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heres some things that i hate about myself
like my name but some others find it tuff though
wish my mom just had us go find help
cause she said that she’s never letting us go
i never know what day it is
when i smile its meaningless
empty bottles and promises
kinda corny just deal with it

brown eyes black hair
they never said lifes fair
one leaves one cares 
now they're tryna get me outta here
I always go for the pretty girls
but bring them into my shitty world

an invite to nothing at all

get a real job dont play cod
ur a lazy fucking slob  
ur a reject 
and a regret
i hope that i fucking rot  

ur a big mistake
i wish that u died that day
ur so fucking gay
i dont wanna see ur ugly face

dont get any play
and u barely even get payed
its time for u to change
i swear ur lifes so fucking lame

disstrack 2 myself

happy halloween rockers

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w/ piggybank112

@redizesux

I couldn't wait for ya
On halloween cuz I was left on seen
You left me with just tricks no treats
And dirty kisses that'll rot my teeth
Honestly you should've just od'd
Would've made my night just oh so sweet

But I'm getting really tired of 
Being left alone yeah I feel so lame
And you're to blame
You're the fucking one
 to blame

@piggybank112

Your cherry chapstick
Was about to touch my lips
Halloween baby
No more time my mom says come home
And don’t be late
And i tried to stay long 
Before are Halloween date
We got out of the car
You took of going so far
Going around the town
I couldn’t see you in the dark

stood up on halloween

stood up on halloween w/piggybank112

sorry if im not enough
i try my best but i still suck
am i made to be a mistake?
im so useless

standing around looking for clues
cause i dont know what to do
im so stupid im missing screws
i messed it up its nothing new

life feels like a mission
and i dont wanna finish it
i live inside loops
because i cant learn nothing new
why am i such a mistake
wish i wasnt this way
even when i try my hardest
nothing ever turns out great

life supposed to be amazing
but i feel like suffocating
im so stuck just like glue
i suck at everything i do

its every time ive failed so many times
i give up i dont wanna try

am i made to be a mistake?

@aaambur

lyrics:

strike her, in her fucking face
tie her, in her fucking place
why'd you, call the fucking cops
i knew, leave your body on the docks

i can hear you crying
i can hear you coughing
i know where you're hiding
underneath the bedframe

i don't wanna talk to you
gonna see the boys in blue
watch me die i'm blaming you
why the fuck are you so cruel

(amber)
i wanna know why you're so rude
you judge me and you're so cruel
i think of you when i don't know what to do
i want you to just abuse me girl
fill me what drugs till ill hurl
i know you're holding out on me
you can do worse

i want you too
leave me out girl
drag me out
make the neighbors hurl

i know what you
really want from me
its not pretty
but ill let you do it anyway
ill let you do it anyway
so drag me out and watch me bleed

15. hatred to you ft. amber

w/ @aprilflowers11

prod. me

Any time I joke
You force your laugh
Any time you grin
I can’t hold back

I just wanna hold you so damn close
But if I’d asked you’d just say no

When we hung out last weekend
I thought this could really be something more girl

Now I’m just balled up on my floor girl
And its too much I just can’t ignore girl

Im sorry I can’t dance with you
I’m really shy believe girl that’s true
When we lock eyes I can’t help but blink
I wish I could show you just what I think

Im sorry I can’t dance with you
I tried to practice it in my room
Would it be fine if I don’t move on
And I'll still sing the same old love songs 

-

Can I ask you why
You mess with me like
I'm some beat up toy
Can't remember how
I used to feel
But I'm just left annoyed

Waited four whole weeks to hear
Another word I'm missing you
I just can't avoid my fears
It's what happens when I fall too soon


im sorry i cant dance with you

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I went and called you
You went and treated me like I was just a freak
Thought you would have pulled through

But it turns out I just really hate you
And it felt so good knowing you couldn't stop me
And that's the truth, isn't that the truth, isn't that the truth
I'm such a fucking mess
After what you did 
I'll try and just digest all the shit you put me through
Fuck this time I won't talk to you

Fuck this time I won't talk to you
I won't talk to you
I won't talk to you

i just really hate you

i dont wanna be alone, alone
and so ill give it one more chance, but deep down i really know
i cant do it by myself, but i cant be with anyone else
and so as my final act of love ill leave everything behind for you

he looks so much better
i know that he probably is
i cant be the one to be so mad
cause now i know that you'll never want me back

just go to hell

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i want uu back in my arms
even if you're the one who gave me all of these scars
the road up ahead is way too foggy to see
i wanted us to beeee
baby i just cant be alone
i need you right here next to me
please just tell me that im fine
cause baby i still want you to be mine
i recognize all the signs
i know that you wont be here long
god girl u look so damn divine
it should be a god damn crime

to look as pretty as you do
god damn you're making it hard
to try and be the bigger person
to try and move on
i know that im not really the best
and i never know what im doing wrong
its such a mess
god its so bad
but girl i want you back

and as my final gift for you, my love

prod me :D

lyrics :

i live inside my own world of make believe
kids screaming in their cradles, profanities
ive seen the world through eyes covered in ink and bleach
i crossed out the ones who heard my cries and watched me wheap

i love everything
fires spreading all around my room
its all so bright 
its hard to breathe
but thats alright 
x2

i live inside my own world of make believe
kids screaming in their cradles, profanities
ive seen the world through eyes covered in ink and bleach
i crossed out the ones who heard my cries and watched me wheap

i just really hate you

redize

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