Dearest baby girl, I love you my dearly darling loving girl 2

Yes.. Im ready to go..

fire beats, fire bars pt. siox

f4keinternetgrl

perfect crime ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ where's jai

the way things go

Thus Far

(whispering under my breath) "heh. 'qa won."
xhe posted it again
xhe posted soytan
i still love xher anyway anyway
says cobsons keyed
i disagree
im for the qa until i die
till i die
xhes my partypal
xhes on the booru
xhes my partypal
in the raid threads
says cobsons keyed
i disagree
xhes my partypal
xhes my partypal for life
i posted it again
i posted brimstone
xhe doesnt love me anymore
anymore
calls up the mods
and now im blocked
theres no more 'ems on my 'og
on my 'og
xhes my partypal
edits the wiki
xhes my partypal
xhe posts the toss
hwa bag
thats not a gem
im from the cord im such a soy
such a soy
xhes my partypal
ill never see her trip again
xhes my partypal
im on the trxnny cord
im from the cord
im such a soy
xhes my partypal for life
pal for life

partypal

(nova crashout)
im a fuckign F@g
i know that you dont care
im lsot in the sauce
im lost in jerking off
youre adultering my adulting
fucking up my life
no matter how many chords that i play 
ill never be enough

just a guy
im just another guy

cast me aside
like im nothing
throw me out
im not bluffing
youre my girl
and im not your boy
when you speak
i see their cum in your teeth

just a guy
Im just another guy to you

GUYYYY TOOOOO YOUUUUUUUUU

just a guy

ive got a question for u
did u kill urself
cus your
instagrams been dry
since we last had that fight
and ive been feeling

like i dont care
and i want there
to be a timeline where i never even
fucking saw you
lucky that you
never pursued me like i stalked you

shes got it down
with a nice guy and i
got shut right out
by my self esteem
and i could have anything that i wanted but
shes got it down
with a nice guy and i

when you saw me
what did you think
was i pretty
or did your eyes go right past me
ive got it down with a
ive got it down with a

shes got it down
with a nice guy and i
got shut right out
by my self esteem
and i could have anything that i wanted but
shes got it down
with a nice guy and i

shes got it down with a nice guy and i
got shut right out
and its all my fault

de_cache

noia - shallow

https://open.spotify.com/track/5deqRcXhpxot443g7emMy0?si=NydICEOaRk296K4txYVwGA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4rUhH7hSpj0Sk41NFYbvYi

prod me ft @revivle

@requiem-for-you
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

cold winter nights
spent alone
used to sit by the fire on the phone
drinking hot cocoa
looking at our old photos
turning time into slowmo
where did it go wrong?

(where did i go wrong
dont wanna see u gone)

what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

@revivle
i spent so much time on my own
i couldnt stop you from letting me go
so many promises that you went and broke
if i killed myself then how would you know ;p

im sorry for acting the way that i did
theres just something about u that makes me feel like a kid
im calling out for you i just wish you could see it
maybe u would if you stopped fucking leaving

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone
x2

what did i do wrong? w/ revivle

i dont know what to title this song so enjoy this goofy title originally a throwaway

noia - i think the devil is a teenage girl lol

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end
tell me what u want, ik im not her
yk what i want
tryna be mature
i dont think its working, its kinda hurting
i dont think its worth it
u seemed so perfect
i dunno what u want
tell me ur favorite song
please dont hurt me!
youre always working
i dunno what i want
i needa kno whats wrong
see how ur hurting:((((((
but u seemed so perfectt...
i dont know what u want
i loved u from the start!!!
promise im holding on

u do what u want
n its making me kinda crayyzzz
u keep leaving me baby
i rlly miss my babyyyyyy.............

this isnt what i wanted
u made me think i was something
so many empty promises
u made me think u were honest

but u seemed so perfect

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end

u seemed so perfect

do you even hear me
am i talking to a wall
wait for u to see me
im so tired of it all

give and take
i have so much patience
so out of place
but i hardly could explain it
more than a pretti face
thas why i get so crazy
i couldnt help but chase
face first into the pavement
did i ask for too much?

all this love shit isnt for me (all this loveee)
could find another guy but he would bore me (its not enough)
gave my attention to a phony (this is so dumb)
now u wonder why ur lonely.,.,.,

tossing around in my sleep (in my sleep)
passive aggression is so deep (PASSIVE!)
im begging down on my knees (on my knees)
give me a reason why i shouldnt leave

you say that im strong (that im strong)
but i dont think ill be here for long
i hoped i was wronggg.. (hoped i was wrong)
i wrote letters to you in every single song
every single song.

stab

my last letter to you

revivle