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hardcore drugs (prod.Xaynor)

breakup prod. sheepy

yugen - 10 ft. mitsu & blue (zaycros)

What To Expect w/ 6obby (prod. Puhf)

prod me


i cant do anything right
iv been tryna make sense of whats been on my mind
is it wrong or is it right
tryna find an answer, im searching for a sign
and i try, but its hard
and i fall, break my heart
knew it all from the start
i still reach for the stars
for your love, for your heart
but it keeps on getting harder to be by your side


i know that i never do enough
but ill try, and ill try for your love
count the days like the sand where im stuck
but maybe itll get better

wanna risk it all
wanna take the fall
wish i had it all
and i hate my flaws
every time i fall
wating for your call
(crawling back to u)

by your side

produced by mental

[mental]
tell me i’m fine
cause i don’t know if i’m still alive
told myself that i would follow my dreams
‘cause i don’t think that they would care if i died
i told them it’s getting harder to try
there’s no point i feel like this all the time
i can’t see through all the tears that i cry
but i don’t care, i’ll just pretend it’s a smile

so i’m letting it go
until one day we’re close again, i guess
and i’m still so alone
i hope this is the worst that it ever will get
so i’m letting it go
until one day we’re close again, i guess
cause you ripped a hole into my chest
but i’ll still love you with everything left

[blxty]
and i don’t think i could ever hurt you
love or not baby this is not a virtue
and back to my normal life that i revert to
i revert to, to someone that can hurt you

every second i’m a bother
i think i should just go cut you off
why do i even bother
i know you don’t even care at all
situations kinda crazy
bang my head straight through the wall
so i should probably just let it go

[mental]
so i’m letting it go
until one day we’re close again, i guess
and i’m still so alone
i hope this is the worst that it ever will get
so i’m letting it go
until one day we’re close again, i guess
cause you ripped a hole into my chest
but i’ll still love you with everything left

letting go +blxty

produced by taylor morgan & jolst

[mental]
i think that i messed up bad this time
i don’t wanna say what’s on my mind
even if i tried it won’t go right
i told her i hate the thought of silence
afraid of life
but i’m forced to embrace that side
yeah it hurts like you break my spine
watch it fade into black i’m fine

can you pick me up?
tell me lies again
i think i’m giving up
i’ll be there in a bit
i’m good with what i’ve got
i know it’ll never stop
you put the pain inside my brain so i just let it rot
but that’s okay it’s just some feelings that i get a lot
you make me have the worst thoughts that i’ve ever thought
and you knew the whole time that it’s never gone
it don’t mean i’m better off

[blxty]
i got scars
i can’t hide anymore
i messed up
calling you mi amor
and i’m done all your comments make me so sick
how much more can i cry until you notice me, me
why can't you see, see
you’re all i need, ne- ugh
so come to me so i can feel complete

ur fault +blxty

lovesick feat. mental (aidennxo, warheart)

@visagex
@prodrest

sorry these lyrics are trash nd emo next song will b happy nd cooler lyrics

feeling sad, i get stuck on all my flaws
i dont need a nurse to tell me somethings wrong
like a surgeon got some scars all on my palms
luv my frends cause they distract me from my thoughts
nd i try to change, but its hard
bleeding out inside, my minds scarred
leave me fractured now im in shards
memories just built up on cards

so gone off these meds to take the pain away
cant cope w the damage so i fade away
dont know how i keep on going everyday
want u by my side, i need u to stay
these lies make me hurt
can i learn my worth
nd i hate ur words
its fine, ill live nd learn

learning (visage + rest)

@owtiss
prod @bazington, @decago 

i can see u when its raining
see the tears fall out of ur eyes again
havent really felt it lately ;/
all u need to do is ask ill do it again

kissed u one time didnt think it was blunder
u want answers shouldnt have ever gave my number
wish i didnt ever love her
i cant get away i wanna find another
its getting worse
but it never worked
and the way it hurts
feels like a curse
so say goodbye
lets cut our ties
u can try to lie
but i know the signs

u know full well what ur doing
cuz its not the first time u try to fool me
send a million texts that say u miss the cool me
i dont get it cuz u never even knew me
i know im useless
i know im worthless
i cant do this
i miss the solace
i know that u want this to happen
cuz i know that u miss the attention

raining (baz, decago)

