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Kais 😴

@deadbeatteen
@hatedyl
(ft. deadbeatteen)[prod. DYL]

you're cute but i'm dead

@prodreaper
@guccihighwaters

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
kiss me in the rain or leave me at the front door
tell me you despise me tell me that you need more
tell me i'm a freak, tell me i'm insecure, mi amor mi amor

if i wanna dance with the devil i can ask
why you lock your phone baby tell me what is that
if you got an issue then you know i got your back
if he wants to meet you can say just, that

it won't come to floracion
i know that you kissed him i know that he put you down
he can find, someone else, he can throw, around

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
indecisive leaning on the vices i don't like advice, i just flip the light switch
sleep it off, overslept got missed calls, 
do not disturb on my phone got sick thoughts,

 mi amor, i wanna love you till my hearts sore, 
i was drowning in emotions, when i met you i really stopped choking
 but you deserve the world, i really mean that
i don't have it all, i know that you can see that,
 allot of things to explore, but i just want you behind this closed door

mi amor w/ guccihighwaters (prod.reaper)

I hope you enjoy it..
</3

(hook)

keep your heart,
close to my lungs,
I can't breathe,
I can't sleep,
rest my head in my grave,
maybe you should've stayed,
im sorry,
youre too late,
done with you,
you didn't stay,
while I was going insane,
while I was going insane,

(verse)

you left me my own,
lying in this snow so cold,
leaving me for him,
maybe i deserve it no,
jeez man I am so damn low,
I keep yelling please don't go,
keep yelling please don't go,
eventually I think I'll know,
that you weren't the one I know,
that you weren't the one I know,

Keep Your Heart (prod.lilfuckface)

enjoy.

and ever since last fall I've been dreamin of my death
and I would sing you every song
I wanna get you out my head
and i've been feelin so wrong can you feel me am I read
can you feel me am I read

and I can't go back 
yeah girl you know that
I'm dressed in all black
would you take me back
would you take me back
and ever since last fall I've been dreamin of my death
and I would sing you every song
wanna get you out my head
get you out my head
ever since last fall
since last fall
since last fall
since last fall
wanna get you out my head

and ever since last fall I've been dreamin of my death
and I would sing you every song
I wanna get you out my head
I wanna get you out my head
I wanna get you out my head

dreamin of my death (prod. y axis)

i'm faded
i'm faded
i'm faded 
i'm faded

i'm feelin really low now
i think i need to slow down
anxiety alone now
anxiety alone now
depression is a joke now 
hahahahaha
takes a while to write a song now
but it's all i know now
your tongue is so foul
when you scream at me loud
i guess i need to slow down
i guess i like it low now
my ex likes me to know that i'm lowest of the low
that i'm lowest of the low
yeah i'm lowest of the low
yeah i'm lowest of the low

i'm faded 
i'm faded
i'm faded
i'm faded
it's too late yeah
it's too late yeah

i'm feelin really low now
i think i need to slow down
anxiety alone now
anxiety alone now
depression is a joke now 
hahahahaha
takes a while to write a song now
but it's all i know now
your tongue is so foul
when you scream at me loud
i guess i need to slow down
i guess i like it low now
my ex likes me to know that i'm lowest of the low
that i'm lowest of the low
yeah i'm lowest of the low
yeah i'm lowest of the low

feelin low (prod.hatemyself)

recorded in my car on a hot summer evening

lyrics: 
if love is in the air then i think im suffocating 
and if life just isnt fair then just take what u can make of it 
and ill take extra care cuz my mind is just degrading my life 

and if love can make you scared then i think youll never  want it
if all my friends were here theyd be saying shits ironic 
cuz all my love is gone cuz i cant stay awake in the night 

and darling maybe its harder than that 
but i can barely put up with the act 
that u been playin my mind is degrading my life

men they fall so easy into your arms
but fucking cant fix a broken heart
its amazing what love will make me say to keep you around

yeah i think about it i been counting down the days till your gone 
i think ill hate it when im seeing u with men i dont know
the feelings fading u mever thoght that distance would grow 

so darling close your eyes 
and turn around 
the friday nights get brighter with you in town
the mornings never coming on the day that u found
the hatred in the happiness u told me about

so stay and hold 
all your memories close 
we take and know 
that we faked the whole damn thing 
and you bet that im not happy to say 
that im fed up with all the things in the day that ive messed up

Close Your Eyes

cet album est pour toi

my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you
my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you

i've got problems in my brain, you,
help me ease the pain, 
help me numb it out when i been cryin in the rain cause
i've got these demons that i can't shake

show me what i face, show me what you love, promise not to break my heart </3

you deserve better

you deserve better (p. ocean)

