vox/production/mix/cover-art by me (@bigdog30k)

didnt i tell you i was fine?
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
i cant do this one more time
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady

:FALL FALL:
:IT ALL FALLS THROUGH:

didnt i tell you i was fine?
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
i cant do this one more time
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady

                   ⟳

didnt i tell you i was fine?
(did i tell you i was fine?)
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
(i think maybe you just heard wrong baby)
i cant do this one more time
(i think i do this all the time)
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady
(i learned to doubt, theres always something shady)

im still waiting

Still Waiting

Featuring @reserrvv

it comes and goes
i think i'm better off alone
and miserable
replace this feeling in my bones
passed out on a greyhound
who knew two states was the way out
new scars on my face now
two a.m, text you when i wake up

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i'm asking again do you really think that way
the things you say so what
i'm a boy with a pulse isn't that enough for you
for what it's worth it's not
im a program on the evening news
im a bit in a stand up special
i'd give a limb or two to be an hour slot but
im laughing along with you

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

Last Summer ft Reserv

Produced by buffalobang

buffalobang:
Crush me baby, betray me
I don't even blame you at this point
There's clear signs of agony
If you're so sorry, then don't do that shit times two
Don't still care how dumb you think I am
I'll always circle back to you

Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?
Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?

spira me:
Depression
Got crushed under the pressure
Punished by the only one I ever thought was precious
Watch you turn your back on me before I got the message
Searching for a reason for this curse that I am blessed with
A broken rapper
Got drugs under the mattress
All this shit you said behind my back, it had me laughing
Tear me apart one of these days I swear I've had it
Go ahead and break my neck while you're at it

buffalobang:
Crush me baby, betray me
I don't even blame you at this point
There's clear signs of agony
If you're so sorry, then don't do that shit times two
Don't still care how dumb you think I am
I'll always circle back to you

Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?
Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?

Circle Back

featuring @spira_me
produced by me (@bigdog30k)

[ buffalobang: ]
i am getting tired
i need you to sleep by my side
open your arms and let me inside

its starting without you
im hurting without you baby
its starting without you
im hurting without you baby

i'll walk the trail in these woods
i'll chase my tail for what could have been
for what could have been
you and me
i thought you'd see
i thought you'd be close enough
i should have turned around

i watched you speak
you looked at me
you opened your arms and
pushed me aside

[ spira me: ]
lost hope of a tomorrow
woke up drenched in sorrow
the reflection in their mirror watched me crawl
back to you

palms intertwined
dancing in circles
tethered and worthless
living and learning

[ buffalobang: ]
i'll walk the trail in these woods
i'll chase my tail for what could have been
for what could have been
you and me
i thought you'd see
i thought you'd be close enough
i should have turned around

Sudden Departure, Soccer Club 2

Hurt'ing - The Trail That Led Me To You

Hurt'ing - The Trail That Led Me To You ft. Spira_me

video out now - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzc04rZ65ms

cause we do what we want
and spend it all on clothes
you're drinking every night but your still waking up alone
and your with someone else
but let me take you home
and i know youre too good for me so let me take it slow
and i cant help but start to think that im to sensitive
it broke my heart when i looked out and saw you kissing him
and girl i never ever wanna feel like this again
but something tells me that you weren't even-

stick me like a tattoo
i couldn't ask you
told you how i feel you told me meet me in the bathroom
no, i didn't have to
a song about you
tell me what you see in me
tell me i can have you

and i don't wanna break it off but it's too difficult
i wish i knew just what you were before i pulled you close
im sick of begging and pleading i need the antidote
i'll be in pain for a week baby just to let it go
you know it hurts to see you dancing with somebody else
there's no point acting like you care about the way i felt
i'll spend some time alone and feel this pain all by myself
i run away from it so much but i got nothing left

stick me like a tattoo
i couldn't ask you
told you how i feel you told me meet me in the bathroom
no, i didn't have to
a song about you
tell me what you see in me
tell me i can have you

stick me like a tattoo
i couldn't ask you
told you how i feel you told me meet me in the bathroom
no, i didn't have to
a song about you
tell me what you see in me
tell me i can have you

Perverted

Reserv