im close im broke now baby
been down might drown dont save me
cut ties cut arms im aching
im tired let me just hate me

im close im broke now baby
been down might drown dont save me
cut ties cut arms im aching
im tired let me just hate me

in the bottom of the barrel where i be 
tryna gather all my dreams while dieing
aching bones wont break so come back
thats why i struggle when i love you just to show that 

oh i been lost
oh i been lost and cried a million times at least
oh i been down
oh i been down at the bottom i aint got an option 

how do i love
how do i love
how do i love
how do i love

im close im broke now baby
been down might drown dont save me
cut ties cut arms im aching
im tired let me just hate me

in the bottom of the barrel where i be 
tryna gather all my dreams while dieing
aching bones wont break so come back
thats why i struggle when i love you just to show that 

oh i been lost
oh i been lost and cried a million times at least
oh i been down
oh i been down at the bottom i aint got an option 

how do i love
how do i love
how do i love
how do i love

how do i luv (prod. sanvictor)

li.sten.to/stillalive
feat. @yvesxtc
@ripavah on instagram
@1avah on tiktok

to make a song with my fav artist is crazy, hope y'all enjoyed this here's a tune from the deepest of my schizo mind

lyrics:
Back then, I'd say
You're way too far away
Hello kitty dagger in my hand
About to stab myself right in the chest

She be like, heh, I'm a slut for romance
Everyone be doubting, let me show them
Shoutout to the Avah fam, we're glowing
Lets grow man, hating all my enemies hope one day that I ghost them

Acting like you're on a tightrope
You're situations are not deep it's not hard
You've gone far, we're so far
Maybe we'll both make it and you'll become a movie star

Just sick of all the lies, don't apologize
No need for apologies, cuz you ain't ever see me cry
And don't you sit me down, I'll send a hundred round
You gonna ride around the town, cuz ain't nobody around

And your a sight for sore eyes, look between the fault lines
Here my fault lies, why cant you look me in my eyes
Please don't wait for me, this hate you see
Shows I'm aching please, don't help me please

Notice where your body feels most relaxed
Let that feeling of relaxation grow with every breath
You can choose to focus on counting
And become more relaxed as each number passes through your mind

I'm a slut for romance
Everyone be doubting, let me show them
Shoutout to the Avah fam, we're glowing
Lets grow man, hating all my enemies hope one day that i ghost them

Acting like you're on a tightrope
You're situations are not deep it's not hard
You've gone far, we're so far
Maybe we'll both make it and you'll become a movie star

Back then, I'd say
You're way too far away
Hello kitty dagger in my hand
About to stab myself right in the chest

She be like, heh, I'm a slut for romance
Everyone be doubting, let me show them
Shoutout to the Avah fam, we're glowing
Lets grow man, hating all my enemies hope one day that I ghost them

Acting like you're on a tightrope
You're situations are not deep it's not hard
You've gone far, we're so far
Maybe we'll both make it and you'll become a movie star

Just sick of all the lies, don't apologize
No need for apologies, cuz you ain't ever see me cry
And don't you sit me down, I'll send a hundred round
You gonna ride around the town, cuz ain't nobody around

And your a sight for sore eyes, look between the fault lines
Here my fault lies, why cant you look me in my eyes
Please don't wait for me, this hate you see
Shows I'm aching please, don't help me please

Notice where your body feels most relaxed
Let that feeling of relaxation grow with every breath
You can choose to focus on counting
And become more relaxed as each number passes through your mind

Romance
Everyone be doubting, let me show them
Shoutout to the Avah fam, we're glowing
Lets grow man, hating all my enemies hope one day that I ghost them

Acting like you're on a tightrope
You're situations are not deep it's not hard
You've gone far, we're so far
Maybe we'll both make it and you'll become a movie star

still alive

slut4romance (feat. moodyriley)

other platforms

slut4romance (w/ yvesxtc) [shinyy]

liar

@homesick + @memoryroseishere
art, mix, & master by me
enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh whats the use
dont have a clue
u look for something, you’ll find nothing
lucky u
i’m painted blue, uh
you’re killing two
birds with one stone & now alone
is how im movin, ur clueless

its all just faultless progression
you move in countless directions
& im confused
just see it through
you lost all credit, regretting
whats now just severed, forget it
i know it too
u blew that fuse

