Reapers Shadow

Written by: Reapers Shadow 
Produced by: @domesticsoul
Mixed & Mastered by: @joshiguess
Artwork by: Reapers Shadow & angelsofsorrows

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Body aching 
Broken connection from this life 
Losing the grip on my reality 
My mind feels like solitary 
I want to deal with this blasphemy

[Verse 1]
Walking the sand trail 
Seeing civilization rise after it fell
This is just a vocalization of my thoughts 
Earth has rotted away 

[Bridge]
Now mars is part of a new day
Letting go of everything 
Including these old ties 
WHEN WILL I FEEL SATISFIED

[Verse 2]
Your ghost is still haunting me
(and I don't know what to do about it) 
Even on another world 
(You're still there everytime)

[Interlude]
It's like when I lost you 
It's like I lost everything 
That matters to me
And I can't take that back
I can't gets you back

[Verse 3]
Why am I still fucking living 
at this point 
Cause everything I cared about is gone 
and now I want to escape

[Interlude 2]
No matter how hard I fucking want to
I have to accept that You're FUCKING GONE
And that you will never be here again

[Outro]
Trying to forget that you're gone 
But that never works

Denial (Prod. domesticsoul)

Written by: Reapers Shadow
Produced by: Michael Harrison
Mixed by: Reaper Shadow & angelsofsorrows
Mastered by: angelsofsorrows

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Blood dripping
On the floor

[Chorus]
I wish I could lets you go
But nothing ever makes sense
Anymore without you here
Crying on your hospital bed
Isabell you were the best
(Why does my heart go like this)

[Verse 1]
Why does everything feel the same
Everyday I don't know why
I want to escape
Made this song hoping you'll rest
The night sky is beautiful like your hair

[Bridge]
Your beautiful pink hair
Made my world so bright
But now your not around

[Chorus]
I wish I could lets you go
But nothing ever makes sense
Anymore without you here
Crying on your hospital bed
Isabell you were the best

[Post-Chorus]
Your beautiful pink hair
Made my world so bright
But now your not around

[Verse 2]
My heart bleeds
Cause your in that hospital
I just sit here & listen to your heartbeat
Losing track of my time
Going through my mind
Of all the memories
We had together

[Outro]
I wish I could lets you go
(Your beautiful pink hair)
I wish I could lets you go
(Made my world so bright)
(But now your not around)

Isabell (Prod. Michael Harrison)

Written by: Reapers Shadow
Produced by: raspo 
Mixed & Mastered by: @angelsofsorrows
Artwork is AI generated
Artwork edited by: Reapers Shadow

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
You said I was a dime 
But we've ran out of time
I was never kind but your passion 
Slammed out the window pane 
You're remembrance floods my brain 
Reminding me of the days 
When you would ease my pain
But those times came and went like the sun 
The sky fades to black 
& the moonlight beams through ever fiber of my eyes 
Wish I could hear your voice 
Just one more time
Just one more time

[Chorus]
Everyday I'm still haunted 
By the memory of you
Please just let it stop 
All this anguish is killing me inside 
& All I know is
I don't wanna be like this at all
This at all
So release me from this pain
 
[Bridge]
If only you would've stayed
I would still be here 
But I know it's too late
To change the past 
 
[Verse 2]
The signs misdirect me to a creek 
I find a river & I drown in the suffocation 
Screaming till my lungs give out 
They'll say I was a good guy 
But never understood the way I felt 
I'm sorry to say I gave into my temptations 
The screams echo through my mind 
& as the last breath is sucked in 
My face gives one last smile
That haunts this lake of souls
Forever 

[Chorus]
Everyday I'm still haunted 
By the memory of you
Please just let it stop 
All this anguish is killing me inside 
& All I know is
I don't wanna be like this at all
This at all
So release me from this pain

Haunted By The Memory of You (Prod. raspo)

