lyrics

is ur life so fucking boring
that u feel the need to stalk me
and do,
u tell all of these lies
for attention? well our eyes are on u
is it weighing on ur soul?
everything that u uphold?
or are u just a psychopath?
ur feeling pretty bold
and ur eyes are looking cold
for someone that wasnt built to last

all eyes on u

and this isnt real, do u care how i feel
when the moments that we used to cherish are gone
n my skin starts to peel, so then i made a deal
with a devil of sorts that i have in my bones
n he took the hate, n he took the pain
n turned it around till theres nothing to gain
from sitting in place when i cant feel my face
when im finding some solace in drugs that i take

all eyes on u

breaking things in my room (heydium)

production and composition by: wisssery
written and performed by: popularreject x briz
artwork by: briz
lyrics: 

popualrreject:
…
I’ve been tryin
…
And to be real baby 
I’ve been lyin 
…
So tell me why 
You’re cryin…
I’ve been tryin 
…
Losing you
…
I’ve lost myself in this destruction
I find loveliness in nothin 
Losing you 
It’s so hard to sleep but I’m tired 
Hard to eat when I’m high like this 
And honestly I’m not built for this
But I’ll still stop and admire 

briz: 
But, 
Somehow 
I only blame myself 
And idk why 
Voices in my head 
Say I’m the bad guy 
Losin sleep and I’m tired 
Why don’t you try 
To meet me halfway 
If I asked you stay 
I wonder what you’d say 
…
You’d say 
…

popularreject: 
I’VE BEEN TRYIN 
…
AND TO BE REAL BABY 
I’VE BEEN LYIN
…
I TEND TO SMOKE UNTIL IM PARANOID 
I ALWAYS SEE YOUR FACE
INSIDE THE PLACES THAT I CAN’T AVOID
… 
BUT I’M NOT THAT ANNOYED 
I WENT THROUGH MY HELL 
AND NEVER ONCE DID YOU SAY “ATTABOY”
YOU DIDN’T KEEP THAT IN MIND 
LATELY I BEEN OUTTA LINE 
TELL ME IS IT HARD TO FIND 
ITS SO HARD TO SLEEP BUT IM TIRED 
SO HARD TO EAT WHEN I’M HIGH LIKE THIS
AND HONESTLY I’M NOT BUILT FOR THIS
BUT I’LL STILL STOP AND ADMIRE 
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOU-uuuuu

briz: 
But, 
Somehow 
I only blame myself 
And idk why 
Voices in my head 
Say I’m the bad guy 
Losin sleep and I’m tired 
Why don’t you try 
To meet me halfway 
If I asked you stay 
I wonder what you’d say 
…
You’d say 
…

popularreject:
I DON’T WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE 
TEARS FALLING OUT YOUR FACE
ROTTING OUT 
THE FLOOR BOARDS 
DON’T KNOW WHY YOU SAID 
WHAT YOU SAID BEFORE 
IT FEELS LIKE THERE’S NOTHIN 
NOT A THING THAT I’M GOOD FOR
…
It’s time to kick this shit in overdrive 
Feel like a computer and my system needs an override 
…
Hold me close at night 
Please just hold me close tonight 
And if I were to die glimpse of a flashing life
All I’d see before my eyes is 
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
It’s so hard to sleep but I’m tired 
Hard to eat when I’m high like this 
And honestly I’m not built for this
But I’ll still stop and admire

it's so hard to sleep but I'm tired +briz (p. wisssery)

i feel like runnin’ again
you said the joke on me baby but honestly nothing that funny in here
i had a lot of shrinks tellin’ me i really had to make time for myself
if you in a grave then you in there alone why the fuck you’d be dyin’ for them
it ain’t worth it to cry over her, no

california been feelin’ like hell
they been sayin’ i’m hot now, no i was
and i did not find that shit here
i had this since the minute i hopped out the sprinter and did that show in 2012
that was the first time i had ever been up on a stage i remember their eyes on me then
ever since i’ve been proud of myself
they said i had potential but bad instrumentals 
shit, now they all acoustics there ain’t no excuses
and this song’s for that dude in that job interview that made fun of my suit and inspired me to make music 
i’ve been kicked out of college and lost all my scholarships honestly it never made me mad
god put my eyes in my skull in the front of my head ‘cause he never wanted me lookin’ back 

that’s why i feel like runnin’ again
i wanna call out every motherfucker who told me i wouldn’t be shit, uh huh
everyone who told me to be realistic 
it ain’t worth it to give ‘em attention
i had shrinks tellin’ me to focus on myself
if you in a grave then you in there alone why the fuck would you ever be dyin’ for them

