prod me
thanks to @emotegi
drawings: @ gardeniaa_a_a on IG

Sasaeng (+ emotegi)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKEIpLhh9bE
@spira_me @with3rx

(ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒᶦˢᵒⁿ ᵈᶦᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗˢʷᵒʳᵈ...
ᵏᶦˢˢᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ ᶦⁿˢᶦᵈᵉˢ
ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ⁻ʰᵒˡᵈᵉʳ)

ill stand by this sword
til my knees collapse
i cant afford
to go back

i promise that it wont be like the first time
if not the second then im hoping 
for the third time

im a knight in a hoodie
walk around im with swoopy
dont tell me twice im not stupid
never mind im too stupid
dnd on a friday 
bnb for like 10 days
u call em ur best days
when its already too late

im with taher on DR2
we’ll make it through
this time
u think im stupid hmm 
i think so too 
its fine
i keep on doing
what u want me to 
each time
ill keep on falling down
ill make it up sometime

i woke up and felt like trying
gotta stay strong keep fighting
broken down by years of crying
carrying the sword of the undying
id never leave your side
id break my legs off
id give up all thats mine
id sew my mouth shut

collapse + spira me (produced by with3r)

10.Loser
It hurts, if that's how you really feel
I'm just trying to wake up in the morning and not feel like shit

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel

And I don't care at all
What they really think about me
I'm with BNO, Only time I'm truly happy
She like what I got on
She's trying to steal me from the party
She's a ravegirl and I'm a nerdy little dummy
Getting wasted but I'm not cooling with nobody
Guess you're confused, just know I'm deeply sorry
I have a hard time expressing feelings to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel
I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again

Loser (with3r)

Chameleon

black shoes.

the climb +buffalobang (sg37, iphi)

@bydion
@b9tum0r
@redpri3st

https://twitter.com/xxsudi
https://twitter.com/DionTried
https://twitter.com/b9tum0r
https://twitter.com/redpri3st

Break

Break ft. Dion (prod. b9tum0r & redpriest)

https://soundcloud.com/sg37
@sglily

who's that creepin' up my window
front row seat burnin' that citgo
I don't know who is you let your face show
like a thief in the night smothered in smoke

come get me out
can you feel it in the air
I feel you in my mouth
it's the wind in your hair
you better keep it down
a snail's in my head
I couldn't dig it out 

who's that creepin' up my window
front row seat burnin' that citgo
I don't know who is you let your face show
like a thief in the night smother and choke

right now baby
turn your lights down
yeah I like you
when you're iced out 
wanna buy you couple 
nightgowns 
I like how

you bite down

and where are you
and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot breathe tonight 
there's a call on the other line
he says he liked you in another life

can you feel it in the air tonight
the rumors are coming from your bedside 
you can't keep running from your dead life 
who's that turning you on like a headlight 

(when the nights covered in smoke smother and choke
who's that creepin up my window
(nightmare front row seat burnin that right now)
front row seat burnin' that citgo
I don't know who is you let your face show
like a thief in the night Junji Ito

right now baby turn your lights down
yeah i like you when you're iced out
sglily burn the house down
I like how
you bite down

(come get me out)
calling all units calling all units
emotegi has entered the vicinity over

junji ito (prod. sg37)

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me + https://soundcloud.com/emogangmovement (lildovas) + https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
prod https://soundcloud.com/with3rx + https://soundcloud.com/sg37

spira me:
She said i'm nothing special
Imma run it back & spend a bag on you
She said that i'm too extra
She know I don't dance but i'll dance with you
She said im nothing special
I'll take another chance, Take a chance on you
She said that i'm too extra
I'll keep it in the past, in the past for you

BNO we spazzin, (light it up) like lighting matches
Throw a show yeah we can manage, getting money from the fairies
Energy up in my beverage, in designer man it's sacred
Spend a thousand so we matchin, 1000 on a Nilmance jacket
To be fair it's nothing special, put my mind to where the cash at
Watch me get it watch me stack it, i make it all, you make a fraction
Wearing denim call it Helmut, wasting money call it Fashion
BNO in BNB's like every country different mansions

Lil Dovas:
In the quarantine but nothings different
Isolated by a screen, keep your distance
Is there a bigger picture that i'm missing?
Questioning my existence, but i think no one is listening
Forbidden fruit, i want more
I don't mind being your boytoy
Be careful what you ask for
Stockholm city turns to Mordor
Get the pills right from the drugstore
Going AWOL like i'm loveboy
Rick owens in my wardrobe
Yeah but i don't give a fuck though

Uknoxoxo:
I guess I’m off these addy’s 
And I guess that makes me special 
I’m so special to u to me it ain’t special 
Everything I ever do I do it so professional 
Im a devil to your mental 
I don’t want your sentimental 

Music is my seance and it’s magic to you clones 
The feelings that I carry in my heart it hurts my soul 
Everything I ever I did I did it cause of you

Special - spira me/lildovas/uknoxoxo/with3r/sg37

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wWFx5UBlDQ
produced by @with3rx & @bigdog30k
featuring @spira_me

i take my time i see the change in weather
im not well but you make me better
and i swear i would do anything i would do anything
if it meant i could be close to you
(i wanted to be close to you)
(i wanted to be close to you)

maybe im acting crazy im sorry again
everythings just hurting lately and i cant pretend
(i cant pretend)
(im sorry again)
i been feeling weak let it get to my head
talking and talking but nobody listens
go out for walking and id walk the distance
im feeling the bliss and baby im so thankful for your existence

gotta start believing, stop pretending
ever since i took your hand i been thinking and thinking
yea is it gonna work out like i dreamt it
and i love the way you smile just like i dreamt it
and you think that i dont love you but i meant it
and that text confessed my love for you i sent it

i take my time i see the change in weather
im not well but you make me better
and i swear i would do anything i would do anything
if it meant i could be close to you
talking and talking but nobody listens
go out for walking and id walk the distance
im feeling the bliss and baby im so thankful for your existence

close to you + spira me (with3r & bigdog30k)

convulsions in my lungs
i'm just another fortunate one
so take your places
i'm a running joke
you know your place
taking back all that you wrote
convulsions in my lungs
i'm just another fortunate one
give up my skin for you
give up my skin for you
give up my skin for you
give up my skin for you

Fortunate One

Reserv