Produced by: @producedbynat

Verse

Baby come walk with me
Ill show u just what love can be
Nothing like u have seen before
I can promise u he’s not the one
I can show u there’s more to life than this
If u decide to stay
With me

Chorus

I’ve been noticing the things u say
I’ve been noticing u walk away from him
But u say your happy
I don’t understand what u mean
I don’t understand why u have been with him
Cuz I know you’re not happy

i know you're not happy

9tails - I'll Try To Explain

sadeyes - 8PM Ft 9tails & Guardin

Lyrics:

ur on my mind
and i dont get it
but it's all good
your in my thoughts
and my hearts racing
id breathe if i could

you know it's true
ily2
am i dead
or am i good
will i pull through
you know it's true
ily2
am i dead
or am i good
will i pull through

dont lie to me
i see ur active
u never cared
seen this before i know whats happenin
im never there
and i guess thats whats the problem
fuck you
i'm on my own no problems

sometimes i cant take this
and most nights
i fall asleep breakin
there all gonna miss me when im gone
when im gone
when im gone

dont lie to me
i see ur active
u never cared
seen this before i know whats happenin
im never there
and i guess thats whats the problem
fuck you
i'm on my own no problems

Spotify

don't lie to me (prod. dead spyro) [OUT ON SPOTIFY]

i see the sunlight on your face
i said i really like your way
you're on my mind
and every night i fall asleep 
you're on my brain

got some issues with me baby
i don't wanna be a fake
my love for you drives me crazy
always takes away the pain

fall in love
until i'm broken

i'm exposed
my heart is open

dont break me
my heart will close in 

got some problems with me
idk if i can solve them 
hit you up
like wtf is happening
all i'm looking for is the come up
you're the one tho

the love i fall in (prod. dead spyro)

Cover art by    @ peachy.rosie    (on instagram)

LYRICS

Making me sick
Lose my shit
Go party
I'm staying in
Once again
We're parting
Girl, do you sin 'cause I sin
I'm sorry
Losing my shit
Can we sit and restart it
You rip me up shawty
Do it no sorries
I show you love always
You give it back hardly
I want you so strongly
You want me back partly
One look and I'm concrete
That look that say "don't stop me"
...well I won't

All you want is just a break
Don't know why you feel this way
Did your heart stand still?
Won't you look at my face?
Can't you tell me what's his name?
I need someone I can blame
When I'm taking these pills
When I let myself fade

did your heart stand still?

I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled,
To hide my feelings behind a lie.

Before long, I had many friends;
With my mask, I was one of them.
But deep inside I still felt empty,
Like I was missing a part of me.

Nobody could hear my cries at night,
For I designed my mask to hide the lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling,
For I designed my mask to be laughing.

Behind all the smiles were the tears,
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see
Wasn't everything there was to me.

-Matt-

#ambient 

Alone

Alone/один ( Official Visualizer Out On Youtube ) (IG: saintrel1)

spill my blood
on the concrete floor
baby i want more
can you give me more

pulling up to your house
baby what you doing
i know that you gonna play me
why the fuck i do this
why the fuck im like this
i don't really know bitch
think i got some feelings
drown it by tommorow
drowning my pain
i just sit in my sorrow
my corpse is a vessel
won't wake up tommorow
my feelings don't matter
their nothing to you
i can see your reflection
in every venue

passing out 
on someones bed
waking up to somewhere new
spending all my summer nights
wondering where the fuck are you
wondering where you been at
hoping that your happy
in the arms of someone else
i'll never find that someone else
i been spending time
writing rhymes
in my room alone
tryna find a girl
in my city
who wont do me wrong
think i need a fresh start
time to heal my broken heart
i just wanna go away
think i need a new place

i've been looking to the stars
i've been tryna find my way
maybe its better for me
six feet in the grave 

spill my blood
on the concrete floor
baby i want more
can you give me more

giving up the girl i thought i knew was
tiring 
it's tearing me in half 

drowning my pain
i just sit in my sorrow
my corpse is a vessel
won't wake up tommorow
my feelings don't matter
their nothing to you
i can see your reflection
in every venue

concrete floors (prod vaegud & hxrxkiller)

[+] stop talking words are useless.
* featuring @trechorboy + @sushisai * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
you could take my love and you could throw it out
got me looking at the stars when you not around
thats why i be jaded, fuck what u be sayin
i ain't even playin when i say that i'm make it
i don't feel anymore, eyes hella sore
i got the bag and it's Christian Dior
i'm callin for you, i'm callin for you

[verse: 2 trechor boy]
gas inhalation took me on vacation 
 i never get love i hate the sensation 
a life worth lived makes no sense 
cuz  we all die in da fuckin end like

lemme paraphrase Thoreau, he said
“rather love, money, faith, show me da road”
and i uh, i guess i understand that now
dont vibe with the lies they be tellin u now

