some songs i hold dear
hope u enjoy
prodby. @imcaves & @jolst
original song credits go towards
@familypet
@youngburial
@guardinmusic

song links: 
familypet - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6q38OKKCFE
fats'e - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RX7bF8kLBo
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-K8SilXyq54

familypet x fats'e x guardin (song mashup//cover)

love you ryan<3 talk to you soon.
beat prod by: wisssery x nihil
written and performed by: popularreject

Ryan's song (p. wisssery x nihil)

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
love brings joy but also pain a wound that’s cut that’s real 
it starts with laughter, ends in tears
a heart that aches and seers
i thought our bond was strong and true
but now i could see clear
that things have changed we’ve grown apart that was my only fear 

so why
would u even think to go
u were so glued to ur phone
never knew u were my home

nothing will ever be the same
nothing will ever be the same
nothing will ever be the same
nothing will ever be the same

why does my life have to turn out to be such a mess
trying to get through all of it and maybe forget
suffocating in my doubts and all of my regrets
seeking a new path avoiding all threats, except
my own self
feelings kept away; a box on the top of the shelf
my emotion like the snow, and its ready to melt
in the summer, i wish i told you how i just felt

fall

nico north - Should Have (cover)

skeletons

+ spotify

skeletons (feat. kenny orlando + ezra)

Check out Scar$:
Soundcloud: @devilboyxo
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0u9B7tJYmF1en0xXivFIKv?si=k5j8zdYbQWmNVewMVMsXug
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1r8soprLjOPmurl2D_NdFw
Twitter: https://twitter.com/devilboyxo
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/devilboyxo/

Check out the Producer:
Soundcloud: @sh4dowfigure
Airbit: https://neverforever.infinity.airbit.com
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@prodneverforever
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/prodneverforever/

Lyrics
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(Robstar)
I should never be the one that you wanted
I made a promise not to let you down
And I'll keep that promise if it rips my insides out
I miss the us when we were starting
But now you have every reason to hate me when I'm departing

I'm sorry you're the one I fell in love with too
I don't blame you, you didn't know
Living in the shame of everything I knew
It would haunt you to the bones
And I really loved you when I said I do
But I loved you and let you go
And you don't need to say you could take what I put you through
'Cause I know you'd be better alone

(Scar$)
Hello?
You are waiting here for nothin...
I know...
You were hopin' we'd be somethin'

I'm sorry that I won't be around much longer my dear
I'll fucking hit the ground runnin', in the end my reasons will be clear
Sorry that I led you on, it was always wrong but I don't belong here
I don't belong anywhere

I got to take pills just to sleep and more pills just to breathe, can't you see I'm nothing to want?
I keep my fucking doors locked, I'm nothing you want

Waiting for Nothing

Scar$

Robstar x Scar$ - Waiting for Nothing [Prod. Neverforever]

The Other Side Of The Tracks (p. wraithontheporch)

pretii (ft afterparty*)

Tryna BE

Trippin

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

thisjealousyisgonnakillme

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