it all fades eventually i guess

i can see thru ur glass face
the way the sun would glimmer on your eyes
you're the reflection of my skin
and i cant seem to let you go tonight
come on just show me all my flaws 
before i go away
i wont let you get the chance again
bring me down

show me things i havent seen before in life
show me what it means to be alive
i'll show you everything that ive had in mind

i only see myself

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

was it smt i said to u?
bae was it smt i said?
its my bday

was it smt i said? 17

crayon - wait for me

id hold on hold on so tight
if u were mine all mine all mine
id make it right
its u and me girl
its u and me girl oh lord

even tho im stuck here so gone
i wouldnt trade u for nun
id break my heart again for u baby

ohh n ik its gonna hurt
but ima see u there
so its all ok

i never loved and hated

campus crush @kiheir

spotify link https://open.spotify.com/track/5TCMwai7hIBq2uUjBGDsIU?si=FNpFZe7kSrWuAjaJRdTtmQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5Ph4rHmexjWkojVc7QdhcG

shes got me exactly where she wants me
and im not falling for her sly tactics
shes a mess i swear
and your so insecure damn your such a chore
im so tired ill lay here on my floor
just lay here
ill just lay here
ill just lay here
defeated
pick your poison or be an escort
if thats your choice ig your so sure
shes got me exactly where she wants me
and im not falling for her sly tactics
shes a mess i swear
and ill try not to care
but youre such a chore
ill lay here on my floor
ill just lay here
ill just lay here
defeated
defeated
im so beaten
so be it

pokemon @kiheir

prod me

lyrics:
come over after class
we could talk all night and forget abt the past
and sum time with u alone would rly help me relax
y cant u get it im a little bit more than attached
its a cycle that loops back
ik everythings gonna change
but i wanna believe that u will wait
hold my hand throughout every single step of the way
i cant reassure you that everything is gon b okay
its all messing w my head and i cant think straight
i wonder when u get home will u remember my face

come over after class

do you even hear me
am i talking to a wall
wait for u to see me
im so tired of it all

give and take
i have so much patience
so out of place
but i hardly could explain it
more than a pretti face
thas why i get so crazy
i couldnt help but chase
face first into the pavement
did i ask for too much?

all this love shit isnt for me (all this loveee)
could find another guy but he would bore me (its not enough)
gave my attention to a phony (this is so dumb)
now u wonder why ur lonely.,.,.,

tossing around in my sleep (in my sleep)
passive aggression is so deep (PASSIVE!)
im begging down on my knees (on my knees)
give me a reason why i shouldnt leave

you say that im strong (that im strong)
but i dont think ill be here for long
i hoped i was wronggg.. (hoped i was wrong)
i wrote letters to you in every single song
every single song.

stab

my last letter to you

revivle