fuck music [freestyle] (p. yunny goldz)

these 4 walls ft. kenny orlando

back on da @prodsecre grind 😤

lyrics

i don't wanna curse u
drop dead hearse u
i got so much hurt in my heart 
i cant verse u
know no ones perfect 
but don't want this personal

spinning round like im orbital
i'm warning u

don't go thru with this darl- i'm pleased
i've had enough experience to know what this means
for us, trust
look me in my eyes fuck
u can't read my mind like what?
i dont need to be saved
just get me outta here

cuts and scars, all over my skin
you had loved me to bits
pieces of me fall at your leg like the shore
i'm not who i once was i don't want this more

u got me like i was locked in my car
u had the engine running 
girl there was gas in my lungs
no the alc don't mix well with the issues
u play the victim so well with those pocketed tissues

still touching wounds on this one 
but im looking to heal
i sit right under the sun
but i just cannot feel

i'll do the right things
the right things then fuck, i'll skip meals
im in my mind every night i jus want something real

the dark came, the dark came and i conqoured
but what the fuck i got left was just ruins to sell
maybe it would work for us, maybe its just hell
people looking out for me or after me i cant tell

i know that theres people that are there for me 
and im sorry i dont reply enough
i've got stuff piling up
no its not an excuse 
but we all got a lot of shit we gotta do

things we gotta prove
struggling with abuse from the past maybe true
but i dont wanna lose ya
i'm sorry it turned out this way but its a new me
everything's gotta change, hope ur happy

woundz

woundz (secre x sorrowbringer)

prod. heyzbee

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat 
something’s wrong i cannot say what’s happening 
it seems so bleak 
i lean on my one technique with messaging
message oblique 

(2x)
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

open your mouth, i swear to god
you don’t really know about the meds on 
half of the time i don’t say what i want
i just put it all down and leave it in a song
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat 
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

i been here since dawn and i cannot die with this, my chest needs a lift 
secrets untold i’m still unsure how to exist, i do hate the myths
i might say things that are against everything you have said, you’re not innocent 
don’t you look for me cuz i hate your existence, but let’s talk a bit 

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat

virus

Thread

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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Lyrics:
I didn’t wake up this morning
Cause I had no one to wake up to
I’m protesting my existence
Can I please press undo

If tomorrow comes
I’ll hide my head
I’ll never eat
I’ll break my legs

I need a break
I need an end
But no one cares
Only my bed

If tomorrow comes
I’ll hide my head
I’ll never eat
I’ll break my legs

I need a break
I need an end
But no one cares
Only my bed

I didn’t wake up this morning
Cause I had no one to wake up to
I’m protesting my existence
Can I please press undo

Protesting My Existence (prod. michael harrison)

Bezludna wyspa

This song is meant to be a journey, put some headphones on and ride along with me. I love you minivans, I am always here for you! <3
@prodbybrody
@trechorboy

I never let things go
I thought that you were all that I’d ever know
When I lost control
I watched everyone, as I sunk down below

Now I’m out of sync cause the way you left me in my own mind
For a long time, you were all I had in life
Looking back I know I’ve changed
People learn from their mistakes
Let’s leave the old me in the past
To never looking back
Raise your glass for a toast, and let’s sure hope it lasts
Let’s focus on the present, let the time pass
Staring at my future in a looking glass

I need a helping hand 

Searching around this place 
I’m planning for my escape 
There is no door in sight
I’m starting to feel terrified
Where’s my hand now?
How did all of it go wrong? 
Where’s my hand now?
I’ve been here all night long 

Now I’m out of sync cause the way you left me in my own mind
For a long time, you were all I had in life
Looking back I know I’ve changed
People learn from their mistakes
Let’s leave the old me in the past
To never looking back
Raise your glass for a toast, and let’s sure hope it lasts
Let’s focus on the present, let the time pass
Staring at my future in a looking glass

Now I’m out of sync cause the way you left me in my own mind
For a long time, you were all I had in life
Looking back I know I’ve changed
People learn from their mistakes
Let’s leave the old me in the past
To never looking back
Raise your glass for a toast, and let’s sure hope it lasts
Let’s focus on the present, let the time pass
Staring at my future in a looking glass

I need a helping hand

Helping Hand (Prod. Brody X Trechor Boy)

helping hand (Prod. Brody X Trechor Boy)

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