and i just
wish that time would pass so i could forget
repeat myself i’m not that crazy i bet
you cool it down to take a bite yet again
just fucking figure it out, i’m not ur friend
it ain’t a conflict of interest
we’re both just hopeless; addicted
hope i just die to be
honest if brutally
u ruin all that u touch
i just hope it hurt you enough
to make up for all of me
‘cause love its killing me

tight jaw, long nights
present lost if i’m off right
set off, fog lights
i can’t see if i’m alright
was i supposed to wait for u? i couldn’t tell ya baby
truth be told i never knew, thats how i’m feelin lately

and if i can’t love right
then what am i good for?
watch the floodlight
as i step in the downpour
show me hatred
as i did to you cold
feed me anger
so i know what you know

its all just faultless progression
you move in countless directions
& im confused
just see it through
you lost all credit, regretting
whats now just severed, forget it
i know it too
u blew that fuse

oh whats the use
dont have a clue
u look for something, you’ll find nothing
lucky u
i’m painted blue, uh
you’re killing two
birds with one stone & now alone
is how im movin, ur clueless

fuse

fuse [homesick x memoryrose]

spotify n apple :P

Insane track hope you enjoy <3

Big shout out to Vails and Etai for the insane vocals. 

Vails:
Soundcloud: https://on.soundcloud.com/rn9WE
Spotify:https://open.spotify.com/artist/5ECZfLNTWUWgoctAyu5NrT?si=YNFI7M0ATyysDw6yHj8fJQ

Etai:
Soundcloud: https://on.soundcloud.com/Quqir
Spotify:https://open.spotify.com/artist/0SWl4c0TZmXv62JWpsO7vg?si=n9giP-XhQEilM1u-HVsh-w

Lyrics:

~Intro~

Said u wanted fame and fortune, 
well u got it
Now there's nothing more to win
I want it all, I gotta cop it
Screenshot talk i gotta crop it
I can never let u see inside my closet
it's full of deadstock preme, louis vuitton shit
had a rock thrown at me from the mosh pit
now im pissed and i think im gonna ragequit...
Ahhh fuck

~hook~

No rest for the wicked, that’s a no show
Shawty want me with her, that why she give me the promo
Fuckin wid the wrong guy, for the right reasons
I be out here dealing with another, call it treason,
Baby like
No no no no no
Not gone see me with the likes of you
I really know who you been through 
It’s a shame cus you be beautiful
Like no no no 
I don’t want u

~ Verse (Vails)~

Taking my money taking my digits 
Killing my dreams, like every minute 
High in the clouds, climb up beanstalk 
Smoking that loud, off of the sidewalk 
I might go crazy, level up hard now 
Make u baby, think we gone ride now
Back in the Chevy, bussin the check
Got two girls, from Spain and France 
Don’t talk to me, less I’m gone profit 
New supreme drop, already copped it
Fresh out England, drip like Colgate
Our crew wavy, these hoes know that 
Bitch I’m rising, figures show that 
Never gone rest, and that’s a true fact 
Off the dome from cheesy chips
And trust me u be feeling this 

~Verse (Etai s0)~

moving out my home town next week
i been locked in like a prisoner
escaped my own captivity 
they want to see my downfall and its riveting 
i can never fall off like im steve holding shift
i don't wanna start a problem but i see through the shit
i got years worth of skill
i dont need no advice
might be easy to kill
downing pills with no ice
in my drink i dont think more than once 
or than twice

~hook~

No rest for the wicked, that’s a no show
Shawty want me with her, that why she give me the promo
Fuckin wid the wrong guy, for the right reasons
I be out here dealing with another, call it treason,
Baby like
No no no no no
Not gone see me with the likes of you
I really know who you been through 
It’s a shame cus you be beautiful
Like no no no 
I don’t want u

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No Rest for the Wicked

No Rest For The Wicked Ft Vails X etai s0 (Prod The Sound Clown)

i'm finding my bad habits
breaking out in the living room
'cos i don't wanna be here
but i know that u want me to
i'm holding onto breath and
i'm probably gonna die soon
'cos what's the point of staying right here without u?
i can feel the room float away when i compose myself
it's such a bad sign that all of this shit has happened now
u went to tell ur parents that i'm sick and that i'll come around
but baby it's been 3 years, and they still ain't proud
i don't have a single word to say
all of my excuses used and down the drain
baby i'm so sorry, this won't happen again
i know i said that last time, but i promise i'll change
BABY LOOK INTO MY EYES
TELL ME WHAT U SEE
LONELINESS AND MISERY?
FEEL I'VE WASTED ALL MY GODDAMN LIFE
HOW THE FUCK COULD U BE MISSING ME?

