the lyrics really relatable on this one bro <3

lyrics

is ur life so fucking boring
that u feel the need to stalk me
and do,
u tell all of these lies
for attention? well our eyes are on u
is it weighing on ur soul?
everything that u uphold?
or are u just a psychopath?
ur feeling pretty bold
and ur eyes are looking cold
for someone that wasnt built to last

all eyes on u

and this isnt real, do u care how i feel
when the moments that we used to cherish are gone
n my skin starts to peel, so then i made a deal
with a devil of sorts that i have in my bones
n he took the hate, n he took the pain
n turned it around till theres nothing to gain
from sitting in place when i cant feel my face
when im finding some solace in drugs that i take

all eyes on u

breaking things in my room (heydium)

feat. @spookybands

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Lyrics:
I was working down in New York City 
Ya we were up all damn night
Work all damn day in the road
An now I just live in bum fuck Egypt 
On a farm in the middle of no where 
I can hear the thunder coming but the lightning seems so far away so far away missing you 
Is night an day since you had left 
Everything had changed 
New port n a can of dip in my back pack
I gotta new snap chat cuz I got sick of the memories of you 

Spookybands:
I can hear the rain falling but you don’t have to 
I know love depends on how much we think we can make it back from 
and you try but seriously don’t  take  to much effort 
I ain’t ever been worth it my whole life and if I was I would be doing so much better but
remember that field we used to smoke in uh
Newport’s not much my style now
Your whole life you been so outspoken
No wonder we ain’t talking now
I was making clothes in New York
I parked my car down in the Bronx last night 
How far am I from Philadelphia I know u go there sometimes but
I can hear the rain falling but you don’t have to 
I know love depends on how much i can not make it back from 

I woke up in nyc 
N I got ashes in my hotel sheets
All these new friends like why ur snap score so low
I was different back then I done ghost everybody back when 
I had a few thousand contacts n no real friends n no will to live
I might just drink all night and day 
I been broken since u left 
broken baby u wouldn’t get it ya
U thought I was then but it’s been a minute 
Wake up n work out she said u look like u been eating cans of spinach now
Now she wanna come around 
baby u changed up quick 
I started stiring up my drink with some powder in it
No nesquik I hope u prouder then a bitch 
I hope u love me when I’m lit
I just needed somebody to come around while I get this fire lit

night and day

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night and day feat. spookybands (prod. acey 心)

i feel like runnin’ again
you said the joke on me baby but honestly nothing that funny in here
i had a lot of shrinks tellin’ me i really had to make time for myself
if you in a grave then you in there alone why the fuck you’d be dyin’ for them
it ain’t worth it to cry over her, no

california been feelin’ like hell
they been sayin’ i’m hot now, no i was
and i did not find that shit here
i had this since the minute i hopped out the sprinter and did that show in 2012
that was the first time i had ever been up on a stage i remember their eyes on me then
ever since i’ve been proud of myself
they said i had potential but bad instrumentals 
shit, now they all acoustics there ain’t no excuses
and this song’s for that dude in that job interview that made fun of my suit and inspired me to make music 
i’ve been kicked out of college and lost all my scholarships honestly it never made me mad
god put my eyes in my skull in the front of my head ‘cause he never wanted me lookin’ back 

that’s why i feel like runnin’ again
i wanna call out every motherfucker who told me i wouldn’t be shit, uh huh
everyone who told me to be realistic 
it ain’t worth it to give ‘em attention
i had shrinks tellin’ me to focus on myself
if you in a grave then you in there alone why the fuck would you ever be dyin’ for them

fuck music [freestyle] (p. yunny goldz)

@kid.tye - Free Throw

prod. heyzbee

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat 
something’s wrong i cannot say what’s happening 
it seems so bleak 
i lean on my one technique with messaging
message oblique 

(2x)
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

open your mouth, i swear to god
you don’t really know about the meds on 
half of the time i don’t say what i want
i just put it all down and leave it in a song
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat 
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

i been here since dawn and i cannot die with this, my chest needs a lift 
secrets untold i’m still unsure how to exist, i do hate the myths
i might say things that are against everything you have said, you’re not innocent 
don’t you look for me cuz i hate your existence, but let’s talk a bit 

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat

virus

GLOOM

curtains

Get it right back

get it up [prod cbguapn + yokai]

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Great Escape (feat. Kyraehle)

Support Venus: https://www.youtube.com/c/venusboy

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Lyrics:
watch the time moving past but this love everlasting
you're the hot to my cold, you're the waves to my crashing
and I can't find no one who loves me like you do (know it's true)
when I hold you near its clear we will get through (turn from blue)
those green eyes the keep finding the way to my heart
right from the start, cannot tare us apart
found the other part of me in you
~
girl I love you
soon 
we'll get out of this zoo
start up a new
life for each other
and we can pursue
everything that we wanted to do
late nights spent cuddled tight
I take in the view
mattress left vacant
my sheets smell like you
I cannot take this
I'm feeling so blue
cause I really miss my boo

Everlasting [prod. venus]

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