i can see thru ur glass face
the way the sun would glimmer on your eyes
you're the reflection of my skin
and i cant seem to let you go tonight
come on just show me all my flaws 
before i go away
i wont let you get the chance again
bring me down

show me things i havent seen before in life
show me what it means to be alive
i'll show you everything that ive had in mind

i only see myself

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:

i make up things way too much
it always makes things worse, and they were worse enough
i know that you hate me, dont say it again
i know we'll never be friends,
i know you wish i was dead

ill never get your attention
i hate when youre mentioned
it makes me feel helpless and
i get so depressed and
i cant do this again
im dead 100%
im always getting attacked
thats why i always defend

im dead 100%

@ wissery

i stay alone while you go out at night
i tried to understand why you said ur alright
give me one more day to leave out your sight
you never explained why we both gonna die

let me fix you
im stuck within you
our lives werent meant to
spend our time in this fucked up, rotting place

till we spent our time rotting together

prod me mixed by @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

pay no mind cause i know you'll come around
and i don't wanna let you down

two hours until i get up
i heard what you said didn't think about it much
pay no mind cause i know you'll come around
and i don't wanna let you down

two hours until i get up
i'm alright this happens a lot
no point in sleeping now
i might as well stay up

i know you'll come around

1. not sure how u like me over discord 
2. dont know what my life has become w prodii 
3. my family hates me w proddii and creepies
4. just know this song aint abt u w gussi
5. ik its christmas but why are u a bitch


i tired to off myself at the family function

https://open.spotify.com/track/4D8A0RMaUbvei9ZyZw9Bk6?si=72a7c9c10b254c58

prod me

you're so annoying
all you do is talk
yeah i told you its boring
but you keep on going on
if you're not the center of attention
you might aswell not talk
if someone gives you a mention
you always blow them off

have you ever thought
about anyone except yourself?
i wouldn't believe you
even if you showed me
id still say
you're from hell
have you ever thought
about anyone except yourself?
i wouldn't believe you
even if you showed me
id still say
you're from hell

you're so annoying
all you do is talk
yeah i told you its boring
but you keep on going on
if you're not the center of attention
you might aswell not talk
if someone gives you a mention
you always blow them off (x2)

annoying

(i’m so fucking stupid )

my hands still shaking
my bodies aching
n i needed u tht whole time
i sat in my bed n i tried not to cry
razor in my hand i wanted to die :c
n i tried not to worry you (w all of my problems)
n i tried to get through 2 u (only u could have solved them :P )
i cant handle the silence
feels like im dying
i rlly miss ur voice
u dont give me a choice
so tell me what i could have done
what made you wanna run?
will i finally have my turn?????
u make me feel so dum (again :/)
this happens every time (i cannntttt)
u leave and apologize
but i rlly miss ur voice

i hate this song

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end
tell me what u want, ik im not her
yk what i want
tryna be mature
i dont think its working, its kinda hurting
i dont think its worth it
u seemed so perfect
i dunno what u want
tell me ur favorite song
please dont hurt me!
youre always working
i dunno what i want
i needa kno whats wrong
see how ur hurting:((((((
but u seemed so perfectt...
i dont know what u want
i loved u from the start!!!
promise im holding on

u do what u want
n its making me kinda crayyzzz
u keep leaving me baby
i rlly miss my babyyyyyy.............

this isnt what i wanted
u made me think i was something
so many empty promises
u made me think u were honest

but u seemed so perfect

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end

u seemed so perfect

do you even hear me
am i talking to a wall
wait for u to see me
im so tired of it all

give and take
i have so much patience
so out of place
but i hardly could explain it
more than a pretti face
thas why i get so crazy
i couldnt help but chase
face first into the pavement
did i ask for too much?

all this love shit isnt for me (all this loveee)
could find another guy but he would bore me (its not enough)
gave my attention to a phony (this is so dumb)
now u wonder why ur lonely.,.,.,

tossing around in my sleep (in my sleep)
passive aggression is so deep (PASSIVE!)
im begging down on my knees (on my knees)
give me a reason why i shouldnt leave

you say that im strong (that im strong)
but i dont think ill be here for long
i hoped i was wronggg.. (hoped i was wrong)
i wrote letters to you in every single song
every single song.

stab

my last letter to you

prod me

you made your choice again
i showed you to my friends

you wrote me out instead
and stayed right in my head

you were always in my bed
dont know how its supposed to end

you always tried to defend
and i cant keep playing pretend



show me what i did to you
and i know you arent telling me the truth 

take my hand im turning blue
so i can be the one to tell you we’re through

and you always put the blame on me
cuz i promised that i take the heat

and when i see you on the street
i remind myself that im finally free

my last letter to you

revivle