digicore / breakcore / other

Heartbroken💔

all lyn

stupid gay people playlist

twikipedia - wind (og version)

mean song

Better (prod astroo)

Speak Up G

Drugs Talkin feat. KCarbon

Trace (prod yeahitis)

starting 2 realize prod rodz

originally uploaded 6/12/24

whenever i speak up
do they even listen
im talking 2 the walls arent i
u take me as a joke
i just dont understand it
i wont fall for ur stupid games this time
u say its ok when the people r dying
i wont let ur illusions take whats mine
i was never afraid of u
although ur words cut deep into me like a knife

im ms. right now (x8)

(cut deep into me like a knife)

i watched it fall down on me
nobody ever cared to ask how i felt (x2)
im ms. right now

ms. right now (demo)

Soul Eater

produced by me & inci0
featuring inci0 @manmelter

lyrics:

@lyn_u
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

@manmelter
lately ive been taking toxins
broke down with nothing but a 20 in my pocket
on the freeway dazed and nauseous
screaming cause i hate the way that everybody mocked him
oh when your soul is gone
i'll be the one to call on god
mary taught me how to deal with emotions
mama told me not to say im wrong
its a cycle in a cyclone
interventions never worked
im on a tightrope tryna find home
one wrong move and im lower than dirt
its a game i play with a smile on my face
in denial but i know its not easy
ive been searching through my files tryna gather all your pictures
its necessary but it aint pleasing

@lyn_u
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

trace, featuring inci0

prod me +intro synth from @omgisai

i guess im back where i left off
has the grass grown any longer
last time we talked u got pissed off
did i ruin ur fun?
if i wanted to i could take u down w/ me
but i know u dont want that so i wont

i wanted more but i received closure
the ends right there n im getting closer
i got one more night until its over
i wasted time trying to let go of her
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again

i havent had a break to take for a while now
ive been fighting for my life
its not that easy to get u to calm down
i know u hate the way i...
talk about the past but i still wont stop
i know u hate the things i...
want but at some point i gotta turn it off

idle

i was hiding
bad choices im always writing
thats a battle not worth fighting
u hurt me / all of that misguiding

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

oh its so sad to think about the good times / u & i

i was hiding
i got so much worse at deciding
cant help but think about the past when im alone & the suns not shining
did you get what you wanted? or are you not done
u keep on wasting time / how are u not giving up

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

u & i

cover of "THE THIRD EYE" by the pillows for FLCL Reanimated

THE THIRD EYE

circa august 2024
prod me

lyrics/
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

i need a warning when i get close to her
its never fair at all
always ask myself what am i doing wrong
dont wanna lose u again
but ur slipping away like the last time
i keep holding on to fall apart
tell me what ur feeling on the inside

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

wont u take me back?
sometimes i wanna give up all i have
i got problems stacked
i been doing other shit to make me mad

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

potions

@100signs x @graveem1nd 
w. @clay0127
prod. @chewy
cover. @chewy

the worst plugg

join the #100signs discord discord.com/invite/teRyvrNgQP
background photo @zzoos , cover by @qlein
produced by @chewy @tillamookbay
vocals by @qlein @gr0lth @sinefelt

@qlein
(i am not the one)
hold up i gotta go i gotta flow
you dont wanna tell me this shit i gotta go
out of curiosity do you feel fine
posted wit @100signs i hear signs in this bitch
running out of luck i might go die in a ditch
will you live a whole life tryna abide to some shit
will i live a whole life tryna hide from the shit idk idk

I am not the one for you
i am not the one
what do you see in me
i hate that i hate myself
i think im better off gone
im not strong enough for this

@grolth
I think I’m going crazy
Heart fluttering fucking around
I’m hoping maybe
You will say “yes” x2

@sinefelt
yea
ik im in ur head
ik u want me dead
and it'll never end (4x)
bitch, i couldn't evr switch
ur fucking useless
said id do it then i did (4x)
whoa, i hope u hate urself as much as i do
u wont evr replicate me no matter how hard u try to
bitches been talking shit i just sit there n i crack a smile
first year qlein & i been in the cut n passed them all by miles

