My Life 🎵 🎶 🎧

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gatekeep

Untitled playlist

Poison Tree ~Grouper (Instrumental)

Танцы

Утро, рассвет
Тебя со мной нет
Печальный момент
И нет сигарет
В кармане письмо
Где ты написала
Что лучше меня
Никого не встречала
Так романтично
Да, это правда
Меня даже тронуло
Не буду я врать
Какой в этом смысл
Когда ты не рядом
Какой в этом смысл
Из-за этого плакать?

Я помню твой взгляд
Твои нежные руки
Твой дивный наряд
В тот проклятый день
Была так прекрасна
Тебя я запомнил
С того самого дня
Я нелепая тень
Прошу вспоминай
Иногда обо мне
Как когда-то давно
На той самой скамье
Сидели, курили
Смотрели в закат
Сейчас я один
Никому я не рад

Да, я правда, кажется, никогда не ощущал себя настолько живым и настолько счастливым, как в эти считанные дни, что я был с тобой. Да, все вокруг говорят, что надо жить дальше, и я, конечно, с ними в огромной степени согласен, но как это вообще возможно, когда моя жизнь без тебя сейчас похожа на бесконечно однообразный замкнутый круг, в котором я только сплю и терплю очередной ничем непримечательный день? Я всеми силами буду стараться жить дальше и преодолевать всё дерьмо, но в моей памяти ты навсегда останешься до боли приятным воспоминанием, что вызывает у меня ком в горле

ink street 101 - без тебя

fuck it up like the way u wanna be everybodys so happy
whats the deal with this guy is he new in your life 
does he wanna be with you like i dont know 
dont wanna talk about it
i will show up to your work

everyday is a pain to go on
and my life is so hard
dont say that youve heard this one before
step back and shut the door
who cares if i use the same chords
my heart will stay torn 
its not fair
i dont care
i wont say that i love your hair
two years that you werent there
i hope that you still care

Pain6

NIGHTPHONE

those cold autumn nights

Электроптицы by Осколки

Электроптицы - Осколки

CLOWN $HOW

https://open.spotify.com/track/0H4Atguloqg0ANQC2sUiP0?si=8a162f1c50fa4e8a

[ rei ]

prod me

wish i was a normal girl
in this totally fucked up world
now ive got no self worth
cus im not meant for this earth

if i die i can be replaced
im just used to unite the human race
another me can take my place
just the same expressionless face

just a stupid vessel
im rlly nothing special
wish there was no connection
between me and the angels

wish i was a normal girl
in this totally fucked up world
now ive got no self worth
cus im not meant for this earth
x2

tears

$wag Nightmare - Mercedes

nothing seems to get my mind off of death
I guess that you can say im just a little bit obsessed
Well Im already dead so tell me how to speed the process
I don’t deserve a damn thing except to be a carcass
I tried to be a good person but im so caught up
Everyday it’s getting worse man im so fucked up
i contradict all of my words but im so tired of lust
what’ll kill me first the drugs or a barrel to my gut

farewell cruel world i wont miss you

FAVORITE EX - $wag Nightmare

prod by. me

Spotfiy: https://open.spotify.com/album/1DKEhwJClgILBD4x7oEtGl?si=3jwpqo25R4eZCW4_B4Ftvw

Did we ever go out?
No, nothing ever clicked
You wrote it off like I'm not shit
And threw it all away

But that's ok 
I never wanted you anyway
Now they all just make fun of me
Are they joking they gotta be
So shit faced, what did I do wrong?
Did I look in you're eyes for way too long?

You want it, you got it ,they go away
You want it, you got it ,they go away
You want it, you got it ,they go away


Did you ever make a move?
Or did you always expect others to do it for you
A heartbreaker all because of you
No I never even had a clue

heartbreaker

prod by me.

Spotfiy: https://open.spotify.com/track/4a3qyrzdBP8FDRWj7suvOW?si=35znOzOnRYycEStpA--y3g

w/ odihu

@redizesux

You're looking great but I wish I never saw u
Punch your bf in the face cuz I don't time to argue 
I don't wanna see this
I'll look the other way
I feel so damn misleaded and honestly
You're better off just jumping off that bridge
So then why'd u stop 
Wanting me in the first place

@odihu

God damn girl i wish I never saw you
Wouldn't even be here in the first place
You make me cry in the worst way
I wish I could erase you
I'm stuck on you
You're supposed to be with me
Saw you in the hallway
With your new boyfriend
Everything's going good for you
I wished the same for me too

god please wipe this from my memory

god please wipe this from my memory w/odihu

prod by. me

Please don't go and tell
No one about this
There's not much to me at all
So can you stop the pressing

Cause it all comes down to what you really are
And you're really just a snitch
Just a snitch

Snitch

snitch

happy halloween rockers

prod by. me

Spotify: https://spotify.link/4vprXxd5NXb

w/ piggybank112

@redizesux

I couldn't wait for ya
On halloween cuz I was left on seen
You left me with just tricks no treats
And dirty kisses that'll rot my teeth
Honestly you should've just od'd
Would've made my night just oh so sweet

But I'm getting really tired of 
Being left alone yeah I feel so lame
And you're to blame
You're the fucking one
 to blame

@piggybank112

Your cherry chapstick
Was about to touch my lips
Halloween baby
No more time my mom says come home
And don’t be late
And i tried to stay long 
Before are Halloween date
We got out of the car
You took of going so far
Going around the town
I couldn’t see you in the dark

stood up on halloween

stood up on halloween w/piggybank112

prod by. me

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w/ requiem

@redizesux

That's just the way things go
Sometimes the truth really blows
I'd say go get her but honestly it's better
If you just let her go
let her go, let her go

How does it feel now
When you're so sick and tired of yourself
Then your days get so hard you can just scream help
Oh well

@requiem-for-you

How does it feel to let her go
I know these are the worst times
And I know it's not the first time
But you're kicking me down in the dirt oh, oh
I really can't explain how it hurts

Truth hurts but you really gotta let things go
Truth hurts and I know your tired of being alone

the truth fucking blows

the truth fucking blows w/requiem for you

prod by. me

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1OmPIna8M8ELFOOzphsRzo?si=no-6CcWbS_WZfOJfUv3zng

I lost the girl I knew
Looked for her with tears
I Kinda wonder what she's up too
Because yk it's been years

I'm such a moron
I'm such a moron
Yeah I always took it badly
Because I'm a moron

moron

the way i see things (prod. kryptik)

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