oh darling now your gone 
ik u feel complete and im no fun
im no fun 
but darling now ur gone 
i look at all the photos feeling dumb 
im so dumb 


remember was the first time i saw you 
your face glowed bright and i couldnt aproach u 
i still feel numb from the words that u told boo
and i dont know how i really still love u 

the things u said to me girl they hurt

now you're gone

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

1,000 words, 1,000 days
not enough to explain all the times you were fake
locked away and now im floating in space
close my eyes and all i see is your face

i walked away from your love
all because you didnt give a fuck
you were proof that i ran out of my luck
disappear from my life cause you fucking suck

1,000 days later and i still cant forget you

@torturedskin

Lyrics:
i thought'd i feel worse by the morning
you told me i'm nothing and i'm not important
this anxiety's tearing me, all of this torment
and i thought i was special to you
i thought i was, thought i was the one

you say that i'm pretty, inside i feel numb
you think that i'm ugly
your lies i succumb to

when i get stuck up in my bed
i hear your voices in my head
can't play pretend, i put that pistol to my head
and lay to rest

(you say im nothing at all)
You say im nothing at all
at all
I still have your picture hanging up on my wall
You know I love it
but you're gone now I gotta stop it
but in the end it amounts to nothing
it all amounts to nothing
you're craving my touch still 
what you did was wrong
feels like im climbing a mountain at the end I fall
you know I loved you from the start 
but you never loved me to begin with

you say i'm nothing at all / lucille

do you even hear me
am i talking to a wall
wait for u to see me
im so tired of it all

give and take
i have so much patience
so out of place
but i hardly could explain it
more than a pretti face
thas why i get so crazy
i couldnt help but chase
face first into the pavement
did i ask for too much?

all this love shit isnt for me (all this loveee)
could find another guy but he would bore me (its not enough)
gave my attention to a phony (this is so dumb)
now u wonder why ur lonely.,.,.,

tossing around in my sleep (in my sleep)
passive aggression is so deep (PASSIVE!)
im begging down on my knees (on my knees)
give me a reason why i shouldnt leave

you say that im strong (that im strong)
but i dont think ill be here for long
i hoped i was wronggg.. (hoped i was wrong)
i wrote letters to you in every single song
every single song.

stab

my last letter to you

https://open.spotify.com/track/4A0HfDPDu4akF5Cay4Qgue?si=f50b21c8611d4116

prod me

cant watch u walk away
cant let u leave this place behind
need u by my side
cant watch u walk away
cant let u leave this place behind
need u by my side
ill let go of my pride
can u jus stay for one more night
swear ill be ur knight

in shining armour
with wings on my back
but i guess karma
rlly bites back
gotta work on my act
i know im not meant for that
not built for love just for zappy
i just wanna be happy

cant watch u walk away
cant let u leave this place behind
need u by my side
ill let go of my pride
can u jus stay for one more night
swear ill be ur knight

wings

ALL ALONE

not personal prod. luckyy

tell me

I know, that I seem like the one
who sits inside their room
for hours at a time
sleeping until it's noon
I know, I'm having fun
Without work that is due
Being completed
I don't enjoy the rules and

Maybe sometimes
I'll write a song about the things in my life
That confuse me so damn 
Bad, I know I can be
Something that you can see
As successful
And trust me I 

Know, that I seem like the one
Who lies, just to be cool
Fitting in with the guys
That's what we all do
I know that I seem like a bum
I'd say you're pretty rude
But if you think those things
I'd say that they're true

But maybe sometime
We could go on a walk and stare at the sky
It's been on my mind and
I know that we can leave this
Prison that we seem
To call our home, oh
I know it

I know, that I seem like the one
who sits inside their room
for hours at a time
sleeping until it's noon
That I seem like the one
who sits inside their room
for hours at a time
sleeping until it's noon

da bedrot anthem

Sol Surreal 🌞 vs.2

what else can you do?

Cello and nostalgia: soundcloud.com/quantumme/sets/what-if-i-wont
Is it love songs: soundcloud.com/quantumme/sets/love-songs
Oxford Revisited: soundcloud.com/quantumme/sets/oxford-revisited
to have & to hold: soundcloud.com/quantumme/sets/to-have-to-hold

my last letter to you

revivle