[verse 3: suisai]
stop talking words are useless
can never hold up
What did you expect it 
to be different 
Shouldlt even have to convince
but they all look from outside
Walls could cave in at
Any givin moment
it looks like its the time to
Stop wishin for it to get better
And wash that pain away
Pitter patter of rain on the rooftop
i could lay in this bed all day
  And think And listen and look 4
For a sign pls remind me again
what really matters at the end of all this

[chorus: seejayxo + trechor boy]
like i want it all too
fuck it i'll fall through
i thought i loved you
i thought i loved you
like i want it all too
fuck it you'll fall through
i thought you loved me
i thought you loved me

useless

follow boyfifty

useless (feat. trechor boy + suisai)

Written & Recorded by @alainite
Produced by @paulfix
Mixed by @hellosloani
Mastered by Rogan Kelsey
Artwork by @ScottySplash

Cos I don't wanna get distracted not this time
Just give me what I need a chilled beat and good vibes

Maybe something with a little definition
Gets out of focus when your heart is on a mission
And maybe yeah I'll still be the only one around
Gets hard to manage when you're caught up in the middle
Try not to panic if you give it just a little time
You've got to want it like nobody else before

And I ask myself what is it that I'm wanting
Yeah I ask myself what is it that I'm needing

Cos I don't wanna get distracted not this time
Just give me what I need a chilled beat and good vibes
Cos I don't wanna get distracted not this time
Just give me what I need a chilled beat and good vibes

Maybe something with a little repetition
Maybe something make you feel a little different
And I bet that I'll still beat the body to the floor
Nothing wrong with a little healthy competition
Help you think about the things that you could be missing out on
And I'll still beat the body to the floor

And I ask myself what is it that I'm wanting
Yeah I ask myself what is it that I'm needing

Cos I don't wanna get distracted not this time
Just give me what I need a chilled beat and good vibes
Cos I don't wanna get distracted not this time
Just give me what I need a chilled beat and good vibes

Distracted (Prod. Paul Fix)

prod: @wstdyth
mix/master: @trechorboy

lyrics:
cause you were the one who wasted my time
but i just cant get u out my mind
cause i miss the look of love in your eyes
and now im wishing that i could rewind
(x2)
i remember late nights in your arms
i remember we were kissing in the dark
lay alone in the backseat of my car
pulling strings through the cracks of my heart

i dont think i need this
ive been staring at my ceiling
hoping that things could get better
but nothing good ever lasts forever
(x2)
cause you were the one who wasted my time
but i just cant get u out my mind
cause i miss the look of love in your eyes
and now im wishing that i could rewind
(x2)
cause u were the one who wasted my time

rewind (prod. wastedyouth)

lyrics:
i just got my mind back n i aint tryna do u wrong lil baby
i just got my shine back n i feel the world is mine lil baby
when im dead n gone i pray to god that they remember me
when im dead n gone i pray to god that u remember me
walking out the club im doing these drugs these people handing me
i remember walking out of my house with stains outside my jeans and
i cannot forget when i lost hope u still been there for me
even if we separated now i hold you so close to me

i remember way back when
i aint like to say i need help back then
u had looked deep in my soul back then
honestly the love still there in the end
ya i see the instagram with all your friends
shit i thought id always be urs in the end
buying u some christian dior in the end
bet they still think that we together in the ends
and this is just a love song baby
maybe u should call me sometime soon
shit i know i check those daily 
inside and my skin feel scaly
i wouldnt be fit for the grind if it wasnt for u
lop side on my face and my brain go zoom
i been mixing up drugs on the daily
cant text cause my hands all shaky

i just got my mind back n i aint tryna do u wrong lil baby
i just got my shine back n i feel the world is mine lil baby
when im dead n gone i pray to god that they remember me
when im dead n gone i pray to god that u remember me
walking out the club im doing these drugs these people handing me
i remember walking out of my house with stains outside my jeans and
i cannot forget when i lost hope u still been there for me
even if we separated now i hold you so close to me

remember me (jabarionthebeat)

ly guys

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/prodspyder

lyrics:
noone can break me down
I put myself in the ground
no way ur gettin me out
of my head, in my bed
I sleep through all the dread
in my heart, turned to stone
run away from my home

oh
you wanted someone to know
I wasnt there and I hope
you find someone that the needs you the most
don’t
go on an keep callin my phone
I like when im all alone
in the sheets I turn into a ghost

say goodbye I might fall tonight
cyanide in my colon, I
hope that u get the message
cuz im to scared jus to text i

oh
i wasnt there for u why would call
girl don’t
tell me you love i dont care at all

breakdown (prod.spyder)

kais