@qlein

I am not the one for you
i am not the one
what do you see in me
i hate that i hate myself
i think im better off gone
im not strong enough for this
x2

did i put u in a fucking bad mood
i only did what i fucking had to
fuck me wish i fucking had you
put me in a bad mood in a fucking bad mood

@gr0lth
Like who the fuck you (@zzjay) think you talking to?!
I waited too long just for your bad news
But Ima rip off of qlein and say I had to
Learn my lesson submit to good values

@sinefelt
like who the fuck is @zzjay talking to
talking shit on gang @100signs running up on you
im feeling awfully new
I can feel it in my gut that we goin up soon
everyone can see that though
I guess that's old news..

@qlein
(I am not the one)

FIRST YEAR (HEROINE, MICHIMANI)

demo from october 2024, originally for "drafts"
ib the cabs

she dances in the spotlight, i stay in the dark
i trace all my thoughts just to tear them all apart
i start to talk quietly when they get louder

even if i tried, even if you wanted to change my whole life
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles
even if i died, even if the whole world had turned from my side
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles

Running in circles

my submission for cut2static song wars

lyrics:

heartbreak saturday morning night
inquires, injuries, i'll be alright
outlaws like me said "such is life"
they prophesied over me, i'll be alright

the first in too long, went outside
a mirror, i wanted to throw up in fire
every part me was so loud (except)
my desire to scream, unexpressed in the quiet

couldn't even spare one day for every month
couldn't even spare 2 weeks but i'm still fucked
i was never upset at you, and i'm still not
it was always "i never could live with you gone"
and now i can't think straight when you're up
and now i can't fucking sleep at all
a pathetic shell of who i was
of a man that did nothing for you
i'll die a man that did nothing for you

newsflash, something don't sit right
i meant not to be overt, i promise i tried
outlaws like me said "such is life"
they sculpted me into something i despise

the first in too long, went outside
watched myself and the last half year fall in real time
i think i would rather die than watch you lock
falling apart at a life that could have been mine

couldn't even spare one day for every month
couldn't even spare 2 weeks but i'm still fucked
i was never upset at you, and i'm still not
it was always "i never could live with you gone"
and now i can't think straight when you're up
and now i can't fucking sleep at all
a pathetic shell of who i was
of a man that did nothing for you
i'll die a man that did nothing for you

outlaw

the cycle repeats
with @1crusafix
prod @lynyou @rhekdens

L:
run ur mouth again bring the blade in
u dont like me say it 2 my face then
catch u in the dark no escaping
heartbeat dropped i know u dont wanna face it
(x2)

tell me more about it
i wanna hear ur story
i would never doubt it
i wanna hear ur voice
wanna hear u shout it
always been my choice
always been about it
(x2)

C:
yea i love my brothers n we going up
n yo bitch she said she love me said i am her crush
u cant catch me with no gun cuz i keep it clutched
put my clothes on then i leave cuz im in a rush
tell that bitch she dont know shit
feed that boy them bullets ima empty out the whole clip
n i love this money swear 2 god i love this motion
im a real mf i wont code switch

L:
run ur mouth again bring the blade in
u dont like me say it 2 my face then
catch u in the dark no escaping
heartbeat dropped i know u dont wanna face it
(x2)

heartBeat +crusafix

im all for it
im all for it

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

im saying you don't know at all
you hate the way i talk
why do you hate it all?
i'm out of it, lost
you say there's something off with me, i can't even respond
so baby do you hate me
do you think im pretty oh god
bitch i hate it
i want you to save me
i know you want to take it
you won't get a taste
saying that i'm dangerous
but you won't see me break

yeah see me break
i know how you feel, and it makes me ache
they all wanted me but i can't be taken
can't be taken
give or take, i'll still end up dead

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

Running in circles

red letter diary