been sitting on this one for like two years now. i hope y'all enjoy it. thank you for all the love & support. i can't even begin to tell you how much i appreciate it. <3

lyrics
--------
i wish i had friends
i wish i had anyone to save me
but i ain’t like them
i’m just a nightmare in the making
i pray that this ends
that the baphomet will take me
away from loose ends
cause i’m not to be forsaken 
maybe it’s a part of me
the anxiety
but the funny thing
is it’s all i can see
& it lies to me
fucking blinding me
when i honestly just

feel like i’m on drugs
even though i don’t even take em
it’s fuckin’ me up
ride these highs to feel complacent
it’s like i’m on drugs
i hide sometimes so i feel safe from
the pain in my gut
yeah it’s fucking me up
feels like i’m on drugs

i should dive in
swim to the surface when i’m stable
let’s skip the pretend
cause this life is not a fable
this story don’t end
till i’m hooked to all these cables
& start to see red
as they lie me on the table
maybe it’s the start of things
something i can’t see
it’s beyond a dream
an advisory
& it lies to me
fucking blinding me
when i honestly just

feel like i’m on drugs
even though i don’t even take em
it’s fuckin’ me up
ride these highs to feel complacent
it’s like i’m on drugs
i hide sometimes so i feel safe from
the pain in my gut
it’s fucking me up
feels like i’m on drugs

somebody wake me
cause life is a daydream
& i’m wasting time with you
so many faces
yeah i’m losing patience
& i’m stuck on loving you

feels like i’m on drugs (x4)

all i can see (prod. nick furlong x tony livadas)

. . . fall.

Mixed and Mastered by @xo_jalen
Produced by SnowBlood

Chase (Prod. SnowBlood)

lyric video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zy6PLSWfNas

produced by onassis
mixed by onassis
cover art by ig @hxyzo

stand out (prod. onassis)

castle with the cobwebs

it's over (prod idly blare)

Past That (ft.Rose)

Feels like a stick up...

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=-O1Ii6RgTaKCD8_BdvoQvQ&dl_branch=1
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgwYdPzYFFKWu_7tCAAGQZw
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Lyrics:
I hate saying goodbye
I needed more time
I needed to love myself first
I needed more wine

I hate saying goodbye
I needed more time
I needed more time

I don’t wanna lose you
It’s coming true
All that I did
I did for you
I know it hurts you
It hurts me too
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know what to do

It feels like a stick up
Nobody move
Nobody move

I hate saying goodbye
I needed more time
I needed to love myself first
I needed more wine

I hate saying goodbye
I needed more time
I needed more time

It feels like a stick up
Nobody move
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know what to do
I needed more time
I needed more time

I Hate Saying Goodbye (Prod. idly blare)

Lyrics... 

(Autrioly)
Take my hand and don't lie to me
I've been a fool, I've been a fool to your lies
Take my hand and~

(Dysphoric)
I wanted peace 
You wanted war
I wanted reality 
You wanted more
I don’t rely on a drink 
To do all my thinking
While you sleep on the floor
I never listened 
Guess that’s the case
Now all of your friends
Said just to leave
Told them the negative
From your perspective
That I wouldn’t get it
The thing is that you never told me
Communication 
Is nowhere found
Our relationship 
Let’s burn it down
Cause you brought
To much inside out
We could have talked
But it’s too late now
It’s 2am
And I'm making sounds
Trying anything
Just to drown it out
And cops were called
To the neighbors house 
They’ll never know it
Saved me from myself 

What we had 
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down
What we had 
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down

(Autrioly)
Take my hand and don't lie to me (what the fuck)
Ive been a fool, Ive been a fool to your lies
Take my hand and~

(Soku)
I’ve been a fool for the way that you speak
But darling I know you was lying to me
So let’s change the perspective
And change up the mood
And burn what we have
Then we’ll scatter the ashes
Could never imagine
I swear that I hate it
You said, no you blamed it
On your inclination
My time you was wasting
I go and get out
I swear that I’m burning this shit to the ground
Yeah I wanted it all
Yeah but you wanna fall
Out of the depths of your head
You was sinking in
Started a war without giving me reasoning
I don’t know why
I even try
Music and static inside of my mind
I was ecstatic till you told your lies
Feeling, I’m feeling like I wanna die

(Dysphoric)
What we had
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down
What we had
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down

Burn It Down w/Soku (prod. autrioly)

chief keef x tv girl

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkrzFmxBHVM

prod lee

i know when i write this you won't like it yeah i'm sad
wishin you would smile when your hearts under attack
yeah i'm breathin really heavy baby please don't turn your back
i be talkin out our problems while you miss your mom and dad

you miss em bad too, tell me when i ask you
love your authenticity you're pretty but you're sad too
and you know i'll always love you even if i don't have to
baby you're my everything i'm sorry for my bad mood

baby girl i trust you more than i can put in words
i'd be happy to help you if you would tell me when it hurts
you be cryin every night its not depression its a curse
you're the girl that i've been fightn for but you think you're the worst

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

do you feel your heart sink when you think of my face
does it help you fall asleep or does it keep you awake
do you see me in your dreams, do i haunt you in your sleep
do you wish that i was someone else you wanted me to be

i can't take it all the pressure on my back
wishin i was different we both blame it on my past
i can't even act right, i don't ever sleep
wishin i was everything you wanted me to be

no i can't take this i've been breakin
you stay on my mind
half the time i write about you
i don't wanna try

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

i can't even take it all i ever do is stress out
feelin like i'm light its like i never put the pen down
and murder every line every time i'm a threat bro
killin every track like i got a fuckin deathnote

pretty sad (prod. lee)

prod me <3

lyrics:
she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

this is not a tik tok hit, or a mainstream slap
its the hook verse hook on how my heart collapsed
this is not a dance real slow, if you love me don't go
i've been tryna find some peace down every road we go

why do we fight every evenin
i'm sorry i woke you from sleepin
i'm spillin my guts, so my head don't combust
you're the girl of my dreams you're the one i believe in

i went from holdin you close
to someone you used to know
i remember gettin fucked up
i remember lettin go

she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

homescreen

@beginningofoblivion

The universe has a beginning, but no end. — Infinite. Stars, too, have their own beginnings, but their own power results in their destruction. — Finite.

hey ghost. hope you're doing well, love to you

Chase (Prod. SnowBlood)

Rey-Infinite

Recent comments

Jake Gray (@JakeGray)

nicky :(

Christian David

Dream vs Reality or illusion

Related tracks