misery [intro]

EMOTIONAL = FATAL

I still need you 
Do you need me?
Ur love is ice cold 
And I’m freezing 
I won’t leave you 
Dont leave me
Where’d the years go?
There fading 

I still need you 
Do you need me?
Ur love is ice cold 
And I’m freezing 
I won’t leave you 
Dont leave me
Where’d the years go?
There fading 

Would you even care if I’m not here 
I was so faded wearing moncler 
I need prescriptions not to feel fear 
I wake up everyday but I’m still here 

The earth is in rotation but it stops when your around 
I can’t feel my feelings I can’t feel my own frown 
Everyone is after me it’s hard for me to stand my ground 
I just feel useless everyday year round 

Yea yea yea 

Let me take a sip 
Swerving in my friends whip 
Let me take a trip 
Xanax or klonopins 
I feel sad again 
wouldnt wan do that again 
If ur heaven sent 
Then why the devil is on my bed?

I’ve came out of the mud 
I’m a muck I’m so yuck 
Everybody in my phone 
Don’t give a fuck 
Won’t give a fuck 
Maybe I’ll feel fine when I’m drunk 
Double fisting cups of bud
Then I spark a blunt 
Then watch the girl I love run

watch her run from me

Shelter (prod. Daniel Saint x LifeStyleDidIt)

I’ll melt the sand to make it clear this time around 
And you can weigh it out 
Hold tight to what you found 
I’ll melt the sand to make it clear this time around 
Yeah this time around 
Yeah this time 

2X
I just wanted to be efficient 
Wanted to help, I’ll listen 
Take care of everything that’s when you were my everything 
I just wanted to be no different 
Wanted to help
You missing
All of the reasons and now I can’t deal with anything else 

If I enjoyed being selfish I’d given up on 
this way long ago yeah way back 
And now I’m longing for another go
No another go 
Need another chance maybe it’ll change that
Out on the balcony I thought that you were proud of me 
But lately I’ve been waiting for the smoke to get louder 
Don’t think it’s fastening 
My breath goes out keep passing me up
Hold that to yourself and maybe this will go faster 

2X
I just wanted to be efficient 
Wanted to help, I’ll listen 
Take care of everything that’s when you were my everything 
I just wanted to be no different 
Wanted to help
You missing
All of the reasons and now I can’t deal with anything else

clear (dead spyro)

Written by: Reapers Shadow 
Produced by: 4lexf & Daniel Saint 
Mixed by: Reapers Shadow & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork Edited by: Hopewithindarkness  
Artwork from: I Think I Turned My Childhood Friend into a Girl (Manga)

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Only hair I want is long & pretty going past my shoulders 
Pressure crushes me with these ingrained ideals 
These wounds run deep & can't seem to heal 
Maybe one day love will find me 
But till then please stop trying to fix me 
Your words just torment me

[Chorus]
I can't sleep at night 
If you're not by my side
Suffocating deep inside
Why'd you leave me 
Drowning in my tears
Drowning in my tears
Hope is lost & I hate it here

[Verse 2]
It hurts It burns & It twists 
My perception of the world 
Life is a continuous downward spiral
Goodbye for now to the ones 
I loved once upon a time

[Chorus]
Why'd you leave me 
Drowning in my tears
Drowning in my tears
Hope is lost & I hate it here
(I hate it here)

Drowning In My Tears (Prod. 4lexf & Daniel Saint)

The meaning behind my name is "The idea of the Reaper is cool yet scary to me & I live within the shadows of everyone and everything"


I make music about my struggles, frustrations, & Passions
I play video games, watch anime, & Chill with my friends when I'm not making music

@angelsofsorrows l is my close friend and mixes my songs along with my other close friend @joshiguess huge shoutout to them wouldn't be able to pursue music without their help

Drowning In My Tears (Prod. 4lexf & Daniel Saint)

Reapers Shadow

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