@rpsu

say you love me back, but i know its a lie
i tried holding back, but nowadays i just cry
leave you in the past, heaven knows that i tried
know i cant look back, so i say my goodbyes
when it gets hard
i start to fall apart
i try my best, but i know that i wont get far
put me to rest, and maybe i can forget her
and you put me to the test, but i know its for the better

know i cant run away
i know it gets hard but i still fight through the pain
tired of feeling this way
all these thoughts that i hate
but i know i can change it
try my best everyday
so i need to grow
done with all this damage, yea i cant cope
its so hard to move on, yea to let go
how can you just move on when i do the most

goodbyes (adrien)

@decago

say its fine, when i know that i dont like it
lost my heart, breaking down trying to find it
giving up, yea its getting hard to fight it
dont know how im not tired of this life yet
when i come around you i start getting nervous
thought you knew my heart, but you barely scratched the surface
look into the mirror, all i see is something worthless
can you give me hope, can you show me that its worth it

but i cant just fade away
problems that i know i have to face
getting harder every single day
dont know how ill make it all ok
but its not that simple
i cant still be wishful
took my heart and broke it into shards like it was crystal
i try to stay strong but i know that my heart is brittle
if i could just change myself by maybe just a little

worth it (decago)

prod me :3

im giving up trying to reach it
thought your heart was the one that i needed
you're the one that i wanted to be with,
& sleep with, but why cant you see this
fuck it up, and do it over again
stuck in love, hate that i call you a friend
didn't want this to end, take my heart
and i'll leave it,
so maybe you'll keep it

im done with pretending
i say that im fine, but i cant find an ending
im tired of stressing
and tired of yelling
these lies that im telling
wont make it ok, so i figure my heart out
want you in my arms every night when its dark out
thought i couldn't love, but i can hear my heart now
all of these things should've said at the start, so
can we just restart now
and do it again

be with

heart attack* [ottoXL & fony wallace]

never look away!!  [prod.decago]

iMNOTJiMiN

iMSOLonely

prod @alfiesnapped x @travis-getshoes x @ripwarheart
LYRICS:

[shoruda]
idk what else u want from me i told u i was wrong
its like i’m talking to myself girl u don’t listen w out song
if i told that i’ll do it why don’t u just go along?

i fucked up again i took another blow right to the head
forget what i said the focus should have been on u instead
don’t jus stare at me ik its not ur fault we’re in this mess
put your trust in me i promise that i’m still trying my best

when u look at me i feel a sense of neglect
promised i could fix that, i intend to keep that
said u hate me u don’t mean that
sorry but i scream back
jus trust me girl i’ll be fast, i promise that i’ll be fast

yeah ik that u say what u mean w out thinking
u said u would work on it ,but now that ship is sinking
said you’d always be there for me but you’re somehow missing
if i did what u did u would only jus resent me
this shit’s getting deadly , it’s truckin like a semi
tried to carry it by myself but it’s heavy
this load got me shaking, i’m fallin i can’t fake it
do it by myself but i can’t girl i’m basic

trust in me (alfiesnapped + sgtravis + warheart)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1aUydISSkcFcbFFY2jEpqf?si=9084238c75c14157
prod @prodjayysoul @alfiesnapped
lyrics:

n she saying that she never really feel okay
n she shutting off emotions jus to feel okay
now she doin all these drugs jus to be okay
if u ever need me girl im there okay?
n im tryin so girl dont go cryin
i feel bad when u cry i aint lyin
n u tell me ur alright but ur lyin
if u evr need me kno im here 4u
i would nevr leave u kno tht i trust u
i kno its all my fault i keep messing up
i keep losing ur touch n its all my fault
now im losing ur trust n ive had enough

i get a bag n i spend it on her
balenciaga all white fur
saint laurent buy a bag for her
if she wanna go spend a rack on her
dont care bout prices when its on her
she my queen she my world
she my last love she my first
ik what u need is all my love
n ik thats what she needed from my heart
n i let her spend my money shes my world
girl i wanna make u happy thats my worth
thats my world <3

there 4u (jayysoul alfiesnapped)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lw5hUWmQXow

I finally recorded another solo song insane

prod @domerrz @yashio20k @decago

art by bestie @maplekeurig
https://twitter.com/maplekeurig

[@domerrz]
think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant esacpe ur sound again
again and again til its over

Im still so hurt
I need a shoulder
things get harder as the weather gets colder 
I guess I never learn Ill always end up burnt
I get nothing in return 
and u left me at my worst
why does love always have to hurt
could u lift me out this curse

