10 years later if your still watching you are a legend 

drums by @oldyungtoadsage, remaining production, mels / vox / mix by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

I sensed that something here was different 
I felt like something here was wrong
But i don’t have a way to fix it
My only vices are these songs 

And when im wounded,
will you kiss the spot that hurts 
or is it wrong for me to ask?

for me to ask???

I cant stop thinking of your skin on mine 
but the only view i get of u is online 

i think i need to fucking go outside
cuz its been a while
and im fucking dying 

Pain
Abbreviated
I burn what i grow
Till its all the same to me

All these fucking games
that they play are lame to me

please talk real
all these bitches fucking sound the same to me...


ill cut you out if you suppress me

all the blood means = growth
++more stress please

i just wanna get these words of my chest please 

step out
from depression 
like i bested it

its my craft 
i invest in it

my hearts not pure
you tested it,
so u know

i strike down
what's best in me

i cut down and rebuild 
what's left of me
on my own 

shawty keep on texting me
u can try 
but u wont see the rest of me

no no no 

my swag so heavenly 
i don't take no pills 
match my energy 
no, u wont

I sensed that something here was different 
I felt like something here was wrong
But i don’t have a way to fix it
My only vices are these songs 

And when im wounded,
will you kiss the spot that hurts 
or is it wrong for me to ask?

for me to ask???

I cant stop thinking of your skin on mine 
but the only view i get of u is online 

i think i need to fucking go outside
cuz its been a while
and im fucking dying

impure

Produced written and performed by Reserv

lyrics

honey i tried
making up a lie
i'm making up a lie to be true
maybe i'll cry
maybe i'll be fine
but surely i'll be gone without you
oo, and i'm
wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
counting a, b, c, d
even if i want and i don't need
it's been a combination of a whole lot of things
that i can't begin to list
or think about for extended periods
cause honey what i want is something clean
and i can't hear a thing you're telling me
sorry that i
become someone else
i try to do something i can't do
i ask you why
you sing, and then you dance
you breathe, and then you can't let out
such simple things
to make a little easier
i might just be immature though
just so you know
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time 
counting a, b, c, d
even if i want and i don't need
it's been a combination of a whole lot of things
that i can't begin to list
or think about for extended periods
cause honey what i want is something clean
and i can't hear a thing you're telling me

A Whole Lot of Things

needles w/ emorave (donttrustlando)

prod neverforever
@valentinesdayblue <33

I stared at the picture
of you this morning
It’s not that i want to
don’t mean to be boring
It’s just that ive curdled
all my thoughts from imploring
It hurts when its hollow
It hurts when you ignore me

I’ve learned to stop saying sorry 
I learned to let go of all the rotting parts of me
Then ill find you
Writing in your book in the park
I’ll think about the way you touched my arm
And completely fall apart

pixie:
tell me you love me so i dont forget 
tell me its beautiful just to exist 
ive known the aching of waking up again 
if i said i dont wanna die id be lying

is it such a crime to want you to get better 
i never
still me and emily sending our love inside letters 
i hate to show my teeth and she kick them in 
i let her
oh jesus, i want peace but i cant keep it like promises

this morning

@5vexe

lyrics:

fall zurück auf die erde 
ich geb alles aber das war nie genug
hast mein herz in deiner hand war nie genug 
bin gefangen in deiner welt ist wie ein fluch 
es ist wie ein fluch 
ja ich geb alles aber das war nie genug 

ja ich greif nach den sternen 
hab noch so viel zu lernen 
fall zurück auf die erde 
weiß nicht was ich mal werde 

doch du lässt mich zurück 
nein ich hab kein glück 
doch du lässt mich zurück

ja ich greif nach den sternen 
werde niemals jemand werden 
hab noch so viel zu lernen 

ich geb alles aber das war nie genug
hast mein herz in deiner hand war nie genug 
bin gefangen in deiner welt ist wie ein fluch 
es ist wie ein fluch 
ja ich geb alles aber das war nie genug 

wa-was wenn du heut nach nicht gehst 
wa-was wenn du heut da stehst 
was wenn du heut bei mir schläfst 

denn wir greifen nach den sternen
kann noch so viel aus uns werden 
sind so fern von der erde 
sind so fern von der erde 


ich geb alles aber das war nie genug
hast mein herz in deiner hand war nie genug 
bin gefangen in deiner welt ist wie ein fluch 
es ist wie ein fluch 
ja ich geb alles aber das war nie genug 

ja ich geb alles aber das war nie genug 

ich geb alles aber das war nie genug
hast mein herz in deiner hand war nie genug 
bin gefangen in deiner welt ist wie ein fluch 
es ist wie ein fluch 
ja ich geb alles aber das war nie genug

nie genug [prod. 5v]

ft. @inssekt
prod. @corpsekittyy
art by instagram.com/rubb3r.d3ck

lyrics:

@sif666
my bitch have fun w her wrists watch the knife slit
what’s the point of living life when it’s like this
mdma in my blood i stay high bitch 
not alive 
give a fuck bout the price bitch
when u look into my eyes think i’m lifeless
break that brick down got some dust on my white fit
u cant find this u don’t know this designer
no emotions percocet put my soul to rest
turn me up i wanna die just to forget this shit
dropping pills inside my cup i need another script 
no fuckin thoughts behind my eyes i can’t pretend to care
i live my life like i’m a ghost bitch i was never there

@inssekt
im like fuck it wat i told u
i was offa so much
dont remember wat i told u
i was mixing shit i shouldnt
i wish i could hold u
coming down its   not what i wan go thru
cutting down on shit i need to make myself feel awful
bitch im here u best believe it something like a novel
takin too much powder feel like snowing when i cough up
u take this shit for fun i take this shit just to feel normal
im taking bigger hits jus lean back baby hold my bottle
i dont need no friends becus i think dat im jus better than them
i dont tie no ends because i keep my bridges a;lways open
mdma geeking like girl i love u so much
fuck it i dont need a reason, baby watch me blow up

@sif666
when u look into my eyes think i’m lifeless
break that brick down got some dust on my white fit
u cant find this u don’t know this designer
no emotions percocet put my soul to rest
turn me up i wanna die just to forget this shit
dropping pills inside my cup i need another script 
no fuckin thoughts behind my eyes i can’t pretend to care
i live my life like i’m a ghost bitch i was never there

spotify

ghost + inssekt

art by @birthdayism

featuring @7senss

produced and mixed by me

love to all..

do u listen ft. senses

blackwinterwells - plainswalker w/ luthien & chach (prod. lovbug)

@ reserrvv
if you were to break all of my bones
which one would you start with?
a million options, plus 1
a million seconds pass

under the willow i'm a star
the birds and the squirrels i'm friends with
the fleeting desire i dance with
i don't know what is it i want

emily

Reserv

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