Written by: Reapers Shadow 
Produced by: @nevrfall
Mixed by: Reapers Shadow & angelsofsorrows 
Mastered by: angelsofsorrows
Artwork by: Reapers Shadow

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Said I'd be better alone
But I couldn't replace
(But I couldn't replace you)
Anything you left
Cause you filled the hole
In my chest
I let my heart lay to rest

[Bridge]
& I prayed for the best
Your smile was so pretty

[Verse]
You were once the angel in my life
But I was always a demon in yours
I'm sorry I let my blood pour
Just turned 22 recently & I closed every door
Will I ever be truly okay?
This years been a lot to handle

[Bridge
I hide everything in my brain
So others don't feel my pain
I don't know what the fuck to say
But This passion is my novocaine

[Chorus]
Said I'd be better alone
But I couldn't replace
(But I couldn't replace you)
Anything you left
Cause you filled the hole
In my chest
I let my heart lay to rest

Laid To Rest (Prod. nevrfall)

Written by: Reapers Shadow 
Produced @idealismus
Mixed by: Reapers Shadow & angelsofsorrows 
Mastered by: @angelsofsorrows
Artwork by: Reapers Shadow & angelsofsorrows
 
Lyrics:
[Chorus]
It's November & 
I don't wanna leave you alone
It's November now
& I've broken my promises
To you
But I'll make it up to you

[Bridge]
This years been a blur
It's like everything went for the worse 
2022 was for the better 
But It's almost December 
1 year later now
Now I hate summer for fucking ever

[Verse]
Yeah I know It's hard to 
Remember my face like that
Just wanna get some space
From everything
I ran the race
Don't got no case 
Just wanna something better 
But I know it's going off
Like I'm next on the fucking class trip 
Ya I'm tripping off something 
Everybody knows this shit not the best 
But I got some stress in my head 
Everyday I just wanna get 
Further along this path way
Cause it's a new day 
& I'll make it before the cave in

[Chorus]
It's November & 
I don't wanna leave you alone
It's November now
& I've broken my promises
To you
But I'll make it up to you
Because I love you

Broken Promises (Prod. Idealism)

Written by: Reapers Shadow 
Produced by: decago, hartfxlt, & akura
Mixed by: Reapers Shadow & JoshIGuess
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork Edited by: Hopewithindarkness  
Artwork from: I Think I Turned My Childhood Friend into a Girl (Manga)
Sample from: Oregairu (Anime)

[Chorus]
You've make me shine 
You're the light of my life 
You four are my guiding light
Staring at the night sky
Reflecting on when we first met
Your words are like a warm embrace

[Post-Chorus]
I'll live a life of bliss 
Because your presence is near 
(I don't know how to say yeah)

[Verse]
You four make me shine
I got blush lines on my cheeks
Crying tears of joy
Cause you're by my side
When you compliment my songs
Long term sadness turned to happiness
It leaves me so speechless 
I get embarrassed 

[Interlude: Sample Hachiman's Youth is Evil Speech]
If failure is truly the designated mark of ones youth
Then would it not be considered abnormal 
For one not in his youth to fail at befriending anyone
But I'm sure none of them would admit to that picture 
They only define youth to their own benefit 

[Chorus]
You've make me shine 
You're the light of my life 
You four are my guiding light
Staring at the night sky
Reflecting on when we first met
Your words are like a warm embrace

[Outro: Sample Hachiman's Youth is Evil Speech]
In conclusion I leave you with this
All you fools that delight in youth
Drop dead...

When We First Met (Prod. decago, hartfxlt, & akura)

The meaning behind my name is "The idea of the Reaper is cool yet scary to me & I live within the shadows of everyone and everything"


I make music about my struggles, frustrations, & Passions
I play video games, watch anime, & Chill with my friends when I'm not making music

@angelsofsorrows l is my close friend and mixes my songs along with my other close friend @joshiguess huge shoutout to them wouldn't be able to pursue music without their help