Iiiiiii

aaaaaa

@uesbi prod @shinjinv @bugbu6

took my heart back its in pieces
remember when u said u need this
love u still even though im broken
in my hands ur heart that im holding
so maybe i should take some time
maybe i should fake some smiles
maybe i can last just one more night
out of sight
lost my mind
hanging onto words u say
hanging onto smiles i fake
leaving my love to rot
let the bodies drop
wont lie baby im not ok
so maybe i should take some time
but i cant breathe with ur hands around my neck
left alone so im up all nite
nothing else hurts like a sick goodbye :)

no time to lose don’t wanna say goodbye just yet 
this life I chose won’t let go of me like that 
you know for you I’d do everything I can 
thought I was good now I’m falling down again 
It’s not like it’s easy for me too 
don’t ask I’ll make it thru 
trust me it’s all for you 
 I’m still bound to what I hate the most 
I feel just like a ghost 
cuz you won’t realize I’m here

sick goodbye ft. lain「shinjin + lovbug」

lil dovas x pitfall - party rocking (prod. kyuro & lil dovas)

bamboo ๑ ⓪ . . . prod egg

produced by feardorian 

@f3arme

pull the drake out, peel em just like a banana 

like we pushin in nails, my gang pullin up with hammas 

rock out baby, like hannah montana 

2022, we still smokin on yo mans brah

2022, we still smokin tropicana 

2022, duckin opps aint showin hands brah 

heard he said sum, had to put em on a banner

fake news, MAGA, spreadin propaganda 

do what i do, imma star no valley 

told em count his days, i already see the tallies

born out of cali, rip cali

dont want that bitch up in my dms she gon drag me 

swerve the buick like hellcat, treat it like a drag meet

aye, this bitch nasty she just wanna grab meat

this boy talk a lot, stg he dont wan spark heat 

this boy got me goin, stg he dont wan start me 

pullin out fye like a camp fye (like a camp fye)

if we on ya block someones bound to die (someones bound to die)

if you born a opp then you born to die

i wrote his name in blood its a homocide

pov i took his bitch now he wanna cry 

aye hol on, ask me where im goin you cant get a ride

yes uh, we stayin on the top, you gon have to climb

huh woah, i done seen the world through a thousand eyes

she askin for my birth time, she into astrology

told that bitch no, she aint gettin no part of me 

puffin on gas, pardon me, sorry i cant breathe 

sorry that i hurt you, uh, sorry no apologies 

i done felt the pain of the world on my shoulders 

at a young age hid the pain in the folders 

it shaped me to a diamond, crushed me like a boulder 

every single year swear my heart gets colder 

ice cold like polar, imma soldier 

got money on the regular, banks never bipolar 

im up in his head, know how he works like a coder 

i done watched my day ones turn into folders

banana (feardorian)

ACOG ft kuru & dolly (+kuru)

I was thinking about my whole life, and I wasn't surprised. I was running around patches of grass with those little white flowers. I'm making planes out of paper, but I folded it wrong too many times. I'm making planes out of paper, and one of these days they're all gonna fly. Can you say it again? I couldn't think of a single response then. I think I'm done with trying. I'd say I'm not a liar, but then I'd be lying. I'm making planes out of paper, but I folded it wrong too many times. I'm making planes out of paper, and one of these days they're all gonna fly.

"In Life I'm in Love"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

Making Planes Out of Paper

https://soundcloud.com/carna007
https://soundcloud.com/yungeffen

carna 007 & myladyshatter - get right withcha (soma)

loss for win (prod by @cure)

saks ft. zato sama (prod. redpriest)

@kaedefall and myself prod @1yugenn @lb66
its been a privilege to kick off my 2021 with a song with these guys everyone go show them love <3

sk8:
ive been so displaced, feel like waste clogging the drains 
and im tryna find a way to end the pain that i have felt 
and i cannot get away from all this shit put in my face
and im moving so slow got some shit up in my veins

trapped behind these chains i cant keep on moving forwards
all my homies going on without me im a loner
throwing up in the bathrooms but i’m sober
posted up in a black room with a strap on me,
 
dont act funny, might take a soul
i been so down bad i been so low
and i’m solo, i’m so alone
i just wanna go, wanna go home

kaedefall:
gotta stay low, pills got me so slow
yea i wont make it thru the night i need my brains blown
we not the same bro, i swear im not sane hoe
my heart it stays cold, ig thats where my pain goes

oh, when im off of the pills, im searching for something real
and im walking on glass, i still got shards in my heals
and i cannot relax, cant lyk how i feel,
and i got my skull cracked, for u ill go and get killed

and i thought it all would change, but i lost my fuckin hope
get the fuck away from me, bitch dont get too fucking close
and thru it all ima bleed, ik that i lose control
its sum shit i cant believe, i turned to what i hate the most

displaced +kaedefall (yugen + lb66)

wow a new song so strange
@prodsoma
spotify// https://open.spotify.com/track/3Xq9VZ4Pv4KsAEvoalpkPO?si=57c7e7146c9543ed
lyrics// 
im so uncertain 
i can’t seem to get it
i can’t seem to get it
i can’t seem to
try too hard
you make my whole world just fall apart
you make it so hard to forget the scars 
i wna do it for it for you 
i wont forget but it’s true
i knew i wouldn’t love you 
i know who talk to
but i don’t wna talk to you 
you split my heart right into two 
i wish you would just tell the truth
i see your face in my dreams 
so everyday i think of you
hiding my self i feel seen
because i fucked my health for you 
i can’t tell your story baby
i guess you won’t tell the truth 
i want to feel love from someone else
but my brain wanted you
it get so hard to move around you
i wna talk to you
i’m empty with out you
like girl you left me too soon
hold me close i lost my mind
i wont change my state of mind
come back home when you feel fine 
i wont try but that’s alright 
i know you wouldn’t crazy 
i’ve got a grip on your ways
you’re the sunshine in my life
you’re who makes it okay
and why and why and why
do you do you continue to lie
i’m outside on the floor
someone came onto my yard
i’m afraid to just restart
no i don’t want to play my part
i don’t wna look in your eyes
it’s makes it to be alive
you make it hard tryna die
to make sure your alright
hold me close i lost my mind
i wont change my state of mind
come back home when you feel fine 
i wont try but that’s alright
hold me close i lost my mind
i wont change my state of mind
come back home when you feel fine 
i wont try but that’s alright
i’ve been struggling but i finally won
i’ll wait i’ll wait here