connection,
That's fine,
We just reset our problems,
Like our WiFi,

Everything's turned around,
Cause you helped me out,
How do i thank you,
For putting me on the right route,

Need to hold you tight,
Need you in my life,
Need you by my side,
Need you to say everything's alright,

Shooting stars in the sky,
Time to take flight,
Feels like yesterday,
That i saw you in the moonlight,
Glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now, (X2)

Skele:
I'm glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now,
Voices in my head screaming words so loud,
Trapped in my mind i cannot get out,
When I saw you in the moonlight,
I swear to god I fell in love that night,

I never meant to make you cry,
I just wanted you forever to be mine,

I swear to god I fell in love that night,
I never meant to make you cry,
I just wanted you forever to be mine,

Moonlight (Feat. Skele) (Prod. Cxld Blxxd)

mixed by me
produced by dead spyro

lyrics:
lately everything is changing
i don’t know whether to wait up for u baby
while i sit in my room for like 8 hours a day
i’d give it all away if i could see ur face again
one try, maybe that’s all im asking for
don’t lie, baby see what i have i store
maybe i’m a loser, no one
i’d give it all away if i could be someone to you

you dont want our love like that
baby u know i won’t fight back
i dont wanna end up feelin like i did the last time
fallin for u baby but u hurt me like a landmine
everything is changing for the better
hang on every word and ur just puttin on my sweater
i been feelin worse and ima blame it on the weather
everything i do they say that ima trendsetter, woah
ima save face for you
change up my pace for you
u could make this painless, feelin like im weightless,
baby i could never hate you

give it all away (p. dead spyro)

give it all away [dead spyro]

they always act like it's nothing, they always treat u like u did something.
i hate being the one that everyone despises, my feelings are pure but she only cares bout devices.
atleast I'm nice. pedals falling like dying wishes we held dear.

x2

starchaser ft. skele (prod. WellFed)

shelldweller

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