we made this like 2 months ago 

prod by. @deadyami

w/ @akira3ksucks

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/44nIhegzZLQSoC5buGanGh?si=fb18ebd3a9134411

pwnd/
I know it's hard for me to give a single fuck 
When I wake up I'm always thinking bout' us
Taking tablets knowing that I'll end up in a rush
But if you call me back I will be singing about us
I was sober until I met this girl 
She told me run the way I'd fuck up your world
But I'm stupid I like watching my life burn
But that's what I get and why it still hurts
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know you would just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
And that's why I still pick up you're calls

redize/
I'm left on read again
I'm still seeing red I guess, but just know
I'm still mad about it I can't help from shouting
About all the bullshit that you wrote
How could I forget about you said 
I'm feeling left for dead 
Yeah I hope you know
Yeah I hope you know, yeah I hope you know
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know that you'd just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
That's why I still pick up you're calls

Care abt us

Care abt us w/pwnd [+ deadyami]

and i swear i just forgot you too
prod me

I've always wondered
How you look just like an angel
I guess it's not too late
For me to say
That I wish you were dead
Because you're back in my head

You love the rain
And so do I
I've given you a present
So don't be shy
And it's getting pretty late
And our time is running out

So I'll send you one more message
And say goodbye
To you

I just got you out of my head
And now it's coming back
Even though you just left
And it's out of my control
And now you're out of my reach
And I wish that we could've been
And that I wasn't so unseen

a love letter for you

if you don't like me at my 6, you won't like me at my 7. FT. @prey & Miku for the amazing intro.

lyrics:

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67 (six-seven) +hatsune miku & prey

made this a while ago so Ima just post it here on my archive acc

plague doctor

prod by. me

w/ @naerobi

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6OjVksNck2q0LJaMNr9XY6?si=27b1be9e169a4e87

redize/
Screw this feeling i feel fat
Wings are growing out my back 
Happy never thats a fact
I’ll pinky promise no strings attached
Every friend I ever had 
Is leaving me yeah i feel so bad

It’s about time I confess tho
Cuz I’m such a mess bro 
I’m tired of seeing all the same hoes
Like wheres the dress code?
In the mood for some Mcdonald’s 
If i wasn’t so broke

nae/
Cuz if I wasn’t so broke
I’d buy you some clothes
Feeling broken and dumb
I hate my long bones
Awkward and most of all
I’m your idiot

Spend the nights
And I’m all alone
Instead of going out 
I stay inside
And cry my eyes out
And cry my eyes out 
For you

I feel like shit
Can’t find reason to live
It’s getting harder to sleep
Thoughts are breaking my dreams

Cardboard Crown w/naerobi

https://open.spotify.com/track/1NCucKNiA95f9yxt28FqpH?si=90441ae34bbe46b5
prod. deathsuppressant
lyrics:

you hate me
i dont know why
ive asked you like 1000 times
i just dont wanna be despised
and attacked for the things i like </3

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again 
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

i really miss your touch
is it love or lust?
every time my name is brought up you have a fuss
you tell your friends im dumb
when you see me you throw up
and i dont know how that is
cause we used to be in love!

like what the fuck did i do?
you said you love me 
thats a fluke
your a batshit crazy bitch
what the fuck did i get into?

no friends i need some buddies
when you notice me
i feel lucky

i just want a simple hi.
talk one time then say goodbye
i just want another life
dont bother me when im with my knife

cut ,cut, cut

i feel like im not enough.

i know you wanna spill my blood :/

so do it slowly

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

why arent i happy happy? (p. deathsuppressant)

ᵍⁱᶠᵗ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ʰᵉˡˡ

prod by. me

Spotfiy: https://open.spotify.com/album/1DKEhwJClgILBD4x7oEtGl?si=3jwpqo25R4eZCW4_B4Ftvw

Did we ever go out?
No, nothing ever clicked
You wrote it off like I'm not shit
And threw it all away

But that's ok 
I never wanted you anyway
Now they all just make fun of me
Are they joking they gotta be
So shit faced, what did I do wrong?
Did I look in you're eyes for way too long?

You want it, you got it ,they go away
You want it, you got it ,they go away
You want it, you got it ,they go away


Did you ever make a move?
Or did you always expect others to do it for you
A heartbreaker all because of you
No I never even had a clue

But that's ok 
I never wanted you anyway
Now they all just make fun of me
Are they joking they gotta be
So shit faced, what did I do wrong?
Did I look in you're eyes for way too long?

Heartbreaker </3

prod me
shoutout vaughn

yea im struggling to sleep
make promises i cant keep
never evr trust a scene hoe
tell me somethin nice before i jus get up n leave bro
i was on the outside lookin in im jus a weirdo
theres somethin u cant see
i love u n u love me
this shit runs so fucking deep
in my bones yea u noticed?
locked in im focused
tryna talk shit ill hit u wit a hocus pocus

smokers, wristbands n chokers
i was at the party wit ur girl she want exposure
nobody knows ya
nobody controls ya
had to let u go i had to leave u in the dust yea
xanax got me fucked up
im all outta love yuh
i rlly gotta quit yea i probably should
becuz im misunderstood
becuz ive had jus enough
n i guess its my fault cuz im not tellin u stuff

yea im struggling to sleep
make promises i cant keep
never evr trust a scene hoe
tell me somethin nice before i jus get up n leave bro
i was on the outside lookin in im jus a weirdo
theres somethin u cant see
i love u n u love me
this shit runs so fucking deep
in my bones yea u noticed?
locked in im focused
tryna talk shit ill hit u wit a hocus pocus
yea im struggling to sleep
make promises i cant keep
never evr trust a scene hoe
tell me somethin nice before i jus get up n leave bro
i was on the outside lookin in im jus a weirdo

outside looking in [prod. nyaku]

prod by me.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wbR0GUy87PX2ujRKdFAWk?si=Oac_OlLBSMuAQ4XueFJF4g

heres some things that i hate about myself
like my name but some others find it tuff though
wish my mom just had us go find help
cause she said that she’s never letting us go
i never know what day it is
when i smile its meaningless
empty bottles and promises
kinda corny just deal with it

brown eyes black hair
they never said lifes fair
one leaves one cares 
now they're tryna get me outta here
I always go for the pretty girls
but bring them into my shitty world

an invite to nothing at all

prod me and @decago

jus tell me wat u notice
i swear i havent felt the same since the solstice
heart aching still i swear we havent solved this
i kno its hard but u gotta be honest
i kno thats somethin u can do
its ok to feel blue
im jus here to heal u
i jus wanna feel u
wanna be near u
whyd u go so soon
search for u in the moon

i might pop a perc or 2
percocets yea im so obsessed with u
left right left right yea i wanna die
u can see it in my eyes
i jus wanna get high
waste away the night ur filled with lies
burning in my chest its filled with knives
ur a liar

jus tell me wat u notice
i swear i havent felt the same since the solstice
heart aching still i swear we havent solved this
i kno its hard but u gotta be honest
i kno thats somethin u can do
its ok to feel blue
im jus here to heal u
i jus wanna feel u
wanna be near u
whyd u go so soon
search for u in the moon
x2

solstice⋆｡˚☀︎｡ [nyaku + decago]

prod by. me

Hey, I'm sorry
About what I said that night
I couldn’t stop you from running 
At your party
We might get some closure now
So can we just get to talking

I tried to get you back 
I'm drowning in your green text
And I'm just so upset

Party Foul

rock and roller on the interwebss.

I prod most my stuff.