@ilymay
@han2k15
@decago

(rewind)
anything that i can do, just let me know it
know i wouldn't lie to you, the flaws i show
that i only ever show to you, i hope you know that
promise you that i'll stay true, but often it gets hard
you tear me apart
you break me to shards, left to pick up the pieces
im left in the dark, but you gave me a meaning
its hard to restart, but you gave me a reason

(may)
miss when our worlds collide
and you told me u know that i’d find
someone else but i wna cry
cuz i thought i had u by my side
but in the end know i’ll be alright
let it go let it go let it melt like the snow does
the warmth of ur touch when i wake up
left it all in the past
know we couldn’t have lasted
but i still can’t forget ur face

promise +may (han + decago)

@yyuskee @cloudbxy1 @pyu

lyrics:
i dont know what to feel anymore
cant u see it?
baby i cant pretend
we fucked on a pretense
no no im not past that
count me out like a 1, 2, 3
run it back no i cant let u leave
ya i need u to stay with me
tell me why u gotta play with me
poured my heart out i gave all of me
ya i need u to stay with me
tell me why u gotta play with me
i know im not him i cant compete

girl dont switch up on me
i hope its not 2 late
yea ima take the pain
i know its not the same
so tell me if ur love is fading away
u know that i can make it up
tell me baby, would u just stay with me?
we can run away, ima keep u safe
u dont gotta say, im stuck to u like tape
just lead the way, we can share the pain, its gonna be ok
i know that i made alot of mistakes
i was so stuck in my mind like a cage
had to go and fight my demons away
baby im here for u now yea just say it

too late ft yuske (cloudbxy + meta)

prod @neohnq

@arid
@k4rson

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3U578ZQWzil2mILcukUzdk?si=CEGVFxrZQ26lEgCseoBbgQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4hmcQnGQdtz23kZjqnIXUG
beat breakdown - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FCuyKoA_IQ
amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQjGdy0LEFs

arid -
yea i dont wanna stay when ur always awake
yea i knew back then u would throw me away
right back to where we started
only hold me close ur the one i wanted
put my head on ur shoulder
can u tell me its over
tell me right now before my feelings get colder
push it aside
theres no where to hide
dont feel safe yea im not alright

karson -
change on me
i know everybody is gonna change on me
these drugs they gon help to take the pain from me
im searching aimlessly
dont put the blame on me
we're not the same 
you see i'm doing better
move on i thought i'd never
drink til my fucking head hurts
these pills gon hit my stomach 
i dont care whatever
thats it im fucking done bitch
don't hit my phone not ever
you made my mental plummet
go back no i could never

arid + karson - it's over (neohn)

@8clockwork
@1fangs
_____ new stuff next week have a lot for u guys ^.^

baby dont wait around for me
cause i wont be here around you see
and i cant even worry about a thing without u here

and im not proud of the things u did w me
you laid it all right here to see
you cant even hold me here right next to you tonight

and you gave me my hopes and dreams
cross and touch
leave me here ive seen too much

my veins untangle
dont leave my heart enstrangled

@1fangs

got a breathstrip- I can't even breath
I can't sleep at night, thinking of my deeds
when you look at me, tell me what you see
If you like games, would you play with me?
What's the worst thing you've ever done? Mine trumps yours.
& I'm sad, say it everytime, my heart's hers .
Yea just do with it what you like, bank it, stored .
Yea just save it for a rainy day, my dead corpse .

dont wait around for me + fangs (clockwork)

prod @violetxx9 <3
All presets + FLP https://payhip.com/b/sXIxP
I'm caught in between
Torn by what I feel
One side pulls me closer
The other makes me heal
We're everything I want, so how am I feeling fear?
My heart keeps sayin yes
But vision's never clear

How can I be right and wrong at the same time?
I'm lost inside the silence, caught between the lines
Every touch is fire, it burns like a lie
But I'm conflicted by you, we fight every night

I'm drawing in your words
Afraid of diving deep
The love you make me feel makes me want to go retreat
Should I listen to myself at all, or do I trust you
Are you ready for the fall
Without me to catch you

How can I be right and wrong at the same time?
I'm lost inside the silence, caught between the lines
Every touch is fire, it burns like a lie
But I'm conflicted by you, we fight every night

But I can make the change you wanna see
Long as you gon' stay around for me
I don't wanna lose the love we had, that we built on
Cause I know you're my end game baby
Life so crazy
Hop inside the whip and we goin 180
You give me the safety that I've been needing lately
Put your hand in mine, make me think I'm in a daydream

End game baby
Life so crazy
Wanna be the one that you're talking to daily
No we're not fading, it's only the beginning
Do anything for you, no we're never ending

(I can't be the one to let you go)
(I can't be the one who let's it all fall down in the end)
(And never trying to make amends, no)

never ending question

spotify

never ending question (violet)

prod
@proddb808
@bonxxx
@pillowcaster
@k4rson

just say ur in love
im not high enough 
i gave u my trust
were not in love
im not enough 
what happened to us 
what happened to us 
i hate my self
i hate my self
baby can u tell
how i felt
missing what we had
know u want me back
i cant go out sad
i cant go out sad 
where u been at 
where u been at 
cant take it back 
i take it back 
how could i love u 
when u dont love me 
u know i trust u
promise u could trust me

myself

shoutout @counterxo n @yashio20k

@haunted_sad
all the shit we had i watched it turn to dust
i knew baby there was jus never us
i was rollin over sad i was outta luck
i was always in my head i was not enough
u betrayed me baby ya u left me in the past
gave u everythin everything i fucking had
u left me deserted u left me in the past again
i was rollin over sad i wasnt sleeping

ya ik baby im getting betternbetter
another day passes me all stormy weather
and i dont think bby that im getting better
im hiding in my room think im dyin lone again
all the shit baby that u fkn said to me
u ripped my heart out left me with all this anxiety
now it passes me by and im not sleepin
i wanted to live my life give me a reason

@counterxo
Eyes wide open, i don’t get any rest 
I still feel so broken, so much pressure on my chest
Can we keep this moment? I’m scared of what’s next
Even at my lowest you know that I’ll make the best 
I tried to dig you out this hole and start up something new
Why did you give up on me I still have faith in you?
Lies were only told about about me cause you fear the truth
Cry for what we take for granted and for what we’ll lose
Even if it’s done with now I will always feel that pain
I’ll always remember you but I know you’ll forget my name
what a shame

iwatchedeverythingwehaveturntodust w/counter (yashio)

0:00 - solo
0:56 - w/ @znth01
1:53 - solo
2:50 - solo
3:59 - w/ @bothhappyandsad
4:57 - w/ @rewind214
5:48 - solo
6:40 - w/ @alfiesnapped
7:23 - solo
8:20 - w/ @yashio20k
9:03 - w/ @moz-103259352
10:01 - w/ @overoveroverover
10:57 - solo
12:03 - <3

embrace25 | zenith wallflower rewind alfiesnapped yashio moz over

@1akura @rewind214

its been long enough all the tears dried
I started moving on I stopped asking why 
cuz every time I try to trust you all you do is lie
you wont let me in your heart i should just take the sign
its been long enough all the tears dried
I started moving on I stopped asking why 
cuz every time I try to trust you all you do is lie
you wont let me in your heart i should just take the sign

Im way too wishful
I just keep on getting hurt it adds the insult
and it just keeps on getting worse Im so forgetful
I dont wanna think bout her I get remissful
I keep tripping myself over Im falling down and down
you kept giving me cold shoulder and now youre not around
and even though that we dont talk I just hope youre happy now
cuz what I want for both of us is to be just safe and sound