[VA-T] X GORESET - lost on my own (rouri404 & swazy) [river & guda]

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taskforce (plxce)

i dnt rlly 
get wht u see in him
im not rlly 
scared of competition i wont stay a friend

see (guda)

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Wake up, feeling dead to my core
I wana look up at the sky, don’t wana do it no more
I’m like, “hold up”
Feeling kinda dead for a moment
But I’m fine again

Think it’s time again
That I finally win
Think I’ll finally live forever, never die again
Mind racing back and forth, think I’m cycling 
And every time I fucking talk, i know it don’t make sense

Like, hold up
Pull up to the spot with a bag, and roll up
If he runs away, I break him down like crowbar
Playing with the strings like guitar
Never playing with my heart again

Pull up to the party, yeah I say “what’s up”
Why you talking to me, don’t push your luck
You better sit down
Why you always fighting, put your fists down
I don’t really wanna talk to you now

Why you always gotta make things so complicated
Why you hitting my line, why you gotta be faded
No I don’t wanna tell myself that it’s ok
Yeah, it’s not okay

Pull up to the party, yeah I say “what’s up”
Why you talking to me, don’t push your luck
You better sit down
Why you always fighting, put your fists down

i think i'm fine again w/ ydkm (plxce)

wooooooo


Ive heard it said
Time and again
Youre not my friend
Dont you pretend


Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?


In autumn i learned that im not the one you want
When winter came crawling i found out who i was
Now springs here theres no fear and i finally moved past you
In 2 months ill be healed lying with my tears cleared

Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?

I know its all too much, bloody wrists, torn lips, i sit waiting
On you to fall in line, waiting, hatred growing i cant

Find the right way to you
Are you lost too?

Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?

(shoutout bella for this part)

Im falling to pieces x2

(kindof)

ruin ur stay

atlas is counting on you to deliver the message

LIIGHTWORK TRACK 1
PRODUCED, MIXED & MASTERED BY MAXIIM

[Intro]
One step forward gun jumped, but fuck it
Got so far I got no one but fuck it
Mistook me for someone to fuck with
Mistakes made me either way its fuck it

[Verse]
I can stay afloat
Away from trouble to come my way
I'm in a much better place
So believe me when I say that I don't want your negativity
And I know, it's not just my problem to solve
And I know if I keep on, i'll get to the top

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't talk
Silence is the best remedy
You did so much damage it's my turn to speak
Ill move on with my time
Move on into the light

[Chorus x2]
One step forward gun jumped, but fuck it
Got so far I had no one but fuck it
Mistook me for someone to fuck with
Mistakes made me either way its fuck it

STREAM

One Step Forward

li.sten.to/stillalive
@ripavah on instagram
@1avah on tiktok

this one has a hidden meaning behind it, enjoy

lyrics:
You don't get how I really feel
It's been about a year since it all felt real
Stuck inside my head with no second chance
I wanna go back where I know who I am

Staring up at the sky so bright
But I just hate when the sun goes down
There's so many stars, I can't bear to see them all
I can't wait for the day when they fall

And I need a doctor
And now I know it I am so sure
Cause now I've fallen in love with her
And now I see why I'll stay on earth

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Patterns, in the grass in the sky
Good karma or bad karma, I'll just drop psychs till I die
Do you really feel what I'm saying, feel like there's a ghost in your eyes
How could it come this way, to a point where I lost my mind

Back then, I wouldn't have to feel this way
Alone inside my head, and I'm asking why, and I'm asking why

And I need a doctor
And now I know it I am so sure
Cause now I've fallen in love with her
And now I see why I'll stay on earth

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

still alive

other platforms

still alive (cian x 80root x heyrick)

li.sten.to/stillalive
@ripavah on instagram
@1avah on tiktok

lyrics:
Heartbroken, I've lost my focus
People talk down to me, and act like I ain't ever notice
Life is gray, I hope that it's not better for them
So go away, learn to be a better friend

Smoke up in my eyes, burned our ties like bridges, and the convos don't lie
I don't talk about you in my songs, I'm a menace
Fucked up then, now you fucked up everything you do
You got no life, I'm not the bad guy

What I did was right, you don't have to start a fight
I'm really a demon, I'll leave you feeling horrified
You're hateful and evil
And even worse inside your mind

I ain't trying to be mean
Ever since I met you back when i was 15
Reminisce about the times I lived on caffeine
Nowadays I see you open leave you on seen

I'm a bad guy, in a bad world
I'm becoming even worse I got a bad girl
Found my new home, it's when I'm with you
Depressed when I'm alone and that's the issue

Smoke up in my eyes, burned our ties like bridges, and the convos don't lie
I don't talk about you in my songs, I'm a menace
Fucked up then, now you fucked up everything you do
You got no life, I'm not the bad guy

What I did was right, you don't have to start a fight
I'm really a demon, I'll leave you feeling horrified
You're hateful and evil
And even worse inside your mind

bad guy

bad guy (siem spark x chris marek)

back like i never left x

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

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set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

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produced by neverforever