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again
again and again til its over

spotify

blossom (me + yashio + decago)

where do we go? (prod. Melik)

prod @sh1zok1nq @nightigerxo

https://open.spotify.com/track/7IwLpqksYHpcP0ADpUYxQx?si=7732f9f214b24c85

thank you tera for helping me with the master 

miss my bro frfr

it'll all blow over in the winter
im fighting with my thoughts
im fighting wit my mental
pouring out my heart im getting sentimental
i try my hardest even its a little

out my body bitch im out my fucking body
ill try again so no one can stop me
ill cry my eyes out every fucking night x2

i dont wanna go back to this
were doing so good
then we start to fall out again
i wont lie i been stuck i cannot pretend
but i dont wanna feel this way even in the end

when it all starts to fall down
what should i do right now
what should i do when im alone again
im on my own again

havent seen ur face in some time
memories start to come
and their flooding my mind
what should i do to past time
i dont wanna x2
go back this time

and its cold jus like winter
i miss the nights when i could kiss her
and its been way to long
since i have felt ur touch
and i cant move on

and i cant move on from you
its been to long since ive seen you
you can walk away again
its fine guess im cool with it

i dont need yall anyway
cut me off cause
ur worried bout sum followers
miss when we would talk for hours
now we gotta go our fucking separate ways

winter

@ilymay
@han2k15
@decago

(rewind)
anything that i can do, just let me know it
know i wouldn't lie to you, the flaws i show
that i only ever show to you, i hope you know that
promise you that i'll stay true, but often it gets hard
you tear me apart
you break me to shards, left to pick up the pieces
im left in the dark, but you gave me a meaning
its hard to restart, but you gave me a reason

(may)
miss when our worlds collide
and you told me u know that i’d find
someone else but i wna cry
cuz i thought i had u by my side
but in the end know i’ll be alright
let it go let it go let it melt like the snow does
the warmth of ur touch when i wake up
left it all in the past
know we couldn’t have lasted
but i still can’t forget ur face

promise +may (han + decago)

@ilyst4y
@shorudakun
@heyvilse
@v4nity

prod
@lucas_mp3
@prod-rioxion

[tyzv]
I think
I really do love u
I’m excited when u tell me what ur up 2
Cup, Pink.
pour up when my heart blue
Did me wrong before
But you gon tell me I can trust u?
I think it’s fuck you, make up then I fuck you
Wonder did you ever care?
I want nothing but the whole truth
Seeing thru you
Clearly like a test tube
I get high cause that’s what stress do
And I’m still standing on my own two

it’s 2-
It’s too much the pain keep adding up
and I’m-
And I’m thinking we should stop cause we go at it enough
And I know that you would hate me if you knew me enough
So I find a confidant in what I pour in this coup

I wake up and I-
I wake up and I go back to sleep
please don’t waste my time like,
can u tell me what u want from me?
I would rather be alone; at this function and I wanna leave
I was giving you so much so it feels so wrong to turn and leave

[shoruda]
pls don’t waste my time i been tryna get over
run me to the ground when u see that im sober
why’d u drag me down now i’m fallin its over
push me to the edge now im pullin u closer
u want me to love u when i can’t even trust u
i can’t just forget what u did yeah that’s on u
how could u neglect what we said when we started
i can’t pull the blade from my back that u lodged in

[vilse]
how could you stab me in my back after everything i did?
gave you every ounce of trust i had but you turned to a bitch
uh, wonder why you switched up, this new you isn't it
i know you only want me back for the cash i'm bringing in

made a choice and took a shot but you missed
guess i should thank you for the hurt i ain't look back ever since
i ain't see it then but i hate who i was and who i've been
i changed up the person that i am and got a grip
ah-ah-ah

[stay!]
I think
I really do love u
I’m excited when u tell me what ur up 2
Cup, Pink.
pour up when my heart blue
Did me wrong before
But you gon tell me I can trust u?

[v4nity]
tell me that you love me
but i know that you dont mean it like that
i grabbed the knife that you put in me
and i ripped it out my back
and i wont ever be the same
i swear i mean that
hopin i would trust you again
but i dont see that
i cannot go back to being in love
addicted to you like im taking a drug
wouldve did anything wouldve taken a slug
but now im just knowin it wasnt enough for you
like how do you think that id trust you
you fucked me up but its nothing new
im feeling pain that
i never wanna feel again

stay! - trust you? w/ shoruda, vilse, v4nity (Lucas.mp3 & Rioxion)

one direction - what makes you beautiful pluggnb flip (kashik + fss)

st47ic - why these niggas mad at me? prod st47ic ++binscoring exclusive ++

离得你好近
玩不起这命
步伐有点轻
不用太着急

啊着火了人都会被烧的
到底什么时候反思
我比较自私
懒得思考
所以我们之间有没有故事
虽然你不会关心
但你起码不会装作
努力的挤出笑容
虚情假意的哀愁

别让你的慌乱影响我的步伐