all lyn

Niche Indie

five hours passed and i'm still here
i think my body's starting to change
sometimes it feels like your still near
hallucinating, see your face
i wasted all my time in bed today
and filled the cup with tears
come and watch me lose my sanity
yell it out and cheer

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

it's not about love it's about my life
i think i failed twice, last chance, my time
hide away from the dark standing in the light
no i can't even breathe when your in my sight
i'll spell it out for you
i messed it up i usually do
i got so mad hearing the news
but i'll go on to finally choose

do i need you?

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

Crown lake

produced by me & inci0
featuring inci0 @manmelter

lyrics:

@lynyou
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

@manmelter
lately ive been taking toxins
broke down with nothing but a 20 in my pocket
on the freeway dazed and nauseous
screaming cause i hate the way that everybody mocked him
oh when your soul is gone
i'll be the one to call on god
mary taught me how to deal with emotions
mama told me not to say im wrong
its a cycle in a cyclone
interventions never worked
im on a tightrope tryna find home
one wrong move and im lower than dirt
its a game i play with a smile on my face
in denial but i know its not easy
ive been searching through my files tryna gather all your pictures
its necessary but it aint pleasing

@lynyou
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

trace

go ahead

when ur back home
i promise i wont let go again
i wrote a sad song
just for u to never hear it
if i could cut open
with all the pain that comes with it
would that teach u how much i need u

ive been trying to change
but im stuck in my old ways
those things ive been dying to say
i cant say cause your away
cant make it to the end of the day
without feeling a bittersweet taste
dont have time to make that change
clocks ticking im running late

Bittersweet

prod me +intro synth from @omgisai

i guess im back where i left off
has the grass grown any longer
last time we talked u got pissed off
did i ruin ur fun?
if i wanted to i could take u down w/ me
but i know u dont want that so i wont

i wanted more but i received closure
the ends right there n im getting closer
i got one more night until its over
i wasted time trying to let go of her
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again

i havent had a break to take for a while now
ive been fighting for my life
its not that easy to get u to calm down
i know u hate the way i...
talk about the past but i still wont stop
i know u hate the things i...
want but at some point i gotta turn it off

idle

i was hiding
bad choices im always writing
thats a battle not worth fighting
u hurt me / all of that misguiding

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

oh its so sad to think about the good times / u & i

i was hiding
i got so much worse at deciding
cant help but think about the past when im alone & the suns not shining
did you get what you wanted? or are you not done
u keep on wasting time / how are u not giving up

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

u & i

my mama told me im a fking star
so i be shining hard
my crew gon slide thru
dont fold U better keep ur guard up
(x4)

i know im not important
i know i get annoying
atleast thats what they tell me...
but ima fucking show em
they watching every move
but i fking ignore em
i put a price on his head
bc i can afford him

i know im not important
i know i get annoying
im shooting heavy rounds
bitch u dont kno what im totin
they watching every move
but i fking ignore em
my fate been fucking sealed
already know where im Going

i know im not important
i know i get annoying
(x4)

potions

prod me :::

i been lying 2 myself why cant i be honest
crying out for help can u hear me calling
i keep lying why cant i be honest
i break my fucking promise
i been lying 2 myself why cant i be honest
crying out for help can u hear me calling
i keep-i keep lying why cant i be honest
it never works, i break my fucking promise

hey sorry for hurting ya
i know i let u down i been a burden yea
its hard to tell the truth im sorry
but im only human im just a person yea
its harder than i thought itd be
now u act like u dont know me, wheres my apology
been acting different lately its catching onto me
feel like im slipping away, i wonder if u see

i keep-i keep lying (x4)

honest

prod me

theres some snakes up in that grass
go and test ur luck promise u wont last
yea they always tryna bite me - stalk my past
tryna fight me like id let u walk that path
talk behind my back but i hear it back
came a long way from crying in my drafts
came a long way i had to detach
yea u prob think u know me its a fucking mask

im where its at but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone

i dont believe shit
my idols arent real they only tweet shit
dont talk to me sweet it dont mean shit
get up off yo ass Stop subtweeting 🖕
whine about somebody then delete it by the evening
would u rather live or die for ur demons ?
u want a reaction ok. heres a reason
i dont owe a damn thing to u boy u leechin
i said my piece i go on ghost mode 

but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone

Test.Ur.Luck

prod me
@1crusafix @7akkiro

lyrics:

@lynyou
u broke ur promise for the bigscreen
nosebleeds new friends & a big dream
they ask me questions i dont come clean
i dont trust a soul dont believe in peace

and its back to the start again
five years ago i never wouldve thought of this
i got blood up on my cardigan
its times like these u wish u could start again
and its back to the start again
five years later and im scarred again
this life just tearing me apart again
its times like these u wish u could start again

u broke ur promise for the bigscreen
nosebleeds new friends & a big dream
u cant get me i wont tell a truth
go ahead and take me i got nothing left to lose
u broke ur promise for the bigscreen
i fw my old friends until they switch teams
they ask me questions i dont come clean
i dont trust a soul dont believe in peace

@1crusafix
hit a lick than change clothes
give that boy a halo
thinking that i hate hoes
cause they neva faithful
coke in my nasal
we still ducking labels
love my friends like rachel
surrounded by angels
time to let it go, yuh
shoutout to my bros
fuck that bitch than ghost
drop that boy he speaking code
that boy do the most
cashapp if he want a post
copying you steal my flow
fuck boy listen take sumn notes

@7akkiro
i cant trust, no one
i got racks, no ones
like whats the problem? no blunts
u at the bottom, my sons
bank account so dumb
it cannot slow down
im a fein, so what
to the green, go rush
i got jewels on my body
i got jewels on my waist
i cant really trust nobody
i got too much on my plate
i could really take yo bitch
i got way too many ways
with my brodie i assist
this the last thing imma say

@lynyou
u broke ur promise for the bigscreen
nosebleeds new friends & a big dream
they ask me questions i dont come clean
i dont trust a soul dont believe in peace
u broke ur promise for the bigscreen
say that u on top not by any means
they ask me questions i dont come clean
i dont trust a soul dont believe in peace

soul

demo (file will probably be replaced later on)

It's a turning point in my life
what can I say?
nothing I say sounds right
hold it in for one more night
what have i done?
i swear, i'll make it right

I look like a mess today I know
I hope you still love me
feel like I'm on the edge of letting go
it's starting to show
I look like a mess today I know
maybe I'll just shave it all off just to see how you'd react

i know what your expecting
but im giving you something else
when you tell me you love me
i wish i could say the same
cant think of the words
you want me to say
you ask how its been
i dont say a thing
i wish i could say something

I look like a mess today I know
I hope you still love me
shattering my brainstem
wandering away, hoping things are still okay
I look like a mess today I know
maybe I'll just burn the fucking house down
maybe I'll see you react
i swear, i'll make it right

Turning point

red letter diary